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Dream Interpretation / Homeless children
« on: October 20, 2019, 09:38:28 AM »
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Hello Tony! Its been a long time since i last wrote to you about any of my dreams. You helped me alot throughout the years and i thank you for that! I came back today to share with you my last experience hoping i could come up with an answer to my day to day struggle.
Last night dream started with me and a person i saw as "best friend" in the village i spent most of my childhood. We were both around 8 years old and homeless. We went to the end of the main road to take the bus to the city we spent our early years,hoping we could find an answer to our problems by going back to the roots. We couldnt afford the ticket but instead the busdriver took us to a whole new,very advanced town we didnt even know it existed. There we perceived ourselves as being around 16 years old. We stared to wander around the town and find oursevles in a continuous chain of melancholy, like we've been there before and so many things were new and we contemplated on what changed the place so much. It felt like we were experiencing a past life at the same time. There we met 2 girls that chose to become homeless and wander the earth with us, in searchig for their thruth and love.
There was a very interesting scenario that developed before my eyes at some point. I was inside a dark room, facing a glass wall, the only source of light was behind that wall. I felt fear of the unknown, i felt like if i would open the door, i'd loose my "homeless" status and the people i traveled with. But i opened that glass door anyway and there stood a 4 years old child who aknowledged me as his father. I took him in my arms and squished him hard to my chest and my heart got filled with joy and warmth. After that i took him to my other 3 friends and they felt like he was part of the family already, but my best friend felt the need to disappear for some reason. So i left him go,knowing we'll meet again sometime soon. So there was me,the lil boy and the 2 girls walkin around the old village,where the "adventure" started. Thats when i felt the pressence of my best friend. I left the girls behind with the child and i went searching for him, trying to convince him to stay with us. I found him near a fence, surrounded by grass, depressed and not wanting to move a finger for himself. I kept screaming at him to snap out of it, because we'll find the "truth" together, as we always have been. But he wouldnt budge. A few moments later i felt a pack of stray dogs approaching, i felt the danger of the situation and i tried to take my bestfriend to a safe place but he wanted to die shredded by the pack. I was so furious i couldnt contain my anger. I tried to fight the dogs myself, defending him but they were too many. Giving up on the idea of saving him, i climbed a high fence to protect myself but when he saw me do that, he followed immediately. So we were both on the fence, crying of joy that we got back together. And we started thinking of a plan on how to win in this situation. Im not sure what we discussed but the conclusion was "we should start from 0". So we woke up again, where the dream started, naked and full of hope and energy. And it was the only 2 of us there, as a whole. And we were homeless again but we felt like we could conquer the world together. And the thruth we've been seeking was actually our friendship. Once we realized that we started looking for clothing,shelter and new ways to explore and discover ourselves once again.

