Man With The Dark Head
On a day when a number of people from the compound were walking
to a village some miles away to sell produce at the market, the
talk turned to whether the rains would come on time. The river was
the flow of life to all the tribe and animals, and being drier
than usual, it was something important to talk about. Without
water the crops and animals would die. As Mwanga was a respected
elder of the tribe they asked him if he thought the rain would be
heavy. He walked along with them silently for a while, then said,
If we are a happy people, then the rains will be full. But
if there is division among us, then is the time to worry about the
rain.
This seemed a mysterious answer so they asked him what he meant
by it. He said, The talk of rain reminds me of a story told
me many years ago in my early years of being a father. An old
woman of the tribe told it to me, and I will try to say it just as
she spoke it to me, because it answers the question.
He paused for a while to borrow a coloured scarf from one of the
women, and arranged it around his chest as if he were no longer a
man. Then as he started to walk again he walked as if he had
carried many a child on his hip, just as old women of the tribe
do. Everyone laughed, especially the children walking with them,
and Mwanga laughed too. But then he looked serious and started to
tell the story just as though he were the old women. Tallking like
he was eanestly remembering he said, In the autumn that came
when the river was dry, there was very little food. But a little
rain came in the winter and we managed to find enough food to keep
the animals alive and feed the children. My belly was small then.
I have never had such a small belly as in that winter.
Mwanga made sad noises, just as women do to let out their sorrow
and not hold it inside like a thorn in the foot. He said, When
the spring came we hoped for a change with the new year. The dark
spirit that had stopped the rain falling was still troubling our
people. Many of us were afraid and we wept. Someone thought we
should move, that we had been cursed and we would all die. So
spoke my own fear. It was like a shadow that crept into my hut at
night and whispered that unless I ran away my baby and I would
die. I know fear spoke to the hearts of many of us like a shadow
at night. It told us to run away from this place.
Mwanga knew that when the river was low, there was always some
fear that if the water got lower and dried up, everybody would
have to leave their homes and try to find somewhere else they
could live. So the story was saying what was in the heart of each
person, especially the women with children.
Now, still sounding a little like an old woman remembering her
past, Mwanga spoke as if the troubles were something happening for
those walking with him. He said, In the past our tribe have
been proud, and our people have been strong. We remembered this as
the shadow of fear spoke to us, and the spirits of our family came
close to us. They strengthened us and told us not to run like
frightened dogs.
Mwangas voice became wistful, and there were tears at the
corner of his eyes. But my child was two years old, my
breasts were very dry, I was trying to feed my child with husks of
last years harvest, and there was nothing to eat.
The women in the group moaned at the thought of this. Some of
them cried because this was the story of their tribe, and it felt
to them like they too had lived through this dark time and feared
for their baby. Brindy, the mother of twins cried loudest. How
would she have fed two babies at a time like that. What did
we do not to run away Mwanga? she asked.
Mwanga wiped his eyes with the scarf wrapped around his chest. Let
me finish the story as the woman he said. Then you
will find out. So returning to his role of the aged woman of
the tribe he continued. At that time when there was no water
left anywhere, Nhadrach Dandra, the man with the dark head, as we
called him, who lived by himself outside of the compound, asked
for food and we had none. We told him this and he said if we found
him a woman he would lift the curse. For when Nhadrach Dandra was
living outside of the village as a youth, no woman had chosen him
at the dance of choosing.
How could he lift the curse? the man named
Adega asked. Did he know magic Mwanga?
Someone else told Adega to let Mwanga finish the story.
Mwanga carried on without attempting to reply to the questions. There
was a woman Bantwa, who said she would be his wife if rain came
within a week. Rain came within three days and it was heavy. Then
rain came again and we were saved.
Everybody clapped and laughed. It rained they cried.
And Adega shouted out, He did know magic!
When they had quietened they asked Mwanga what happened after it
had rained. He took of the scarf around his chest, to show he was
no longer the old woman, and said, Then Nhadrach Dandra and
his new wife were with the tribe and he became a father. With
water the womans breasts became full and her child lived.
The tribe had food. The cattle gave milk. We, the children of
those people are still here.
Adega, still thinking about Nhadrach Dandra said, But did
the man with the dark head know magic? If not how did he know it
would rain?
The old woman told me Nhadrach Dandra had no
dream. He had no vision. He was not a man of magic. He was a boy
who was left outside of the tribe until he found a wife. The woman
told me the story because that is what happened. There is no other
reason.
Some of the women laughed and said, Finding a wife strong
enough to make you a father is magic enough. And they walked
on to the village market to sell their produce. |