Dear Tony,
First, I want to say Thank you. Finally I have some answer.
Though I tried to ignore, this issue always bothers me. And you were right, sometimes, involuntarily, I always compare every man I met with this man. He was as closest as my perfect man.
Actually two days after that dream, I had another about him.
In this dream, I saw him everywhere. In every door, stairs and elevator. He was at the door when I want to pass, so I change my way to the stairs. He seems noticed that I was trying to avoid him and he didn't want me to. Suddenly I found him standing on the stairs, talking with his friend and look straight at me. I turn my way again and headed to the elevator. But when I push the button and the elevator door was open, I saw him inside.
He was everywhere, in my every way. Even in my dream I know I'm stucked there. I couldn't go anywhere without passing him through. I remember feeling upset and also scared in my dream. I was still scared when I woke up.
I told this dream to my sister. She says mayb in reality I should face him. It was like we ( Me and him ) had some un-finish something. But honestly, meeting him was exactly the very lasting I wanted to do. I fear if I see him again, I will fall for him again and I don't want that to happen.
Again, Thank you Tony