Exploring the dream, I realised that I grew up in a farming community, and bulls and their handling was part of daily experience – and they were never allowed to run free except in mating season. And this enormous creature is coming toward me, coming nearer, becoming more conscious, and it is part of me that I have been avoiding most of my life. I am making the decision to let it into my life, and as I do that it brings tears to me, because it is a beautiful creature. Its nature is not to hurt cows but to protect them and mate with them. It is part of my nature to love and care for women, though past hurts have made that difficult, but change is occurring.
Tony