I had this dream a week ago, it felt so real and I remember every little detail in that dream, and up until now I am surprised that dream still stuck in my head and it just keep coming back to my head. and to be honest I feel weird doing this but I think I need your help.
before I tell you about the dream, this is the backstory:
I was seeing this guy for 3 months. let's call him "SS". I can say he was the first guy that pursued me seriously. he was persistent and gave me a hint that this could be something serious, but then something happened, and the minute I had feeling for him.he back off.typical. telling me that we were better of friends, but yet he still wanted to see me. but i said goodbye.cause I can't and don't want to be his friend. it was sad when I said goodbye to him. but I think it was the right thing to do.
so this is the dream that I had:
I was with this friend. a guy. call him A (I never had any history with A. dont really see him that much either) I was with A in the bedroom. he groped my breast and I was upset about it.
the location changed to my house in Jakarta.(I live in Singapore at the moment). I was having a birthday party at my house. and then this A guy came. I approached him and this is the conversation that I had when I greeted him outside of my house, more or less;
me: What are you doing here?
A: I am here to come to your party
me: don't you remember what you did to me?(hinting to the groping)
A: oh come on, it was nothing serious
me: are you looking for a fight or something?!
it felt like me and him was about to have a fight but then it stopped.
back to inside of my house. and IN the dream, I remember I was thinking, "hmm, 'SS(THE guy) called me last year for my birthday". and then another guy friend of mine came. call him B (he is a good friend of mine, but never had any history either). He greeted me with such enthusiasm and said happy birthday to me. BUT, I treated him, and see him as if he was 'SS'.
so the dialogue that I had with him is something like this;
B: HEYY Happy Birthday!!(enthusiastically and was about to hug me)
me : hey. what are you doing here? don't you remember what happened to us? (coldly)
and from then, I didnt really capture, but we ended up having a fight, he choked me, and dropped me to the ground and while he was choking me, there was this PARTICULAR sentence that I said, "you are just afraid of your own feeling". and then he said "shut up shut up".
behind us there were guests sitting at the dining tables.
after B let go of me, I turned around, saw a guy sitting in one of the chair, and that guy was 'SS'. he looked at us with a bit of confusion. he stood up, and then he walked away. and I remember, I was just looking at him.
that's the end of my dream.
I realize it might sound stupid. but I do hope you can help me interpret this dream, there seemed to be lots of hints, or it's just some unfinished or unresolved thing that I wish would happen, I really am not sure.therefore I really appreciate your help.
thank you very much.