Omega – Your request asking to tell you if you post too many dreams, reminds me of my small second son Neal, who went into a local sweet shop alone, as he was not, in his mind, with me. Suddenly I walked into the shop and saw him paying for sweets, something I never encouraged my children to eat and never kept white sugar products in the house. Seeing me he froze, wondering what I would do. I couldn’t stop myself from smiling and tousled his hair and left the shop so he couldn’t finish his business with the shop keeper.
So you can write as many dreams as you like – although if it gets too much for me to deal with I will say what I wrote to Anna when she was posting great long lists of her dreams, “Anna - As I said, I cannot keep up even with normal post, certainly not yours.”
I don’t think you have broken up with your animus for good. Like any love story there are always breakups and reconciliations, and as it says later in the dream, there are four more miles to cover before you are home. Your statement that, “I have no money or transport. I am too embarrassed to ask for further help. I feel mild despair,” because it is a dream defines your problem.
“I have no money” says that you believe you have no resources. No transport suggests you do not have the equipment or drive to get what, or to, what you want. Embarrassment and despair are signs of falling over and not getting up again. Thousands of your forebears managed to stand up again despite enormous failure and threats, otherwise you wouldn’t exist. So you have it in you to succeed. And I am not quoting philosophy, but hard experience. So go the extra four miles – it’s worth it.
How? Well, one way might be to not tell the dream male to get out of your toilet.
Also Life itself constantly puts before us opportunities it progress. It does this but putting people, scenes and messages around us all the time. If you have a question you want answered, hold it in mind, then walk out of your dwelling and really look at what is there. It helps if you look at
http://www.streetwisdom.org/about/ and watch the video.
Tony