Stevec – What a story, and so much to learn from it.
I do not know whether the drunk guy was you before you learnt to love your inner animal, but from there on it tells a story of learning to be one with yourself. Many of us, if we live in a town are brought up to fear animals, domesticated or wild. That is a huge tragedy because we are ourselves an animal, but we have a human rider. The animal is our body, and the self we are growing is the part of us which has a sense of self through learning language. And that part is still very young and inexperience compared with the time humans have been around.
So that you are in a wonderful harmony with the animal part of you is a great gift. What most people do not realise is that every dream image is an actual working and intelligent part of them. We, the human personality, would not exist or function if it were not built upon the ancient and wonderful structures of minerals, bacteria, cell formation, and organs working together, the reptile brain, the mammalian brain, and so on. And yet we often treat our animal and other levels of being as of no account.
But what your dream demonstrates so well is how intelligent these parts of us are IF we join together as you have with the horse. Then the animal and reptile, even the cells can begin to function as a whole and our health and well-being goes ahead in a new way. In fact I believe we become a new type of being, and take another step in evolution.
The thing with your father is probably the way you were raised – ‘keep those animals in their places’. And the fact that you told you father clearly what you wanted, means you took that step toward real individuation, toward emancipation.
The bed thing was another sign of the changes you are going through. The white light is a sign that you are open to the centre of your being. That means you are allowing Life to flow through you and bring a further step in evolution.
And the horse being able to manifest a hand and talk is showing you what can be done when you are one with your self – the animal. Not only is it showing you extending your awareness beyond the boundaries you knew, but it also shows that your awareness is going deeper still. When the animal and the human get together in one being, that is evolution.
I think if you learn to use this you will find a whole new world opening to you.
Try reading
http://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/using-your-intuition-1/Tony