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Dream Interpretation / Are You Two Sisters?

« on: May 03, 2012, 02:54:45 AM »

I write a return address in black marker on a white letter size envelope.  The return address reads as my last name and my parents address...or my childhood address.

I am standing in the dining room...across from me in the doorway opposite right I see the giant body of a tan horse.  It is facing toward the dining room, but I can not see it's head as it extends far above the top of the door jam...it's head appears to extend higher than the ceiling.  I say that "you need to get that horse out of here" and I finish what i want to say in my head...before it poops on the floor and someone has to clean it up.

In the doorway a woman appears...she looks like me but is not wearing glasses.

On my left in front of me is the "telephone table"...an old upholstered chair with two shelves on the right at arm level.  The telephone and the address book was keep there.  An older, stern looking woman is sitting there...she looks like me too...her face is bonier...and too she has no glasses.

A girl sits on the older ones lap or is standing in front of her.  I ask the two women "are you sisters?"  The younger woman shakes her head no and I replay 'that's funny because she looks like both of you."

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General Discussion / Question

« on: May 02, 2012, 03:16:54 AM »

How can I tell the difference between intuition and when I am projecting my own fears onto another person or situation?

Thank you!

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Under (My) Skin

« on: April 19, 2012, 11:10:00 AM »

Also, thinking about the pencils...my experiences in the working world...maybe this is about the notion that I am supposed to "lead," which makes it hard to socialize on an equal level with others.

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Dream Interpretation / Under (My) Skin

« on: April 19, 2012, 09:47:40 AM »

Tall large flesh colored figure...looks male...lying on the floor.  Feet are facing mine as I am standing.
Giant pencils with long lead tips are piercing the skin all over the body...sort of like porcupine quills.

Underneath the skin you can see the many outlines of the lead tips...the layers of thin skin...then the lead...the lead on top of but not piercing the muscle and bone.  It looks painful, yet the pencil points are not sharp buy dull.

Next image is of my double walled glass coffee mug.  The handle is missing and the mug is cracked but still whole.

I am not sure but I think this might have to do with me feeling thin skinned and paralyzed (like lead) when I feel wounded.  Lately I have been feeling badly and have not been socializing at all...including fear of acting prickly around others.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Hearing Voices in My Dreams and Colors of People, Clothes and Skin

« on: April 16, 2012, 10:49:39 AM »

Thank you Tony...I think it will be very helpful to me to ask questions and be more discriminating.

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Dream Interpretation / Hearing Voices in My Dreams and Colors of People, Clothes and Skin

« on: April 14, 2012, 06:19:51 AM »

Two general questions.

I sometimes hear voices in my dream.  For example the night before last it was "do not use any motors today" and since I was feeling self destructive I decided to stay home for the day and not go out at all. 

Last night I heard "Be a shepherd"  which was odd.  However, tonight I went out to put gas in the car around midnight and there was what seemed to be a young boy sitting in the corner of the parking lot.  I put down the passenger side window and asked if he was lost and he replied "thank you, can I sit in the back?"  He must have thought I was a taxi driver...he reeked of alcohol and said he had been at a downtown bar and had been walking looking for his dorm.  he was about 3 miles from downtown and 4 from the dorm...so I did drive him home.

Anyway, the voices usually make sense.  Sometimes though they say things that are a little frightening...like "please pack" and "you don't understand they will be following you for a long time."  Sometimes I do not dream, I might only hear a voice in my sleep or see a vision (which I have posted before).

Is there any significance to hearing my own voice talk to me as compared to someone else's?

An odd thing with most of my dreams is that people, their clothes and skins are all black or all white.  Sometimes I see myself or someone else as all gold.  What might you make of the different colors?

Thanks Tony!

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General Discussion / Circle of Black Snakes

« on: April 06, 2012, 10:37:03 PM »

I did not dream last night, but had a vision or picture of three black snakes, one eating the next ones tail formed in a circle.

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Dream Interpretation / Boy Turns Into A Fish

« on: February 09, 2012, 05:09:31 PM »

This is an old dream....

I am walking toward the end of a dock on a body of water.  Chasing me is a tall black male figure with a spear and a sword.  In front of me, a young boy...I have my hand on his shoulder.  I feel terrified of what is behind me and am somewhat paralyzed with fear...but shuffle the boy forward.

We reach the end of the dock...no where to go...I lift him up on my left hip...then take him in my two hands and put him in the water.  I let go, stand up and sob with uncontrollable fear.  In the water, the boy turns into a goldfish...a bubble forms around it.  It swims toward a rock or island...upon reaching it, the fish turns back into a boy...he climbs on thr rock and sits...turns to look at me and smiles.  Then he turns into me and I am smiling at my self.

