Chris - I feel that you probably have a higher level of intelligence than many of the women and men you worked with, and because of social viewpoints it was a difficult situation to deal with - and you are still trying to find a way to BE you in such situations.
Do you feel you are still being pulled back into old 'feminine' roles? If so can you define the cause?
I feel there is a favourable influence that carries you toward what you wish, but only if you can yield to it. Within the events of your life a good wind blows. No radical actions need be made. Just like a gentle wind will, through its constant action, transport huge logs across water. But also a strong will is needed to navigate its influence, lest it move hither and hither without purpose. Have a direction and utilise gentle continuous actions to reach the goal.
There is a need to recognise and support your relationship with the groups most important to you. This may refer to the family group, society, business, or a religious or political group. The suggestion is that willing acceptance of our role in the group is necessary. Personal sacrifice in this role is called for, leading to great good fortune. The reason being that when a group of people cooperate, their power and creativity is multiplied.
Tony