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Something urged me out of my den long after the sun had set. I
went cautiously, sniffing the air. The frost was in my nose, and
the mist. I started south on a track padded along many times. Few
creatures were about, but I was wary. Age makes you more cautious.
But I wasn't hunting, because my belly was full; not hunting for
food anyway. Maybe I was looking for a mate, but I passed many
scents that had mild promise, so the drive wasn't urgent.
It was good to move my body. Good to follow my head, follow my
nose, follow the track I knew. It would lead me back to my den,
and I could sleep again when my limbs had moved in freedom.
Then it was slower climbing the hill back across the Penrhos
height. And suddenly, near the top, a young female of my species
was coming towards me from another track. I could see her body
tense, and maybe seeing me coming toward her made her panic and
turn on to the track in front of me. I kept my steady pace behind
her, but she swung from one side of the track to the other through
what I sensed was uncertainty and fear.
I am old, but I am still strong, yet even I feel some fear out
in the forest. Perhaps there are not many, but there are a few
predators that would try to tackle me. But this young female, in
season, and weaker, would be the target for many predators, and
she knew it, fearing I might be one of those she needed to escape
from.
Seeing this in her fearful stumble, I called to her, Let
me pass and walk in front of you. Then you will not feel afraid.
She hesitated, still anxious, and I said, Let me pass,
then it will be easier.
She drew to one side nervously and I passed. Thank you,
she said quietly as I went by.
Padding on, I thought to myself, I feel some fear, and I
am stronger, and have fewer predators. You, with so much to be
afraid of, I cannot imagine how you feel. May the spirit of the
forest watch over you! |