Nashellbadu – There area three very different things going on here, though theme links them
The first is where you confront your feelings about your ex, and find that seeing his situation there is nothing to say or do. So that is more or less settled.
But the next dream shows that you still feel there is something unfinished, and that tends to curtail your freedom. What do you feel about the past relationship that is unfinished business?
Then the third dream is about another relationship that was unfinished because of his suicide. But that one says, more or less, “Look, don’t feel bad about me or what happened, because I am still smiling.”
You obviously felt bad about unfinished business, but the dream shows you another point of view.
Tony