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Dream Interpretation / Homeless children
« on: October 20, 2019, 09:37:45 AM »
Hello Tony! Its been a long time since i last wrote to you about any of my dreams. You helped me alot throughout the years and i thank you for that! I came back today to share with you my last experience hoping i could come up with an answer to my day to day struggle.
Last night dream started with me and a person i saw as "best friend" in the village i spent most of my childhood. We were both around 8 years old and homeless. We went to the end of the main road to take the bus to the city we spent our early years,hoping we could find an answer to our problems by going back to the roots. We couldnt afford the ticket but instead the busdriver took us to a whole new,very advanced town we didnt even know it existed. There we perceived ourselves as being around 16 years old. We stared to wander around the town and find oursevles in a continuous chain of melancholy, like we've been there before and so many things were new and we contemplated on what changed the place so much. It felt like we were experiencing a past life at the same time. There we met 2 girls that chose to become homeless and wander the earth with us, in searchig for their thruth and love.
There was a very interesting scenario that developed before my eyes at some point. I was inside a dark room, facing a glass wall, the only source of light was behind that wall. I felt fear of the unknown, i felt like if i would open the door, i'd loose my "homeless" status and the people i traveled with. But i opened that glass door anyway and there stood a 4 years old child who aknowledged me as his father. I took him in my arms and squished him hard to my chest and my heart got filled with joy and warmth. After that i took him to my other 3 friends and they felt like he was part of the family already, but my best friend felt the need to disappear for some reason. So i left him go,knowing we'll meet again sometime soon. So there was me,the lil boy and the 2 girls walkin around the old village,where the "adventure" started. Thats when i felt the pressence of my best friend. I left the girls behind with the child and i went searching for him, trying to convince him to stay with us. I found him near a fence, surrounded by grass, depressed and not wanting to move a finger for himself. I kept screaming at him to snap out of it, because we'll find the "truth" together, as we always have been. But he wouldnt budge. A few moments later i felt a pack of stray dogs approaching, i felt the danger of the situation and i tried to take my bestfriend to a safe place but he wanted to die shredded by the pack. I was so furious i couldnt contain my anger. I tried to fight the dogs myself, defending him but they were too many. Giving up on the idea of saving him, i climbed a high fence to protect myself but when he saw me do that, he followed immediately. So we were both on the fence, crying of joy that we got back together. And we started thinking of a plan on how to win in this situation. Im not sure what we discussed but the conclusion was "we should start from 0". So we woke up again, where the dream started, naked and full of hope and energy. And it was the only 2 of us there, as a whole. And we were homeless again but we felt like we could conquer the world together. And the thruth we've been seeking was actually our friendship. Once we realized that we started looking for clothing,shelter and new ways to explore and discover ourselves once again.

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Dream Interpretation / Pirate Ship
« on: June 17, 2019, 09:39:19 PM »
I had this dream last night. I came to my hometown on a phantom pirate ship that could dive on dry land. Once i got off of it,there were these entities that only i could see,they looked like turqoise flames. I knew they had the power to subjugate ppl' mind and they started to posses all the families living around me. I rushed to my parents hopeing i would get there in time to protect them but i was too late. Its not like they would harm anyone but those persons possesed wouldnt behave like themselves anymore,their minds were replaced by someone elses's. I ran outside,got into a car with 3 more strangers and started to drive. Those flames tried to chase and catch me but i lost track of them. I drove the car on top of some hill where i could view the whole city. There i found this guns shop with airsoft items. Some1 convinced me to buy a sniping weapon so i did. The moment i picked the gun that seemed more appealing to me, i felt a sudden feeling of relaxation and inner peace. I would look through its scope and i could observe all kind of people fighting with those entities. The dream ended once i sniped one of them from far away and i woke up with "moon light strike" as my first words in my head. I felt my body really relaxed and a verry deep inner peace.

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Dream Interpretation / ShapeShifter
« on: June 06, 2019, 06:12:25 AM »
I had this dream last night where I could shift into all kind of animals, but most of the time I would turn into a dragon and "conquer" the sky. It was such a blissful feeling of freedom, flying high, over forests and mountains. At some point I realised it would be a problem if society found out I could do that and I refugeed myself in a shack into the woods, together with 2 father/friend figures. They were calm, spiritual beings sheltering me until I could completely control my shape shifting. I was somehow preparing myself for a fight with another dragon who felt like being someone I know, close to me. I had a target as training practice: to shift into a feline, a monkey and an eagle and to discover the huge forest that was sheltering me and create a map.

