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Dream Interpretation / You are Already an Eternal Being
« on: September 23, 2019, 10:04:31 AM »
Dreamt I was at Amersham on the Hill. There were many, many more streets and I knew, and the streets were thronged with people. I believe I was looking for a bookshop, where a particular book was wanted. But because of so many new streets, I did not know where to look, and felt confused.

I crossed what seemed like Sycamore Road, and was on the island, when a man on my tapped me on the shoulder. He was in his early thirties, well built, short, cropped hair, wearing T-shirts and jeans. He asked me if I remembered him. I didn’t. He reminded me that we had weight trained together. He had been a policeman then, and said he had been on the “hippie squad” and that was how he met me. He said, “I very much admired you.” I seemed to see him as a thin policeman, much younger. In some way he was still a policeman. He walked off, and I noticed his very short haircut at the back and sides. Simon

I walked down Hill Avenue looking for the bookshop. I am not sure, but perhaps I had a bicycle at one point. But as I left the policeman I was wearing a T-shirt, jeans, very thin and angular. I was very conscious of the T-shirt.

Then a woman came after me, on my left as was the policeman. She asked if I recognised her. I did and didn’t at the same time. She was a member of the Amersham yoga class I used to run. She said while I was in Amersham, I would often go and talk to the yoga class. I wasn’t too sure, and asked what they would like me to talk about. I asked this because I thought of all the new things I have learned of late, and wondered if there would be an opportunity of explaining these. She said she would think it over and left. I suddenly realised she did not know my address, but realised she could contact me through my mother.

I moved on a few yards and a woman came to me from across the road, to my right. She said, “What is this Relaxation Therapy? What does it do?” I replied, “It has led me to realise eternal life.”

I was going to explaining that as an eternal being one lives in and out of time, but she said, “Who wants to be eternal?” And walked back over the road. My point was that one already was an eternal being, and if we could not see this, we didn’t understand our life at present.


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This morning I woke from what seemed a real conversation between myself and a woman interested in what I had been speaking about.

It felt like the tail end of a longer experience involving other people. But the woman was interesting in learning something of what I had given me life work to, but I felt LifeStream was not easy to grasp alone, so I decided to teach her the basics of intuition. I realised that meant explaining how to get a physical reaction spontaneously about how our body expresses no and yes. I explained that this is what water diviner’s do, the hold a forked hazel twig and the twig apparently jerks in their hands when they are over a place offering a water well.

People often think it is the magic of the twig that senses the water, but if one tied the forked stick on the front of a wheelbarrow and wheeled it around the stick would not move. This is seen as obvious in the life of Evelyn Penrose who was a great water diviner. In Canada Evelyn was asked to work for the government. No rain had fallen for years in British Columbia. The many apple growing orchards in the state were dying. The agricultural department therefore employed Evelyn as their official Water-Diviner. Her first task was to look for water on a wonderful orchard in a place called Okanagan Valley. She says about this, “It was a great shock to see his orchard, covering the side of a large hill, wilting and dying, and to the owner say quite simply that he was facing disaster. We stopped and looked up the hill and he was telling me something when, suddenly, I was nearly thrown off my feet. I grabbed his arm to steady myself. ‘Water’ I gasped. ‘Water! Lots and lots of water’. I can never stand over underground water without me being swung about and the greater the amount of water the greater the reaction. The well was found to easily produce 108,000 gallons a day.”
 
Obviously it is not the twig but Evelyn’s body that was the divining influence. Later in her life Evelyn found she could dowse a site without going there. Instead of travelling to a location she could get the same results working on a map.

So what I was hoping to teach Rosanne was the basics of the intuitive ability. But that felt difficult for her, but somehow the conversation got on the subject of hearing inner voices. Apparently Rosanne had experienced these from childhood but in my excitement on hearing that, she told me that she had been assured the voices meant that she was weak minded and suffered a mental illness. I told her that a recent national survey found that a great many people heard such voices and most of them said the they never found them disturbing but helpful. I also explained to her that I had experienced such voices many times in my life and they were often extremely helpful in my life, but those that were troubling I found arose from the same source as nightmares – childhood traumas that were not face and dealt with.

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Dream Interpretation / Life In Eternity
« on: September 17, 2019, 10:55:17 AM »
Dreamt I was in my home town. There were many, many more streets and that I knew, and the streets were thronged with people. I believe I was looking for a bookshop, where a particular book was wanted. But because of so many new streets, I did not know where to look, and felt confused.

