Had a dream last night about my ex AGAIN. We were hanging out and things seemed good b/t us then I catch her and my brother laying down and embracing each other. I separate them and slap my brother around but neither one of them seems phased by their betrayal or by my outrage. I look into her eyes and I know it's not her. One eye is darker than the other like the actress in NCIS Los Angeles. It's just a dream. She's not in my life anymore. Maybe the theme is that I feel that no one empathizes with my pain.