When I tried to turn into an eagle, I realize I couldn’t fly high anymore; something was pulling me down to earth. I desperately tried to flap my wings but the gravity felt stronger with each try. Then I tried to turn into a dragon again (knowing a dragon was very muscular and strong and capable of defeating many obstacles) but my shapeshifting power was there no more. It felt like I lost something very important, but I gained something else. I could jump to heights up to 15m as a human and not get hurt. It felt like I passed some kind of doorstep with that loss/gain thing. After that the dream changed into childhood memories and I woke up with a strong desire to drink a cola   so I did. But what came after that was the same sensation of freedom I had at the start of the dream.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: High frequency
« on: May 14, 2019, 05:31:02 PM »
Thank you very much for your feedback,i really needed it to confirm my intuition. And you were right on spot,he's not dead but i told myself many times that i wouldnt give a damn if he would die someday soon. Its not like im eager for him to die, but i feel caged because of his attitude and actions. He brought much suffering to my parents and that situation hurts me badly. I had a very very hard time because of him last year around this day. I mutilated myself by smoking drugs on a daily basis just to run away from the real factor. Its been an year now since i gave up that behaviour and i feel really blessed for stopping my daily mutilation. But there are scaras i cant accept. And i know thats what this dream means for me. Somehow i cant forgive myself for letting myself wither. And i know that my own weakness, thats him (my brother), lead me to these emotions. Its been really  hard...and i dont know how to fight these emotions. That divine part in the dream felt like reaching a higher underatanding of who i am, but that doesent change the fact that his actions dont depend on me. I just wish i had the strenght to pet that black dog and tell him its okay...and that im sorry for how i feel towards him.

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Dream Interpretation / High frequency
« on: May 13, 2019, 10:32:50 PM »
Hello Tony!
It's been a while since i last time wrote you. I know dreams are just projections of our subcons mind and usually i could find meaning for myself in evey dream but this time i had a very disturbing one and i woke up really sad and troubled...and i kind of know what it means for me but i need an opinion from some1 with more experience than my intuition. Ill start from where i can remember the most.

I dont know how my problematic brother died but he came back to life immediately in a zombie state. The scene started like this: he stood in our common bed while i was up-standing near the door and lookin at him decaying. When our eyes met and i saw his deadly look,i kind of panicked and tried to look at the window and see the beauty of nature but a small religious icon took my eyes and somehow forced me to push myself to look into my brother's decaying eyes. At that moment i felt like i had a deep divination-kind-of-thing. Our bodies and minds swapped and i started chanting a throat mantra for his rotten soul. Some kind of diety awoken inside of my while my brother was so angry and JEALOUS. Thats what i felt from him: hatred and jealousy,because i became able to chant a divine mantra that helped rotten souls find peace and he didnt wanna leave the living world. He then turned into a black dog with demonic powers and started biting my left hand,without any success. I casted him away and went outside to my nature,to discover my throat singing. I kept on practicing until i could chant it with only my mind,and the whole world around me could hear and feel the divine vibrations. It felt like i reached a higher self. Thats the moment i saw my decaying,(literally and methaphorically) brother arguing with our father on the balcony and turned into a black dog and started to molest our father from behind in such a disgusting way. The dream ended with me going to him into a rush and as my fist was reaching his devilish mouth (he had such a satisfied expression,like he knew that would hurt me greatly. It was really distrubing,feelig all that hate) he kind of pushed me back out of my dream and woke up crying my soul out. And that throat mantra kept ringing into my ears and i realized that my roomate's soft snores sounded like 100 buddhist trying to chant it together....i felt a bit paralyzed.

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Dream Interpretation / Wedding,Snow, Fall
« on: December 28, 2018, 04:08:56 PM »
Imagine a rectangular weddig room with a pair of stairs at the middle,leading to a second,bigger room. At one end of that room i was sitting in an armchair,constantly havin' the feeling i was trapped and bound to be part of a TV Show. It felt like, while sitting in that armchair, my head was inside a TV screen. At the other end of the room there was the main entrance, marked by a monumental circular stair leading to the upper story of the building. It felt like all the passing people were just part of a scenery. My image was focused on a 1.80m tall, brown hair guy, wearing a navy blue shirt, cream-colored pants and black shoes, with a huge silver watch on his right hand and my girlfriend. The guy had a box in his left hand and he seemed very close to my girlfriend. They headed to the monumental stair and went to the mid of the story to watch the snow fall through a huge window in the middle of the party. Some1 called for that guy from downstairs and i dont know how he somehow fell through the window into the snow . That box opened and there were 3 rings: a black one, a brown one and the other one was surely a silver ring with diamond pebble. At that moment the "2 main characters" saw me and freaked out and felt like i was being pushed back out of the TV. For few more seconds the scenery shifted into a living room and i was standing at a table with a friend and i said: i dont get it. Is she in 2 relationships at once??  And i woke up almost suffocating