I crossed what seemed like Sycamore Road, and was on the island, when a man on my left tapped me on the shoulder. He was in his early thirties, well built, short, cropped hair, wearing T-shirts and jeans. He asked me if I remembered him. I didn’t. He reminded me that we had weight trained together. He had been a policeman then, and said he had been on the “hippie squad” and that was how he met me. He said, “I very much admired you.” I seemed to see him as a thin policeman, much younger. In some way he was still a policeman. He walked off, and I noticed his very short haircut at the back and sides.

I walked down Hill Avenue looking for the bookshop. I am not sure, but perhaps I had a bicycle at one point. But as I left the policeman I was wearing a T-shirt, jeans and I was very thin and angular. I was very conscious of the T-shirt.

Then a woman came after me, on my left as was the policeman. She asked if I recognised her. I did and didn’t at the same time. She was a member of the Amersham yoga class I used to run. She said while in the class, would I would I go and talk to her yoga class. I wasn’t too sure, and asked what they would like me to talk about. I asked this because I thought of all the new things I have learned of late, and wondered if there would be an opportunity of explaining these. She said she would think it over and left. I suddenly realised she did not know my address, but realised she could contact me through my mother.

I moved on a few yards and another woman came to me from across the road, to my right. She said, “What is this Therapy you teach? What does it do?” I replied, “It has led me to realise eternal life.”

I was going to explaining that as an eternal being one lives in and out of time, but she said, “Who wants to be eternal?” And walked back over the road. My point was that one already was an eternal being, and if we could not see this, we didn’t understand our life at present.

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Dream Interpretation / Two Past Lives Lived of Being Affronted
« on: September 12, 2019, 12:04:35 PM »
Tony, My father sent me this again – “I started looking intuitively at my children and my attention firstly went to my daughter Sally.  I sensed that she was dealing with feelings of being affronted.  I feel that what she is facing arose from a very powerful influence coming to her from the past, from being a lady and having servants.  In that situation she had the space to be affronted.  She was in a cultural situation and an economic situation in which she could afford to be affronted by any number of things.

Behind that I sense there are many other influences waiting to come through, and the affrontedness needs to be dealt with before they can emerge.  I sense that the affronted personality encapsulated the other influences that have yet to emerge.  It captured them.  It held their essence. That personality wasn’t a small or limited one. Far from it. That is how it managed to incorporate these many others influences. Yet, strangely, it expressed them in this limiting, or limited way. So, it needs to be worked through to release the many other factors that all held within it.”

Yes,  it has been on my mind recently funnily enough. The first time you sent it I recognised that it was true - I remembered incidents when I had felt very affronted even as a child. Ha ha, I thought I had dealt with it over the years, but found myself feeling affronted by a number of small incidents recently.

I resolved to work on this once again, especially when I was given a random bible text which read: Great peace have they which love thy law; and nothing shall offend them. Psalm 119:165

I have had glimpses into two lifetimes where this character trait was very strong- one where I was a privileged and well-to-do youth (male) in Ancient Greece, and one in which I was a rich aristocratic lady in France. In the first life my outraged affontedness at being jilted by my bride to be led me to take my own life as an act of revenge. In the second one I was outraged as my world crumbled, my family was torn apart and I went to the guillotine - a catastrophic blow to my feeling of entitlement, yet still there was part of me thinking: how dare they - don’t they know who I am!

I like to think that I have got somewhere with it in this lifetime! I am fascinated to see what other things may come to the fore as the affrontedness is dissolved. Sally

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Tetiana Cymbal

I really jive with the explanation of how one holds in enormous amounts of their own Energy…trusting oneself….allowing to express spontaneously without conscious intervention. I hold way too much self criticism which keeps me from embracing myself fully….
Any comments or thoughts on this most critical topic?
Thank you

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 Hi Tony . . . I’ve been coming to your site for a long time now. Love the new revamp! I’ve been having such intense dreams lately. One is part of a set of a reoccurring dream – of a dream lover – but it’s not as mentioned in any of the examples above. In this reoccurring dream, it’s always pleasant, full of love and pleasure, as if he’s a beloved boyfriend, husband, and lover. In each separate dream, it’s a different man, but it’s always a positive often intense experience, both love and sex, much like when the honeymoon phase of a relationship is going on, or when it’s a stable very loving relationship. These dreams usually come during times of great sorrow or stress. And I haven’t been in a romantic relationship for years now. Anything that makes sense of this from your experience? Kate

