Tony, yes; I am trying to fit things together to gather who I am , putting some order into my life .
Integrating experiences and skills from the past which enables me to feel more spacious in my self.
In real life ,I regularly go for walks and have inner talks in a very ancient animist site well known here in Mayotte " la mosquée de Polé" but feared as well by locals because of its supposed magical rituals.
A local man, who knows about the old rituals , told me that this animist place was for "grannies". I understand more now ! I feel I am contacting something ancient connected with mainly women flow of energy, mothers and grandmothers,it is to do with gathered experiences. but it is as well my inner process manifesting itself in my inner life;I do connect as well with something more personal which is to do with my own experience gathered with my own grandmother.