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Dream Interpretation / White Dog
« on: September 11, 2018, 09:01:58 AM »
Hello Tony,

I was at an outdoor workshop for architecture students. Imagine it as a small wood shack in the woods with regular tables and chairs,1 for each student. I was working a project by the hand and admiring the view. But i have to describe the scenery first. Sitting on that chair,i was close to a wall. Lookin in the right direction,i saw the wall; looking in the left direction, i could see a beautiful sunset over a hill,eclipsing the town i could barely see over the hill (from my position). I could say i was sitting in some kind of valley. Looking upfront, i could see the rest of the greenery,with its hills and trees and lots of people havin fun. At some point i felt the urge to run to the other side of the hill (where "another" forest started to sprout) and i just did it. Running back i got chased by i white dog that emerged from the forest. While running,i tought he just wanted to run along with me and play but when i reached back at the workshop,he bit my right hand and stood there for like 30 seconds (no pain involved). I was trying to open his mouth with my left hand but he was squeezing too hard. There were 2 men standing there and looking at me struggle and i got mad at them for not helping me out. They helped me after i nicely asked and the dog left after that. The weird thing, he left me with a circular mark of teeth. Like,a perfect circle. My mom appeared from somewhere,worried alot. I started explaining her its no big deal,there's no pain and "afterall, i grew up in this place". Those exact words keep appearing in my mind. Its kind of true,the scenery and the town are very similar to my home town. And while i was a kid i used to walk around that forest everyday with my friends. But never have i encountered "danger" coming from a white dog. And there is no workshop or a hill that eclipses the town.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Old Friend and potential lover
« on: August 21, 2018, 06:52:59 AM »
I've read your story about the misery you carried within for so long at that point in your life and all i think about is,and i dont want to seem arrogant but people like you,Tony,like me, i feel like they are born with the 3rd eye half open.  And thats what makes us so different,moody and maybe impossible in others eyes. We go through daily introspection since we are kids and we always try to find deep meanings and true feelings and desires to ourselves in everything we do. We analyse alot and grow alot because what we feel and think we come to believe is true and we realize we develop an even higher intuition for ourselves and others. Im sure at 80's you see these words as trivial matters because you're so much more "high level" than i am,but i will never stop growing. And i have to say that im really glad i feel this way and that i found a person,randomly on the internet,from whom i can learn so much and i can validate my inner self's thoughts.
When i had that "recomposing" 3 days ago and i broke up with my lover,for the next 2 days i somehow regained all my resources and i realized that "this boom" was only mental for me at that point,but my soul told me im not sincere enough with me. And he's right. I came to understanding so many things in that morning and breaking up with my lover was a harsh decision i was unable to make,but i did it anyway. After 2 days i talked to my "ex" lover again and explained what happened to me and that i found whitin myself the power to grow and to forgive again. So i gave her another chance to take the right decisions in our relationship and we gave it another chance,not because i feel dependent,but because i see a great potential in her even from the 1st second i met her. The energies that i felt when i met her for the first time are still a part of me and they give me resoueces for one last "push".  This way i am sincere to me,that i gave her this last chance. I could talk for hours about her and me and why i decided to nullify my break-up,but it would get me to the same conclusion. I found myself again and breaking up for good wasnt the answer. The answer is love,compassion,sacrifice and the strong feeling that this is my role now. To be there for such a beautiful soul with a messed up mind. And i realised my role once i talked to my ex ones and aplogised for not trying enough to understand our situation at that point and that helped me release all the tension i built these years,a tension coming from unspoken words and unfullfilled desires.  Its laughable when i say that i am a martyr to my intuition,but it never failed me either. I can only grow! And whatever happens the months to come, i wont loose myself again. And i wont hesitate to make the right choices.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Old Friend and potential lover
