Good glad you do take time out regularly.
Thank-you for your breakdown, I can recognize what you have said in my life. The luxury laid out like that meaning it will come, reward, over time not in one hit hadn't occurred to me at all. I do wish for a miracle I guess as I'm always having family living with me, each member of close family has moved in at some time when they've needed help, my longing is to make it easier and a little bit of space as my home is small. I appreciate what I have, just would be less pressure if my home was bigger. So that's where the desire for a lottery win comes from
I'm what is considered an older mum, did it both sides very young and had a big gap after my three grew up, 18 yr gap, he's of course my world as babies always are. But I still have strong desire to help others, to a degree has had to be put on hold but still do what I can when I can.
Many thanks Tony
Dawn