Hi dear Tony, thank you so much for the last interpretation to my dream. I worked on your suggestions and a very interesting revelation about my deep hard feelings came up when I allowed my self to imagine that I was that creature in my dream. I haven't had another dream where I have to die, you suggested me to let myself die to enter into a new path; however, it is really hard to die when I don't know that I'm dreaming... While I figure that out, I would like to share another dream because it's been quiet repetitive. It is about marriage. I am on clouds talking to mom who already passed away. The clouds are going in some direction, they are taking us somewhere. While we are there, there is another group of clouds passing by in the other direction. There are brides sitting on what it looks a bus or a train. Many of them. When they are passing by I told mom that I wouldn't like to wear white wedding dresses like all of them because it is too boring. But them I start to observe many of them wearing a black ribbon on their necks while the rest of the dress in white. I told mom that I would like my dress to be... light pink, etc and that I would like her to do it for me, as she was a tailor and always made our clothes; but when I wanted to tell her that I looked at her and she is laying down and her face is white like the rest of the cloud and I asked her if she fell asleep but she can't answer. The cloud drops me off at a store where I met my brothers and other things happened... such as I ended up pleasantly flying instead of walking while knowing that I'm dreaming. I would like to know your interpretation. I know that I would love to have a partner and a family, but I get sad sometimes when I see I am 42 and I'm still without the man I love. I wasn't sad in the dream, in fact I enjoying talking to mom again. Thanks again.