Sevengirlchild – I don’t think you are being influenced by your dreams, but your dreams are showing you the world as you see or sense it. But as dreams are often showing fears or traumas that as a child you could not face, you see yourself underground – the unconscious that has enormous supplies/resourses.
In fact in the last dream I wrote a reply to for you, it shows the enormous resources you have within you, but you need to bring them to the surface to meet and heal the fears or traumas – as a child we cannot deal with the emotional onslaught of fear or pain, but as adults we can start to meet them. I feel it is the real work of our life.
I wonder whether there is an element of abandonment here? It is often very subtle but it can lead to feelings that the end of your world and life are at stake.
But also the world we hang onto is always slipping away – change happens all the time.
Tony