« on: August 17, 2018, 06:43:37 PM »
Thank you very much for your wisdom Tony and i can assure you im experiencing a huge growth right now. Right after i wrote my second dream this morning i felt something unbelievable,something i only felt once at the age of 14 when all my good experiences and bad ones kind of made an implosion,the pieces collided and reuinted in the man i am today. But this morning it was quite different. I felt like i had a huge releaase of tension and everything about that i lost ar some point that i dearly loved,came back to me into a perfect symbiosis. I felt perfectly balanced and aware of who i am,who i should be,who i should have kept being,and who i want to be. all those thoughts came into my mind in like 3 seconds and i started to look back to find what used to love about me,about people and i peojected all these feelings into my actual relationship which took me to the heartbreakiing decision to break up with my lover. I felt so much pain doing it,because i know she got hurt more than me because of my sudden change of thoughts and she will be hurting for even more the days to come,but i came to realize that what i am and what i need it all comes whitin me and its stupid to hope after 2 years of fighting to keep planting flowers in a garden of which owner lets them whiter so easely,that anything will be better any soon. And i felt a huge tranzition inside me,fast,furious,like the wind. And even tho i wish my lover could be wirh me,she wouldnt have been able to kesp up. I must act on it now and fullfill my inner self's wish. Thank you again for taking the time to listen to me,to so many of us,and help me create a better picture of myself and others. You are a beautiful soul.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Old Friend and potential lover
« on: August 17, 2018, 05:12:46 AM »
Update:
This time i dreamt something pretty weird but spicy. I met this girl (i cant remember the place) but she looked soo much like my ex girlfriend and she was even older than me with about 5 years (im 23). Some kind of chemistry happened between us in an instant (at that moment i realized i was already in a relationship whit my actual gf) but i didnt care,i took a bit of courage and talked to her. In very short time we started hangig around on a daily basis and i kept repeating myself how much she looks like my ex (but she was even more beautiful and kindherthed and sensible and i felt at ease around her and that she is the perfect fit for what i need now). At some point,after several dates,she asked if i wanna go at her place and "habe fun" and my hearth started racing and we both laughed our way to her home and felt in love. She kept telling me stories about her room mate and how funny and crazy she is and when i got there,she was actually my ex. She looked very surprised and thrillled and happy for her friend cus i was the one she heard about but at the same time i had a rude attitude and i've upset my lover. I went to her to apologise and we only kissed that night but all those kisses were full of passion,love,honesty,hearthfullness.
Thats when things suddsnly changed în my dream,she told me ( you know,only my face looks like her but from the neck down im very different,i might be a demon) and she blinked an eye at me and smiled and i saw a beautiful,indigo demonic face (she would always wear a tracksuit and i always felt like she was hiding something). At that moment dream took me to a dark place and i woke up for 5 minutes. I felt like,in dream,she's still there,hiding from me because in an instant she was afraid i wouldnt accept her like that and she sent me back to the material world. I forcibly went back to sleep and started to look for her in all places we've been together. At last,i found her again,surrounded by lots of ppl,in her old tracksuit. She was hiding from me. I made my way through those ppl,grabbed her hand,pulled her to me and kissed her with the same passion. She was crying tears of joy and thats when i woke up for real.

