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Dream Interpretation / Animus
« on: July 03, 2015, 07:00:49 AM »
I often dream about taking bath. Washing myself or just be around public bathrooms. The bathrooms are always dark sometimes the walls and water seems dirty. I don't want touch the walls but the water I think it's fine.
I am 24 years old and I often dream about my male classmates.
First form is the one sat next to me when I was in elementary school. I had crush on him, he probably the first one who made me wonder about attraction.
I always dreamt he ignored me but recently he noticed and I always felt like so good when I woke up.
The second form is also the crush when I was in junior highschool. I believe there was attraction between us but I was shy and anxious girl back then. I couldn't even have descent conversation with him and maybe I gave the vibe "leave me alone"
Recently, similar happened. He also noticed he is friendly and kind towards me. I always had dream that he ignored me before. But now he is warm and seems like he wants to touch me. Be my friend.
And the third form is my bully. I am convinced he bullied me because I didn't give the attention he was searching for. In my dream I thought maybe he was actually attracted but acted the opposite.
And the last form is my nemesis. He is sassy kind of kid. I remember how he always wanted to compete with eveyone including me. The kid also said nasty words to and about other students. But last night, he appeared in my dream. He put his head on my shoulder. Kind and it feels like he wants my compassion, my affection and he is giving those to me.
It's a good thing right? But now I wonder if I let my animus conquer me. If it's not actually that good. I am more confident now. I can talk to stranger without hesitation. But I still prone to act cold towards the opposite gender. I always act like that because I am afraid of being hurt. I act hostile.
Cheers.
I am 24 years old and I often dream about my male classmates.
First form is the one sat next to me when I was in elementary school. I had crush on him, he probably the first one who made me wonder about attraction.
I always dreamt he ignored me but recently he noticed and I always felt like so good when I woke up.
The second form is also the crush when I was in junior highschool. I believe there was attraction between us but I was shy and anxious girl back then. I couldn't even have descent conversation with him and maybe I gave the vibe "leave me alone"
Recently, similar happened. He also noticed he is friendly and kind towards me. I always had dream that he ignored me before. But now he is warm and seems like he wants to touch me. Be my friend.
And the third form is my bully. I am convinced he bullied me because I didn't give the attention he was searching for. In my dream I thought maybe he was actually attracted but acted the opposite.
And the last form is my nemesis. He is sassy kind of kid. I remember how he always wanted to compete with eveyone including me. The kid also said nasty words to and about other students. But last night, he appeared in my dream. He put his head on my shoulder. Kind and it feels like he wants my compassion, my affection and he is giving those to me.
It's a good thing right? But now I wonder if I let my animus conquer me. If it's not actually that good. I am more confident now. I can talk to stranger without hesitation. But I still prone to act cold towards the opposite gender. I always act like that because I am afraid of being hurt. I act hostile.
Cheers.