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Greetings / Hello There!
« on: September 05, 2019, 11:05:35 AM »
Hi - Obviously I am not new here, but I am letting you know a little about this site. First it is difficult for newcomers to post on the Forum pages. That is because I am spending time upgrading and adding pages - there are 6600 pages on the site. So there is a huge amount to explore. See https://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/explorations-in-wonder/

There is also a massive amount of information - http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/features-found-on-site-2/ - I have poured out the best I found in my  explorations. I offer it  freely because I never paid for any courses because so much was given to me from within. But if you would like to donate somthing for what you find here you are welcome see - https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=JYTWAMC4LQLQ4&source=url

Some of the big ones are - https://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/lifes-little-secrets/

https://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/big-bang-and-god-are-the-same/

https://dreamhawk.com/relationship-sex/ages-of-love-2/

https://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/archetype-of-the-paradigm/

https://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/journeying-beyond-dreams-and-death/#WHappens

https://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/dimensions-of-human-experience/

https://dreamhawk.com/dream-dictionary/dreams-practical-techniques-for-understanding-them/

Tony






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Dream Interpretation / I Played Dead to Avoid Getting Hurt
« on: August 30, 2019, 10:34:31 AM »
We all went into the foyer of Friends House to get married. Marie handed in tickets. We got to the door to the meeting room. Two powerful men acted as receptionists. They took the tickets but said that there was only a ticket for one person. Marie went to the left into the meeting. I asked the man to allow me to exit out of the revolving door to Euston Road. I did this and found a battle going on, a fierce battle was raging with bullets flying. I immediately fell down and ‘played dead’. It wasn’t that I was hurt in any way, but I didn’t want to be at any risk in the fight. As I lay there, I saw a tall well built man in soldiers uniform walk to me. He gave no sign of any fear concerning the bullets, and quietly knelt beside me. I felt he was Christ but was confused by him being a soldier. He placed a hand on my back and gradually worked his fingers under the shell of a large limpet type creature that I had never before known was parasitically attached to my back. I could feel him pull it away, but knew its tentacles still ran right into my chest. It seemed an alien had entered me. He then sat me up and told me how I could rid myself of the tentacles and so be healed. Peter.

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Questions about dreams / What Is Our Personality?
« on: August 27, 2019, 11:41:50 AM »
The human personality – the You that you call yourself, with a name, is only a tiny thing. It is moved and tossed around by all manner of drives, ambitions, emotions, fears, temptations, worries, love and desire with its pains and hopes; it is something we take so seriously and get carried away into awful situations; we take many sorts of pain killers to deal with ourselves. Things such as alcohol, coffee, medical drugs and street drugs, and yet we are still prone to break down, as can be seen by the number of people who need antidepressants or are totally lost in themselves. See https://dreamhawk.com/interesting-people/animal-children/#Program

And a lot of the pain and the mental misery is largely because we put so much trust in what we think and feel. Yet thoughts are simple photocopies of reality and are never the real things. They are just sounds we make into words to help us move around a strange and confusing world. And feelings too are simply a response to what we meet. See https://dreamhawk.com/news/avoiding-being-my-own-victim/

We are small because we know nothing about who we are and how we came to be – except of course in the words we have been taught are really the truth. We do not know anything about the mass of things that keep us alive – except what we have read, yet more words. We are largely unconscious of what makes our heart beat, and all the millions of things that life behind our existence does, so we are moved by whatever moves us – whatever that is – childhood fears and social programming, or haunted by the past.

Also most people have lost contact with the animal they are, and so the human person is made even smaller by that loss. Yet we know if we think about without words, that we have evolved through past ages, and in our womb life go through the stages as we develop our reptile brain, our mammal brain and then the human brain – and they are still in us and working. And it is what I have called the Life Will or Life that lies behind it all and needs some acknowledgement. See https://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/brain-levels-and-dreams/

And behind it all it the Nothing that is Everything. If we can acknowledge that then we may find firm footing. “When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner as the outer, and the upper as the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male shall not be male, and the female shall not be female: . . . then you will enter [the kingdom].” Quoted from The Gnostic Apostle Thomas: https://www.amazon.com/Gospel-Thomas-Sermons-Restored-Translation/dp/0999335324/ref=sr_1_4?keywords=The+Gnostic+Apostle+Thomas&qid=1566902193&s=books&sr=1-4

Also as we begin to meet the Hugeness that we are we often react to it with fear or panic. So we dream or being attacked by aliens or frightening creatures. If we realise that they are things we have created with fear we will pass on. If we refrain from the normal activities and diversions people enter into the conserved energy will flow into and enliven old traumas, and make alive the fears, pains and fantasies those traumas give rise to. So it could lead to neurosis or worse. It could also lead to fantasies of spiritual power or experience. It is, after all, the stuff of life, and is incredibly creative. It brings life to whatever it flows into, whether that is good or what we call evil. So we need to remember and keep in contact with our highest.

