Trevoprovod – The chocolate egg seems to be a delight but also an opportunity to fertilise with your manhood/confidence the opportunity in front of you, and so know the wonderful parts of you so far unrealised.
The fear and shame you felt are very real blocks or barriers to you living a more satisfying life. As I wrote in another reply today, “I suggest trying to imagine a different ending to your dream. Don’t forget that nobody gets hurt in such imaginings no matter what you do to any of the characters.
Also it is fine to try different approaches until you reach satisfaction. Tests showed that imaging a different outcome was 75% as effective as actually doing it.”
Tony