I am walking on a path on the crest of a tall hill, but there is a slightly urban feel.. Then up the path come three giant plant pots, red plastic, with small plants in them.. One is really big, bigger than me, the others less so, they seem to have their own movement.. One nearly tips over as It rounds the bend I instinctively go to rescue it, but then stop, reminding myself I must not get involved with what does not belong to me.. Then rubbish bins start climbing the path just as the plants did, somehow with the power of movement, I let them pass..rather surreal, no strong emotions to this part of the dream..
later on its stress dreaming, trying to find toilet with privacy, finding a shower with a deep pool of blood in the base, finally finding kids toilets and barely able to fit in the cubicle... being late, missing planes..but finding a lost musical instrument and consoling myself that that is much more valuable than the money lost on he ticket. My young nephew, so loving, saying he doesn't mind missing our trip. But I'm worried about myself for being so disorganised.
The previous night I dreamt of a man declaring his love for me. I was happy about it. I got up to make tea, a stray cat came in and I started petting it, it was very undernourished and dirty, but in the dream I reminded myself that I must stop always getting involved and helping anyone who asks me, so I stopped petting the cat and went to make tea for me and my new love. Then a huge dog appeared, like a brown Doberman, he looked very powerful, healthy and happy. I reminded myself, he could be dangerous and to treat him with a respectful distance.
In both dreams I am sort of counselling myself, knowing my tendencies and trying to change them.
Next day
(I heard the next day my nephew is unwell & in hospital & therefore may miss a family trip he was really looking forward to..
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Another dream - a kitten with a cold, sore eyes, is in my bed and is sneezing. The kitten wants a 'commitment' from me and I decide to give it. That I will be there for it... This seems to be me back-tracking on my decision in the previous night's dream.. Next night: I am standing outside a window looking in when a cat comes, the cat has been waiting especially for me, it approaches and is very loving.
Insight on any aspect of this most appreciated. Thank you Tony.