Hello to everyone on the forums, and specially to you Tony.
I haven't been on the forums for a while and to tell you the truth its for a selfish reason i come back...hehe
Lately, i've seen major changes on some aspects of my life. And the thing that started everything is a hypnotherapy treatment im undergoing, i haven't explored that much but sigh... it does help, specially on my dedication to my kung fu and meditation. Anyways, before the treatment , which i haven't finished, it was really hard for me to involve my self with the outer world and its doing, but now it's getting easier. FIrst of all i'd like to officially ask for your help to find meaning to this dream or more than meaning , action , perhaps. Second, i need to tell you the circumstances which i consider really special, the dream came the night after my first day of work , ever! and that week i became a vegetarian aswell.
In the Dream i was living with my family and a big bunch of people on a really ancient stone city, which was abandoned by some sort of mayan culture ages ago, i don't know why we were there but i felt like if we were refugees of some sort, like if we had to flee our home because of some natural disaster . This place was up north , it was cold and the sea was always choppy with waves that would hit the coastal walls of the city. In this dream i had the power to become diferent animals, i also felt a mystic feeling as if i was some sort of powerful shaman. I found out my sister was being forced to marry this black haired guy with brown skin, it seems i didn't hated him but i didn't like him either. And so i became a hawk, yes! like dreamhawk.. this was the only way i could fly over the city and get to a place i couldn't on foot. so i flew out of the city and over the sea so i could get to a balcony but when i was about to get there, i saw myself flapping my arms instead of my wings, i had lost my ability and i fell to the sea, after that i woke up with the feeling of having salt water in my mouth.
Other part of the dream before the balcony part:
I have the memory of being on a tower, inside the city, this tower had a big opening on one of the walls and my father came inside from that opening, i felt like becoming a bear and maul him, i was going to but i gave up.
Theres also a very strange part of the dream before flying to the balcony in which i used my hawk sight to see a big celebration that was happening outside the city because of my sisters wedding, the weird thing was zooming in and seeing my aunt and my grandmother dancing as if they were lovers....
I'd would REALLY appreciate your help understanding this, Ty.
PD: How are you doing Tony? i hope things are working out well for you and your family. Forgive my english please! it's not my first language. Greetings from Peru!