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Dream Interpretation / Lovely / Sad dream
« on: October 11, 2010, 09:35:01 AM »
Hi, this is my first post here, I dream a lot so there may be more to come.
Thought I would post this before I forget it.
Last night I in my dreams I was someone who knew and lived next door to royalty, but I myself was poor, even so I was allowed to be around this royal / lovely family, the characters of which in real life was my childhood family from next door.
(NOTE: The QUEEN I speak of below may also or indeed be more accurately a PRINCESS).
In the dream, the girl being around 25 was the queen, who was the daughter in the family next door, who in my real life was my little girlfriend from next door when we were kids. I loved her dearly in my dream. But for some reason in my dream I had a girlfriend of my own. She was poor too. And there was some sort of indecision about whether she remained to live the poor life or whether to go to something like deportment school / university so she could be seen in public with the royals.
Later on in the dream I was at the royal palace and I saw the queen naked. I was in love with the queen, but she was already betrothed to another, but she and I still shared a very warm friendship. She got dressed and we talked (about what I cant remember) and I held her crown which was lying on the floor, and the crown sang a heavenly song. And I felt great joy and sadness at the same time. And the queen smiled at me reassuringly.
Still later in the dream, there was another great sadness, it was like the queen had been killed or assassinated. But still later she had grown old, or maybe she was a spirit, and she said "I still love you". And again I felt the feeling of both great joy and sadness and broke down in tears. I dont know where my poor girlfriend was at this point. The father in the royal family was comforting me and said everything would be ok.
At this point there was a bit of weirdness, like the whole thing was just a story in a novel, and it could have gone two ways, the way it did in the dream, or that none of it was real and it never really happened.
Next my mother took me away from the royal palace and I woke up.
Im my real life I suffer from depression which kick started from the breakup of what i consider to be the love of my life. Note that the love of my life is not the same person as the queen.
I am still holding on to the feelings I had in that dream now, it feels very
intense, a combination of yearning, deep love and great sadness. It's a feeling that I havent had in a very long time. In fact it's a long time since I had any feelings except for hopelessness pretty much.
I also feel like I am in a bit of a time warp. The dream seemed to be set maybe around the 1800s, like it's possible I may have been experiencing a previous life, but there was too much connection with my own life because of the people in the dream.
Also another bit of information, the father of the queen who was comforting me at the end, has recently passed away. I knew him when I was a child (when me and the "queen" were childhood friends) and I hadn't seen him for many many years and I only saw him again just before he recently died. I dont know if that means anything, because we never had an association in my adult life and I doubt he would bother coming to my dream after he died, although he was a VERY popular and loved man and they filled a major church in town at his funeral.
This is the most powerful feeling dream I have ever had. I hope you enjoyed reading it and you even feel a little bit of the emotion I felt during the dream.
So does it mean anything?
Thought I would post this before I forget it.
Last night I in my dreams I was someone who knew and lived next door to royalty, but I myself was poor, even so I was allowed to be around this royal / lovely family, the characters of which in real life was my childhood family from next door.
(NOTE: The QUEEN I speak of below may also or indeed be more accurately a PRINCESS).
In the dream, the girl being around 25 was the queen, who was the daughter in the family next door, who in my real life was my little girlfriend from next door when we were kids. I loved her dearly in my dream. But for some reason in my dream I had a girlfriend of my own. She was poor too. And there was some sort of indecision about whether she remained to live the poor life or whether to go to something like deportment school / university so she could be seen in public with the royals.
Later on in the dream I was at the royal palace and I saw the queen naked. I was in love with the queen, but she was already betrothed to another, but she and I still shared a very warm friendship. She got dressed and we talked (about what I cant remember) and I held her crown which was lying on the floor, and the crown sang a heavenly song. And I felt great joy and sadness at the same time. And the queen smiled at me reassuringly.
Still later in the dream, there was another great sadness, it was like the queen had been killed or assassinated. But still later she had grown old, or maybe she was a spirit, and she said "I still love you". And again I felt the feeling of both great joy and sadness and broke down in tears. I dont know where my poor girlfriend was at this point. The father in the royal family was comforting me and said everything would be ok.
At this point there was a bit of weirdness, like the whole thing was just a story in a novel, and it could have gone two ways, the way it did in the dream, or that none of it was real and it never really happened.
Next my mother took me away from the royal palace and I woke up.
Im my real life I suffer from depression which kick started from the breakup of what i consider to be the love of my life. Note that the love of my life is not the same person as the queen.
I am still holding on to the feelings I had in that dream now, it feels very
intense, a combination of yearning, deep love and great sadness. It's a feeling that I havent had in a very long time. In fact it's a long time since I had any feelings except for hopelessness pretty much.
I also feel like I am in a bit of a time warp. The dream seemed to be set maybe around the 1800s, like it's possible I may have been experiencing a previous life, but there was too much connection with my own life because of the people in the dream.
Also another bit of information, the father of the queen who was comforting me at the end, has recently passed away. I knew him when I was a child (when me and the "queen" were childhood friends) and I hadn't seen him for many many years and I only saw him again just before he recently died. I dont know if that means anything, because we never had an association in my adult life and I doubt he would bother coming to my dream after he died, although he was a VERY popular and loved man and they filled a major church in town at his funeral.
This is the most powerful feeling dream I have ever had. I hope you enjoyed reading it and you even feel a little bit of the emotion I felt during the dream.
So does it mean anything?