A woman's dream of a tsunammi.
I was in a building which felt like a college with huge glass windows. I was walking down a staircase which faced the window and I could see in the distance a Tsunami coming towards us. I found my friend Collette to tell her, and we went to see if we could find a way out for everyone.
At the back of the building there was an open area that had an opening with big rocks like a gully, Collette and I agreed it was a way out. Collette went to get the others, but as she did my arm went over the boundary and my hand felt water and I knew it was too late I went to tell Collette. I felt fear and acceptance that there was nothing I could do.
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Working on this dream with Tony who invited me to be the Tsunami ,which I did so using the same therapeutic models mentioned Peer Dream Work.
As the Tsunami I felt expansion in myself wider higher and boundless, full of charged energy. Staying with what I was sensing I felt my attention was drawn to something pushing from behind me. and as I followed that sensation of what was pushing me it went down my body and continued to go down deep into the earth like a root.
As this continued the image came to mind of being in a umbilical cord, and I was it and in it I felt sick between my throat and belly. Staying with what was happening I felt a black tar like substance it felt like it lined part if the inside of the cord it was thick and dense I felt it was something I had been dealing with all my life, it felt like it was my mothers but as I became aware of that thought then I knew that it went along way back ancestral or beyond.
I felt emotional, staying with the image the dense heavy blackness something started to move in my belly, a bubble type ball of energy came out from the blackness into my hands and I felt like I was like a baby inside, holding the energy bringing it out up my body then taken back in through my mouth like eating its own tail a complete circle moving slowing down my body transforming the blackness as it went.
I became the Tsunami again and it I saw that it was like a LSD trip, levels of attachments to what you identify with, like being in a room but you are not a room having things in the room but they are not you, having emotional attachment but you are not those emotions that it can wash away what we/I am attached to, letting go of stories of my self. For I am not the story but have lived through it, but I am the energy of the Tsunami, the energy of everything.
As I made my way home I felt very in the moment waves of people all colours, cultures shapes and sizes. On the bus the conversations behaviours I could see myself in it all, buildings, cars, traffic lights all connected.