Example: "During meditation in Convent Chapel – had been repeating a mantra dreamt about Chiayusin and then gone onto the meditation I cannot always do, the empty quiet within waiting for the delicate touch. I began to feel the delicate touch. As usual with this my spine straightened slowly without my making any effort. I sat extremely upright without effort or strain. Then my heart began to pound as it had never pounded before, except during heavy exercise or running. I also began to perspire and breathe heavily and slightly raggedly. I felt I had opened-up to an enormous power. Yet I had only brushed its skirts.

No wonder meditation is dangerous. If you opened to this before your body was ready, it could damage the heart, and maybe other organs. When I looked at myself in the mirror afterwards, my eyes were red and face perspiring as if just finishing sexual intercourse.

The heart pain – a pain right through my chest from front to back, or a general ache and pain in the chest – I have been suffering for some months now, I feel is tied up with this business of ‘opening up’. It started with my efforts at the head-stand and uddiyana. The head-stand had reached 30 minutes, and uddiyana had progressed to 1000 repetition daily. Then suddenly I began to suffer badly with what appear to be pains in the heart and chest. These pains do not occur during heavy exercise, but often during meditation.

However it is not as clear cut as that, as they also occur at odd times during the day, once as quite bad palpitation – this was while meeting S. during lunch break.

There appears to be some link with the sex act, as I have not had any sexual intercourse for a long time now. Neither have wet-dreams occurred. When any loss of sexual fluid threatens, even as I dream, I find myself doing the aswini mudra – tensing the rectum – and thus controlling it.

This control of the natural (?) loss of sexual fluid may have caused this build-up of heart tension.

The experience in the Chapel this morning shows a definite link with heart action and deep meditation. Remember that Jim Droust had the same experience when beginning a projection – OBE – i.e. terrific heart beats, so intense they frightened me.

I feel somehow that it may be a result of unconscious fears of being controlled by the unconscious forces. On the one hand we have the unknown – unknown by consciousness – force, and on the other the conscious self seeking, without really any clear conception of what it is looking for."

When one finds something real within oneself – something previously unconscious – one tries to block by various unconscious physical tensions, thus topping the normal flow of the life energy in the body. When we find the real thing we are frightened. Like a young inexperienced boy seeking sexual experience – when confronted by a full grown woman he may be scared silly, as it is an experience he has never met before, and cannot cope with his present psychological equipment. See https://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/opening-to-life/

A Quote from The Gospel of Thomas - 2)  Jesus said:
“One should not be deterred, once one begins to search. One searches until one finds. Upon finding,
there are questions, and with questions, will come answers. with answers, one can come to embrace the world."

“The sky and the earth will be spread before you. Those who will live in accord with the Living One will see beyond any narrowness of life.”

“If you become my disciples, abiding by my words, the very stones beneath your feet  will act upon your bidding.”

Eltzroth, Daniel. The Gospel of Thomas: Lost Sermons of Jesus Restored: A New Translation for Today's World . Antiq Publications. Kindle Edition.


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Dream Interpretation / Why Do We Resist Or Repress Ourselves?
« on: August 26, 2019, 11:58:43 AM »
Your wife’s dream of resisting waves of great pleasure was very interesting. I wonder why we resist and block pleasure. I’ve also noticed doing it in other things. The other day I was going for a run and got stitch and tired quite a long way from home. I was running under some huge oaks and I practiced “communicating” with them and their strong energy to exchange energy. And I felt the boost which kept me going. I was so high on this feeling that I cut it off. I think the reasons were a) that I was frightened it would be taken away from me for some reason by an external agency and then I wouldn’t know whether I could access it again, whereas if I cut it off, there was always the possibility in my head that I could access it; and b) gosh, if I can do this what can/should I do with this ability – where does it lead – it doesn’t seem to fit in with my life. Dave

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Dream Interpretation / Dead Mother Saw her Spirit Leave Her Body
« on: August 25, 2019, 10:10:40 AM »

I dreamed about my mother, who passed away on the 31st of December 2015. She spoke to me about what was happening when she was passing on. She said her spirit left her flesh body. She said she saw how tense I was but she experienced so much peace and that she floated up until she reached heaven. She was smiling and said she was completely healed.

