I'm a guy FYI, I fell in love with her (or whatever you want to call it) in grade school, I'm now 31.
I found out she is getting married this Sept. I found this out maybe 2 months ago. I know I was a little shocked and saddened, but maybe its now just starting to "hit me" even if only on a subconscious level.
What I remember about my dream last night--
I was in public place, maybe on vacation, then out of nowhere she comes up to me to say hi. First thing that was different about this dream she kisses me on the lips. This was more of a hello kiss, but why on the lips? And in all my other dreams about her I don't recall us ever kissing in any way. Second she comes up to me to say hello, which usually doesn't happen. Mostly when I dream about her we just happen to be in the same place at the same time kinda thing, or I want to say hi to her but I can't (too nervous, shy, etc). That was and still is a problem that I have with her - I can't talk to her, I just freeze up out of anxiety.
Then i remember us walking and talking briefly (dont remember about what), until we are near her now soon to be husband. Who turned out to be a different than the real person (i've seen pictures of him so I know). Don't know why the guy 'appeared' different. I think I had the feeling they were being nice and reaching out to me to give me an invite. Maybe.
Then she hands me a small envelope with a wedding invitation. I think I remember her saying it would nice if I came to the wedding.
Don't remember how the meeting ended or how we parted ways from there. But I remember never actually opening the envelope and reading the invite, I think I was afraid to.
Third thing is different in this dream - I know she would never invite me to the wedding. Not to be mean, but because we are not friends, and never were, and we haven't spoken to each other in 3+ years (which was through facebook). I also remember the date that I last saw and spoke to her in person (Sept 23, 2003). She would always tell me it would not be good for me if we became friends or talked too much, that it would give me false hope or something. So the fact that she approached me in the dream I find very strange.
This dream is really sticking with me because I was so different than all the other times I've dreamt about her. Like it was all the opposite of what usually happens.
I would love to hear some feedback. Sorry if I started to ramble, it is my first post on this forum.
Thanks.