AJBenson - In the darkness a light glimmers. Gradually it takes shape. The shape of a person is suggested. In the time that follows he or she evolves form, moves, and you have full sensory experience. You are totally involved, with all your emotions and sexuality responding. Changes occur and you love, fight, fear, murder or bring to life again the person, who can become an animal, a devil, God or a bodiless voice lost in a sombre countryside. Your experiences are totally real, and you move through heaven and hell, despair and joy, darkness and light. Scenes from your past can be revisited – or totally new experiences can be felt so clearly, you are enriched.
That is a dream. There is nobody there except you, your imagination and your fears, your hopes and even, at times, wisdom. You are the passenger in a wonderful creative action, your dreams. And the dream you describe seems to be one you create out of your hopes and desires, often unconscious.
Now you are also powerful in your waking life if you have daring, so having stopped crushing on him, what would you like to happen next, and how can you move toward it?
Tony