I did a bit of introspection about these dreams i had 2 night in a row,whit 2 different people i had a very potent chance to fully be with. And i look at my actual relationship and i realize i miss what i had whit each of those girls. My ex was indeeed funny, passional, sexy, rude, lascivious but she had attitude issues and demoralized me to the point i broke up with her. Now that i look back,i was just immature and pretentious and i feel bad for loosing her. The second girl had almost the same traits but she was a balanced person (she was exactely what i needed) but the context made it so that we got into a huge fight and we split up. Thinking of all there was and what i have now i realise my actual gf is EXACTELY the opposite of me and of my last 2 lovers.
Im not satisfied with my actual relationship (its already been 2 years) but we gave it another chance this summer,blaming it on the hard times we both had separately (we study in different towns and we barely see eachother or barely talk but we keep telling ourselves this is love). What is love anyway? I can translate it through everything i am. But what i wanna find in love is sacrifice,commitment,being prezent,being yourself (true to yourself,you feelings and other ppl),honesty and whats more important: passion and true feelings. My actual lover had toooo few moments when she was the way i felt her to usually be.
And i know several times in the last 2 years i wanted to break up with her but something inside me didnt let me do it,and im not talking about fear of being alone. It was depression...and now that im undergoing treatment and i feel myself again,i realized i should have broken up with her long ago and that all the love that i need has always come from whitin myself. People feel this love and get attracted to me. And i get attracted to the same people.
Im just thinking....maybe these dreams are my subconscious telling me i should break up with her? And look again for those things that make me happy,those things i can find in only few people. Those things that define me and recharge my batteries.

I could talk for hours about these things and give more details about my actual and ex relationships and i can easely come with a response to every missing part of me and a resolve for them but i simply dont know what to believe in my sotuation.

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Dream Interpretation / Old Friend and potential lover
« on: August 16, 2018, 05:56:00 AM »
Hello Tony!
I had this dream last night with lots of action and sci-fi but only few come into my mind right now. At some point,before i woke up, i reached a dark room where i met an old friend who could be a potential lover (2 years ago). She was smiling,so were i,because we found eachother again. Suddenly the room turned into a bizzare one,divided in 2 spaces by objects. The first wall had a library and a blue,shining ninja costume. My "ex" friend started laughing and started dressing with that outfit. Me,on the other side i found 2 peculiar objects. 1: a cilindrical,long,glass vase with very thin white flowers. Whenever i tried to pick one up,it would turn into a long match that i could burn. 2: an occult statue representing a man or a woman (about 45cm height) with its hands reached out and a pedestal with a red globe that would reach the statue's hands. When they were put together the globe would start to shine and burn and release warmth. It felt like a firepit perfect for that room.
The dream ended with me and her looking mesmarized at that globe and the white flowers while she was still smiling in that ninja costume with her beautiful smirk on her face.

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Dream Interpretation / 55.000 people burning
« on: July 07, 2018, 02:04:12 AM »
Hello Tony!
Its been a long time since i last wrote anything to you. I didnt have much to say lately. Its 3:30 am here and i just woke up from a a murderous dream. Last time this happened to me was 2 years ago,when i dreamt something terrible of my mom. Now,its the same but a different story.
I was downtown,doing drugs and my mom caught me. In 3 days there had to be a religous event at our local church,but this time it could shelter 55.000 people (huge) and my mom was so disappointed in me that she gave up going (she's very religious,its not her style,afterall it was Jesus Revival). The dream continued with me doing drugs in the same place but "today" was the day of that event. While i was smokiing some weed,i was watching a video where the church was in flames with 55.000 people in it. I could literally hear all those souls screaming and not being able to escape.  I suddenly ran home to see if my mom is alive. I went to a weird room (it wasnt our house even tho the dream took me there so clearly) and my mom was waiting for me,siting in a chair,looking at the table,very depressesd. Her eyes were "dead*. I felt so much joy and i started crying my hearth out saying "im so glad you are ok! You didnt go!" And she looked at me with a serious face and told me not to be happy and at that moment i felt she was dead inside and suddenly i could feel that someting happened to her. The dream took me to some kind of "movie" where the devil would rise,create a gang and rape my mother. Thats when i woke up,because of the porn scenes.

