i lost my partner of 9 yrs in December of 2003… i had reoccurring dreams of how he died over a years time before he died... so many strange things happened right after he died it left me wanting to ask him a lot of questions regarding us, his death, strange events that occurred in our house and it was a few years before i was able to get over and accept he was gone... and it has been many years since i had dreams about him... a few months ago i had a dream and he was there… i was sooo excited… then i asked him if he was back, he said no… he spoke, but his lips didn't move... i was a little sad but kept hugging on him… i woke with a sick feeling that i couldn't shake and it lasted the whole day... then just last night he was in my dream again… we interacted as if we were living a normal life… and when he hugged me i could feel his arms around me... also i when I'm awake i can not see his face or hear his voice in my mind, but when I'm dreaming i swear i can see every detail and hear his voice clearly... what could all this mean?…