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Dreams => Dream Interpretation => Topic started by: Aristocrates on May 06, 2013, 01:40:37 PM
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I had two dreams of my ex last night. In the first I am in a large, dimly-lit room. There are 4 or 5 couches. Reminds me of a psychiatrist's office. A strange man gives me a little vile of liquid for me to take. I take it and soon become disoriented. I wake up and see my ex on the couch. Of course I am happy to see her though not in such a strange setting with such strange company. In the next dream I see my ex and her and notice teeth are rotting out. I am saddened to see her this way. It doesn't change how I feel about her.
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Aristocrates – It seems the strange man is a part of you that enables you – through the vial of liquid – to become disoriented. That is a technique used by many paths to your core or unconscious. Persian mystics spun around until they were dizzy and disoriented; some people use eye movements quickly to lose there focus and release unconscious content; others use fast breathing as in holotropic workshops to do the same thing.
This enables you to have a view of your inner ex as in a psychiatrist’s influence – in company you are not used to. What did you feel about seeing her/you in that psychiatric setting?
Tony
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It's difficult for me to recall how i felt. Right now I'm feeling so content about life. And speaking of disorientation I have been faced with a host of new experiences the past couple months, mostly rewarding. Life is just so rich these days :D
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Well, I am single man again. Looking back on this dream I can see more clearly how the psychiatrist was the enabler in that relationship and how he was very much a part of me. He was indeed keeping me disoriented. It was disorientation that was necessary for me to maintain that relationship. I ignored so many things that bothered me about her like the excessive drinking in the company of her children, the disrespect she showed me, and a few other things. Though I believe I rewarded from the relationship. It was the easiest breakup I remember ever having. There has been zero hostility. We still even chat from time-to-time.
I also believe my subconscious may have been bringing to focus the fact that she was refused to be open with her feelings. She became defensive when I would want to talk about the relationship which wasn't all that often. Yet another aspect of the relationship I chose to ignore.
But all is well. I'm on the right track. Just completed a CNA course today and haven't touched weed for about three weeks now. I also had one of the most awe-inspiring flying dreams just the other night. I simply rose in the air, soaring ever higher.
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Wow - You are learning to see into people through their deeds, and that is bringing clarity.
I am a bit rushed at the moment, so cannot write at length, but it sounds like you have had a breakthrough. Congratulations.
Tony