Omega – Remember that your sisters in the dreams are all inner world creatures – and so what part of your thinking and feeling do they show you? I quote from Summing Up, “Nearly always when people dream about someone they know or a strange new person or situation they automatically believe the dream is about that person, situation or animal. But when we think of our friend or partner our thoughts are not them – just our thoughts and feelings about them. So dream images are ways of communicating via our associations not actual things or people. In the world of dreams our most intimate fears and longings are given an exterior life of their own in the form of the people, objects and places of our dream.”
You have a talent to swing between the opposites and often land on the nasty side. “I decide it needs moisture (it's my nature to always help) and I use my saliva and it starts to come to life. Then I get scared that the insect will be a negative force and able to control me through my 'life energies' in the spittle. So I get a glass of water (still bringing it to life) Suddenly it turns into a very, very angry wasp which starts to attack me with absolute determination.”
It is probably your thoughts, feelings and beliefs, “I get scared that the insect will be a negative force and able to control me through my 'life energies'” that create the outcome of the dream.
Statistically you and I have very little chance of being shot or being crushed by a falling building. But there is every likelihood that we are already imprisoned, even tortured or manipulated by things we do not even acknowledge as being dangerous or capable of trapping us. But we are all victims or captives of what we believe in. What we believe or imagine about who we are, or what we are not, is for many people an incredibly potent torturer and jailer. But many of what people call their demons are unbelievably subtle, and capture us, restrict us, shut out the possibility of a full life, or being able to respond with our own creativity. The real problem is that we often accept this as normal or barely notice them.
These situations of imagining things we fear, of being trapped by what we feel others will not like about us; of being frightened of dying, of twisting the nature of who we really are in an attempt to get love or acceptance; being imprisoned by what we are convinced is true about life and the world; denying emotional pain and our own feelings; the awful fight some of us have with our basic drives such as hunger, sex and our need for love, are more prevalent evils than gunmen, terrorism or social upheaval.
Do you feel any of this is helpful? See
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/integration-meeting-oneself/#Ox Tony