hi tony,thank you for yours & deepas thoughts,
i have hesitated in replying to this dream post as since posting it,the dream story has continued were it left off,& seems to make more sense,
the 2nd dream,
after selecting a staff from those all scattered around ,i take a left & head towards a forest,when i get to it,i notice it is surrounded by a high wooden fort like fence,i figure appears on the pallisade,tells me ,that what lies within cannot be killed by the weapon i hold in my hands,thats why there was a huge pile of them down by the river,he tells me they belonged to all the priests,holy men,yogis,sages ,gurus who thought they could all come here ,take on & defeat what really lies within,but they all fail,as all will fail,i felt a bit disheartend at this,the figure then through down to me a strange piece of skin ,i noticed it was made of a strange material,he told me it belonged to the thing within,i could see why a mere wooden staff or stick would be useless,& why those that tried,failed,
the priest who i met earlyier turns up with a barrel,i look inside it to see a bunch of various weapons,spears,axes,swords etc,i notice right at the bottom a silver object,reaching down i grab hold & drag it out,
i realise it is a supernatural weapon,in fact it was thors hammer,a more fitting tool for the job,i said to my self,if i am going to die,i might aswell go down using this, i awoke at this point,as whatever it was that lay within,was bashing on the gates,
as you can see,it is full of the mythic stuff,i am somewhat alarmed at the seriousness & sense of urgency of the dream,& feel that maybe i have been approaching my inner journey in the wrong way,
there seemed nothing peaceful or yogic about it,in fact it was totally the opposite,a battle for survival,in which i would not escape unscathed,
hope my courage holds !
rgds mikey