Hello Tony,
This is the first time im writing to you and i really hope you could help me with a brief explanation (tho i really appreciate the details
). Im gonna write about my 2 dreams that left me with a mark,very briefly,but they surely left me with with lots of questions and weird feelings.
In the first dream i can't really remember the context (it was 3-4 days ago) but i was a pure,dark,shadow-like entity. ME?! I didnt feel bad at all,i actually felt immortal and i was fighting some bad protagonists to defend some female entity ( im saying entity because i could see only a silouette,never the faces,nor materials,not textures). Me being a dark entity didnt bother me so much,but it bothered that i woke up when i reached the half of a suspended rope and wood bridge and i couldnt help that lady cross it ( ididnt care less about me,thats how i felt. a little hollow and empy and i felt like that act was just part of my nature,helping others)
The second dream happened last night. It was sooo real and deep and touching. You know The Hunger Games? Well,i dreamt something similar for the 4th time in my life,exactely the same context at first,but this time we wouldnt kill eachother (yes,i was not alone). The dream took place in nature,a world hidden under our feet (literally) and this time it was alot more than the previous times. The dream evolved and it got me into another context,"above",in the city. There i met a fellow female student,i could clearly see her face,her every shape,color,cloth but i could only perceive her as "the water element". And she was so joyful and filled me with happyness! She even gave me a pair of soft,purple cotton socks to keep my feet from shoes rubbing! The second character is an old man,same as the water lady,i could see everything about him,but he was "the element of earth" engraved into my soul and mind. He was such a funny and calming guy! He was my MENTOR,thats how i felt, and everytime i busted into him,i would take a break,shake hands,chit-chat and laugh for few minutes,then leave. Another character is another female student,same thing,all details,but she was "fire and wrath"! She would run after me with the intention of killing me just because i found out a secret of her(but i did so for the sake of her friends). And the last element,wind,it was me. I was fast and untouchable. Always on the running and i could cross a whole huge city in just 5 minutes. I felt great! But i also felt a burden. I felt like everybody was searching for me and i was hiding in every corner of my mind (remeber the hunger games i talked at start). I felt like i was prey,but nobody could ever lay a finger on me. After all,i was "wind".
PS. Im Gemini. I don't know if it has anything to do with the "wind" part,but i have a feeling it does.
As a background,im an architecture student finishing year 3 of college. My life's been very FULL of work and stress since 3 years ago but at the end of every difficult task,i could relax and breathe freely. I only had 2-3 moments of panic in 3 years,so i dont think its really that bad. But this year is the top of my stress. I failed an important project because of my coworker and i feel nervous every day. Even today im working on that project and i feel like im not doing enoguh for it,even tho i work everyday for at least 5 hours. I tend to believe that all my dreams are somehow bound to my stress but the ones i talked about earlier are profound and i feel there are symbols i dont know about.
