Chris – Today I am not in my usual place as I write, but am back in Devon staying with my ex-wife because a grandson is about to have a wedding reception. I am looking out of a big window with a view of rolling hills and sky. All the time I witnessing the world changing and the changes are never ever exactly the same.
It led me to think that we live in an extraordinary world – the hills must have been brought about by enormous earth changes, and we live in such opposition, love and creativity. I realised some years ago that many people would try to put me down, and others were supportive, some would love me and others hate me or at least had no love for me. Realising that, I never felt hurt when love turned to dislike – a changing world. So you will also feel judged in various ways or not judged – it is the world we live in.
It is worth remembering that our body/brain has potential for fortune and misfortune. Whenever we feel and think for any length of time about being down, depressed or even suicidal, our brains build a mass of ‘power cables’ to enhance and continue the feelings. They are built in and to change them takes work. Fortunately, the feelings of levity, pleasure can also build massive connections, but has to wipe out the difficult ones. "We will both remember this differently," has a sense that something fortunate is happening.
I think the levitation was helped to happen by your good feelings – it lightens the mood. Both women I sense as an image of your potential. Your potential can have it source in your unexpressed past, your inhibited present life or your past dwellings. But you could find out by exploring both if them by being them.
The second woman has a sense of heightened awareness because of her blue long gown.
The voice is of course your ability to synthesise your life experiences and give them voice.
I wonder what your associations are with black fingernails.
Tony