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Dream Interpretation / Dream of self harm

« on: January 30, 2013, 03:11:40 PM »

I'd say a couple weeks ago i had this dream that made me start to ask questions. It started out with me and some friends in this house preparing for a halloween costume party. We were all dressing up in really slutty halloween costumes, which isn't like me at all. As my friends left the room that i was in I was dressing up in a slutty bunny costume. I then randomly picked up a knife that came from no where and slit my wrists. I then started to slice my stomach open. I started in the middle up by my breast and when straight down. It was supposed to be a little cut, not that deep. But as soon as i was finished the cut burst open with skin one each side flapping. I didn't know what to do so i pressed it back together with my hands, i was scared of going to the hospital. I grabbed a stapler and stapled the flaps back together and then proceeded to put my slutty bunny costume on. I then walked out of the room and the dream ended. The strange thing is, is that i felt no pain. And thought of getting help or going to tell my friends didn't even cross my mind. I have cut previously, but have stopped. I do have strong urges to cut, but i resist. The last time i have cut before this dream was about a month ago.lease try to help me and explain to me what this dream means. What is my sib conscious trying to tell me?