Nthabi

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Dream Interpretation / A Great Clear Up
« on: August 14, 2019, 11:31:50 AM »
"I was, I think, trying to clear up in the house of my childhood. 'Clear up' what, I am not sure. There was a sense that something had come to an end and the house must be prepared for a new phase. To this purpose, I was gingerly setting about taking down the curtains that hung in the bow window of the front room. The curtains, I was aware, had been left there by my mother. She was gone now. Perhaps she was dead, or perhaps - I seem to remember seeing this out of the corner of my dreaming eye - she had recently been rejuvenated to a state of girlhood in a kind of reincarnation. The curtains seemed to be made of bubble wrap. They were perforated horizontally with 'dotted lines' at two levels - midway and just below the curtain-rail. I was tearing down the right-hand curtain along the lower of the two dotted lines, at the mid-point. I was unsure, however, that I was doing the right thing.

"My sister was standing a little way to my left, looking on.

"'Will we have to put this back up?' I asked her.

"There was something confused about the question. I wanted to know whether I should be tearing at the mid-point or the higher point, but it was not really clear that only tearing half of the curtains down was an effective compromise if they needed to be put back up again.

"'No,' she replied, 'the whole lot can come down.'

"With this confirmation I then proceeded without reservation to tear the curtains down along the higher dotted line." Anon

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Dream Interpretation / Among the crap he found inside me was a flower
« on: August 07, 2019, 09:44:21 AM »
Dear Tony, greetings from Chile.

I have been reading your generous blog for many years now. Sometimes I have very intense dreams, and I always find useful ideas and a deeper understanding in your posts, and I thank you very much for this generosity of sharing your knowledge but also sharing the way to access to this knowledge withing ourselves.

I never interacted in the blog, and I know you are not interpreting dreams anymore, but I had a very strange dream, and I will be very happy if you can give me any clue to start interpreting.

In the dream I drank juice and I realized that it had a little piece of glass that I took out from my mouth. But my tounge was hurt, there was a lot of blood on and I was so scared that I couldn't say anything.

Later, a lot of very ugly injuries and cuts appear in my chest and throat, I realized the glasses are going through my body, but nobody in my family believes and they think I did it to myself.

Next, same injuries but now in my belly, and I start throwing up blood, again and again, throwing up even my entrails. Now everybody believes I have glass splinters inside my body, and something has to be done.

Finally, when glasses are in the last stage of my intestines, a doctor comes and  something like a surgery is conducted. I can "see" the interior. With a pair of tongs the doctor is helping the glasses to "get out" without hurting anything in my body, and among the dirt (crap) he found a flower and in the interior of the flower he found a piece of glass, but then he realizes, that it was not glass, it was a diamond.

Thank you, even if just for reading this.

With my best wishes,

Mariela


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Dream Interpretation / Is It a Gift I Have To Stop Shooters
« on: August 05, 2019, 01:01:16 PM »

Tony, I have so many dreams where I have power. A few examples are: A car going out of control, I stick my hand out the window towards it and it straightens up, A shooter is shooting trying to kill people and when he points his gun at me I speak some words and the gun turns on him killing him, and I think things (in my awaken life too) and they become reality. I have been told several times that this is a gift I have. What say you? Thanks and have a great day. - Barbara

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Dream Interpretation / I Dreamt Lucidly
« on: July 30, 2019, 10:29:34 AM »
I dreamt lucidly of being a teenager about eighteen and at the same time I was the mature me watching and feeling what was happening. For I as the young man was living in the countryside, as I knew it years ago while horses where the major energy, and a young woman, about my own age as the youthful me was my close friend. I felt growing love in me for her and as I watched and I realised that this was how love should grow in you, at first like a flower developing a bud, and then slowly opening in all its beauty.

It was totally different to the ‘love’ depicted so often today, of a fast grabbing in order to attain sex. Watching the two youths finding this rare wonder I realised that I, as an older male, was learning to love too, because the tender child and youth I had been was too often hurt and had built walls as deterrents to being so close to another.  Des

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