Sevengirlchild – Yes, you do have magical powers. But real magic takes place and has its roots within us. Consider this – your husband walked in, and in a sense the magical part of you – the girl with spikey hair – hid under the bed. This suggests that you are afraid in some way of your husband’s presence. You felt scared that led to wanting to hide – but maybe you couldn’t do that because it make things worse for you.
Glady Aylward was a tiny woman who worked as a housemaid, but saved up her wages and travelled to China 1932 to work as a missionary. See the film The Inn of the Sixth Happiness.
Gladys made her inner world make magic because at one point she was told to sort out a problem with a crazy prisoner who had already killed two men. She went into the prison alone and tamed the man, not by violence, but by her amazing confidence, based on her faith and belief in herself.
Maybe you too can change something of your inner world and make your magic work in the world. Your dreams have already pointed the way, because the girl said, “You can!” Also you were building up your inner power with the buzzing on your head.
Start by imagining the girl as merging with you. All the images, people, animals, places we see in our dreams, are simply your own feelings, fears, hopes and wonder projected onto the screen of your sleeping mind as images.
Example: In my dream, I was watching a fern grow. It was small but opened very rapidly. As I watched I became aware that the fern was an image representing a process occurring within myself, one I grew increasingly aware of as I watched. Then I was fully lucid in my dream and realised that my dream, perhaps any dream, was an expression in images of actual events occurring unconsciously in myself. I felt enormous excitement, as if I were witnessing something of great importance.
While you are merged, give her your strength. It may take several sessions to make it work. Also try using
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/secrets-power-dreaming/ and
http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/opening-to-life/Tony