Opposite from the rock, another higher rock comes into view...coming into view on top of the rock is the tall black male figure with the sword and the spear....I feel afraid...the boy sees him and says something.  I do not understand what he is saying...but I know he is speaking Hebrew...the threatening figure retreats.


I had this dream shortly after my son was born..and well, you know some of my history...I thought it would be good to ask.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Animal With Cloven Hoof

« on: December 16, 2011, 10:31:46 PM »

Subsequent dreams have been helpful.  I am thinking that the cloven hoof (I forgot to mention it was split in two)and it having no head represents my struggle with duality in many forms and the judgements and impulses that come from that...directed to myself and others.

One of those judgements was women are good men are bad...last night I had a dream I was naked and heading towards a mirror a dark haired black skinned woman walking to my left just behind me.  As a woman I am both light and shadow.   

Do you think that non - duality has to be a conscious choice from the mind?  To not judge others I think I have to choose not to judge myself first and that would require some conscious, deliberate work.

How do you think God sees us?

Thank you for having the site and for being there...it is a great comfort.

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Dream Interpretation / Animal With Cloven Hoof

« on: December 15, 2011, 05:54:00 AM »

Image falling asleep...I am standing and see an animal in front of me on my left.  I walk closer to it...it seems to be a dog...its legs are grey and bare of fur...it's body has sparse black fur...it has no head...nothing about its shoulders.

I feel sad when I see that it has no head.  Concerned, with my right hand I pick up its left leg just under the knee joint.  I slide my hand down over the grey skin to find a cloven hoof.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Image of Hands

« on: November 26, 2011, 04:39:10 PM »

What a wonderful quote...THANK YOU!

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Dream Interpretation / Re: WE SAW THE SAME DREAM

« on: November 26, 2011, 01:04:36 AM »

Hi Fearless...I hope you don't mind my commenting as I have had dreams about Germany before.

In the dreams I had, it seemed that being German related to being strict...specifically as it related to me it was about my black and white thinking.  Judging a person as "good" or "bad"...maybe me as better than someone and them less than.  Sometimes I would even dream that I was a Nazi.

Because your sister is involved...I am wondering if family or women in general might relate to the situation the dream is trying to address.

Tony would be more accurate in assessing the meaning of the mountain, however my impression of that is the mountain representing the ideal or goal...you climb it, claim it...but you can't live up there...people, life does not always live up to our ideals...you have to climb down from the mountain and live in the world.

I hope this was helpful.  I will look forward to reading your future posts to see how you are able to climb down.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Image of Hands

« on: November 26, 2011, 12:50:15 AM »

The You Tube video I saw was the one in which you talked about Lifestream.  On side note, I am taking a local class here in Iowa City, Iowa...the subject is Pathwork...which might interest you.  www.pathwork.org.  You can download some of the lectures for free.  We started with lecture 204 - What is the path?  I think you might find it interesting...although I am sure it would not be new material for you.

Your interpretation was interesting.  I have not worked for the past few years.  Taking care of my son before then was difficult as was working for patriarchal financial institutions.  I had difficulty meeting mens expectations of women in that environment, as well as the expectations of my ex husband, father too and acted out a lot of anger.

In regards to the dream, I forgot to mention that when I turned my hands over to reveal the writing.  My hands were shaped in fists.  I also thought it might relate to me speaking or acting in a "backhanded" manner."  That is something I need to look at...as I am very good at it.  It is odd to feel so non - judgemental of that trait in me...so something must be working.

I was thinking the other night that because of the relationship with my father,  I held the false belief that I could not depend on men emotionally or as providers.  I projected those fears onto my then husband.  Now my ex - husband and his wife are taking care of my son and they seem to be doing a good enough job.  I was thinking that I can depend on him to take care of my son.  While half asleep I had the image that I was under the sea...beautiful blue water, creatures...I did not feel afraid but felt very calm.
   

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Dream Interpretation / Re: White hen

« on: November 24, 2011, 03:06:48 PM »

I miss you too Midlander!  I always look for and read your posts...even though I may not reply, they make me smile inside.

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Dream Interpretation / Image of Hands

« on: November 24, 2011, 02:59:26 PM »

I look at the palms of my hands and underside of my fingers...they are flesh colored.  I turn over my hands...on the back of each hand is the number 10 circled and written in black.

Happy Thanksgiving Tony!  I looked for you on You Tube recently and I found you and your beautiful face!  What a treat!