Rand – I take it this is all a dream, but it sounds as if it is all happening in body life.
In either case we are full of secrets we keep from remembering. Most people forget their birth and early years, mostly because what we call our memory is all speech related, and a mass of our memory is in deeply felt emotions, often painful – and we avoid these like the plague.
But a lot of things we experience are all forgotten – daily life. So to find out where the keys are you could try learning to use
http://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/using-your-intuition-1/ It works; I tried it and got a hit, and I used to be as insensitive as a brick sh*t house.
Tony