Much needed detail must be known to zero in on this, but in general, my thoughts are that you are in the midst of evaluating the intuitive side of self - Why am I, or, why are we, as a species, the way that we are? The five points of the star (in the context given) would seem to indicate the five senses and how they work...and you are likely in a discovery mode.
Perhaps you are wondering how or why the mind allows us to just know that "things" will occur. How can we sense these things?
Consider what I have suggested, examine your thoughts and overlay to the goings on in your life to see specifically how it relates.
regards,
sailrmc
Your thoughts?