AfricanGirl – Obviously you have no fear of death, which is wonderful to hear. But it does seem as if you are carrying some baggage with you.
Death is the dream world, except we do not wake up. As with the dream world we create our surroundings by our beliefs, fears, hopes and life experience. So in your case you seem to be someone who is hungry for life experience, yet the food is given in a rather mean way. Is it that you do not get as much of life as you really want?
But then there is the blue and the red light and you are fearful because you feel you will go to the wrong place. And that is the baggage you have with you, probably from religious teachings and popular views of death.
There is only one destination – the destination you create with your own beliefs, attitudes and ideas – the same as dreams. So please ask yourself why you didn’t get beyond that phase, and what thoughts attitudes you carry with you. See Dream Yoga as this might help find the next level -
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/dream-yoga/Red can represent ones basic emotions, earthy nature, and sexuality. In this sense it depicts your strength or vitality and your down to earth health and power. But because of the modern association with traffic lights and warnings such as brake lights on cars, it may sometimes be used as a warning, or a way of saying ‘stop’ or ‘no’. It is in older societies also seen as and still is, called the ‘blood of the earth’ and is used in rituals to do with death and renewal.
Tony