Id like to add some things our family went trough in the past 2 years. My brother had huge problems with drugs and since he came back 2 years ago,our life was a hell because of him not being able to be a "vertical" man,and because we did everything we could to help him win against his demons. He gave up drugs* but he started drinking. It wasnt much difference,tho. The emotional impact was the same,especially on my mother. She is the one suffering the most,and i suffer because of that. + I live in a very stressful environment at my college and 5 days ago i had my biggest failure. I tought i was going to have severe depreession. All those negative feeelings curled up inside me led me to this dream? I tend to feel so. But my hearth ached more than 2 years,its not only these recent events. There would be too much to tell. The point is,right after i woke up,i felt like,in this dream,i felt how my brother was feeling for so many years. And i had a feeling my dad would wake up,too,and he did! I went out for a smoke with him :) i feel very heavy.
2 years ago i was practicing meditation for astral projection and i had a similar event in a dream,but the difference is i had contol over it. Now that i started practicing again,it happened again but this time i lost control badly. I could only be a "story teller" not a "player"..it doesent feel right. May it be a message that im not ready to reach a higher state of mind?

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Dream Interpretation / Journey
« on: February 17, 2018, 11:08:48 AM »
Hello Tony!
Its been a while since i last wrote to you. Recently i had a beautiful dream that made me feel nostalgic.
The dream had a clear start but somehow i cant recall it,but i know there were 2 friends of mine and me. Or at least i felt them as friends,even tho i couldnt see their faces. It was a boy & a girl (im a boy).  We hopped aboard some huge train. I looked on the windows and on the left side there was a huge dam,i could see the water; on the right side there were only trees,vegetation,mountains and few houses here and there; ahead? Endless rail lines and the sun. We would travel for a while and at some point we got off under some gigantic aqueducts. The second the train left,i realized i forgot my train ticket. I felt so bad about it. I stared running after the train and i managed to hop into the las vagoon. Thats the moment i realiez this is no ordinary train. It felt like each vagoon was like a tiny flat,each wirh a different story and atmosphere. I had to cross through all to reach my ticket. I managed to take it and suddenly jumped out of the train. I had to go back to my friends so i walked for about 2h. By the time i met them again,the sun turned into an extremely beautiful red-orange-yellow dusk. My friends would feel amazed to see me in one piece and they laugjed and my dream ended.

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Dream Interpretation / Cannibalism and deer legs?
« on: October 25, 2017, 03:51:15 PM »
Hello Tony!
I had this very awkward dream about a woman talking bout her most cruel life experience. So i was on a huge boat and i was some kind of scientist making all kind of crucial discoveries that could save the world's animals, i guess. Some agency tried to kidnap me but instead i kidnapped thier leader,a woman. She herself attempted to capture me but she couldnt. "Few years later" i hear her voice and her story about how she and her daughter were held hostages in a forest preserved by me (full of wild animals and experimental creatures formed by combining animals DNA)  and how she tried to escape it,but she was so hungry and helpless and at some point her daughter died of hunger and she ate her own daughter and suddnely started to cry because she relalized what she did and i suddenly literally got in her place and i was actually the one telling the story,but i dont know how instead of human legs i had deer legs. And i would run so fast along the forest and kept hearing and visualizing those images of that cruel moment when she/i ate that girl and before i woke up i heard my old scientist voice telling me "that girl didnt die of hunger,she died of some disease. I knew it long before that and i was trying to create an immortal cute animal that develloped the exact same eyes of that girl. Her mother went crazy before i could offer her that gift. She used to work here for me,i didnt keep her hostage. She went crazy when her girl died and i tried to reproduce at least her eyes,to keep her sane and alive." Im not really sure what to think of this dream. The "hotspots" or "keywords" that keep me busy are: deer legs,eyes, cannibalism. I cant make any connections. I usually tend to decipher my dreams myself,on a basic lvl at least. Could you please help me with your toughts?

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