Kerri – As an old saying goes, “There are many ways of looking at this.”
For instance you could label it as an hallucination; but what is a hallucination except a waking dream. And if you dream of such magnificent angels, I would think that you have created a wonderful healing. In the end there is only one thing in the universe according to quantum physics. That means that the white light, whether it is a dream, an hallucination, a reality, is all the same thing using different words.
I think you are lucky and talented to find this way to deal with worries and go to sleep.
Tony