Grant
I have had constant and more reoccurring dreams that I am able to levitate. I am NEVER aware that I am in a dream, maybe because my mind has always been open to any possibility. My levitation always requires deep concentration and effort beyond any natural ability that I am capable of. Over the years, my (literal) heights in levitation have increased as well as the effort and concentration needed to reach them. I have notice that my ability to control my direction of movement is very obscure, and often leads me to lose the concentration needed to maintain a constant height. (I often zig zag across a room even though I know where I am and where I want to be, most recently holding/ carrying someone I love.) Livid dreams are not something I’m able to be aware of, but most often I am more happy in the dreams than reality. This also makes it hard to want to be awake. I would much rather explore my growth of consciousness than to be burdened by the sick reality that we must experience. I am begging for guidance and mentoring. I first experienced this over 20 years ago (33 now). And I am now realizing that I must learn if I am ever to grow from it. It is BY FAR the best experience I have ever felt in my entire life, and I truly wish to embrace it. I am here and waiting to further myself before “I pass into another realm”. All suggestions are welcome.