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Dreams => Dream Interpretation => Topic started by: Christine on October 22, 2010, 10:37:25 PM
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This dream had different parts:
1. A large communal size (large enough for a number of people) tub of water...the faucet is running...there is a black "infection" dispersed in the water. I am sitting in the tub alone, although I am very fat, and have some of the black infection on me.
2. My son (now 13, has autism) is a toddler...I pat him on the behind and say "Now I want you to go to school."
3. I am lying on a bed in a dingy hotel room...a man comes into the room and lays down behind me. His finger strokes my leg. There is a knock at the door...another man...there is another man behind me. I tell the last man to come back in half an hour. I feel frustrated and yell "I am not even a prostitute!".
4. I am sleeping outside the hotel in a cart with hay under me... a dog is sleeping next to me. One of the men that came to my room says "that's my dog" and I let the dog go to his owner.
5. I am lying in bed facing Nathan Fillion...our faces are almost touching...although our eyes never meet, I look at every pore and contour of his face...I have a deep desire to touch his face and kiss his lips...yet it is not a sexual urge. We dance together...our profiles almost touching. Lying in bed again, he says to me "Don't you wish we could just let go?"
I reply "I am afraid if I love you, I won't stop." I stand up and say "Come on, let's get to work."
Tony, thank you for your last post on "Marrying Jesus"...it is a lot to process.
No rush to respond on the above. Have a nice weekend all. It is still quite warm here in the Midwest.
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Christine – You set me some challenges – so here we go :D
The tub of water is something of a paradox. Is it because it is a communal bath yet you are alone – and that it is about cleansing yet you are immersed in black infection. Does that mean you feel isolated and not good company because you have black infection on you?
If your son is an aspect of you, a young and probably withdrawn and difficult to relate to others; and you want this part of you to get up and go to school[ it suggests a big change in the way you are dealing with your own childhood difficulties.
Prostitution can mean many things. It can mean the person has no self confidence and this is a way of getting it. It can mean a way of manipulating another for money. It can mean a way of helping another human being find self value – and so on. In the dream you are engaged in it yet fiercely deny it. I wonder if you need has led you in a direction you are waking up to and want to change. Please help me with this and the other things I say. I always led the person to describe their feelings, as doing it like this without feedback is strange.
Prostitution can also be described as selling out on yourself – your best. “In other words when you go against your inner feelings or standards because money or acclaim is involved.”
The hay cart can perhaps be seen as a next step, but still sleeping with a mans instinctive sex drive – the dog. Letting it go is a move toward recognition and change.
Here again, this is a big step forward in this dream sequence. What do you think is meant by "Don't you wish we could just let go?"
And then "Come on, let's get to work" is a real change and has a ‘lets do it feeling’.
Tony
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Tony,
I tried posting a reply...but the window for the reply was not moving correctly while I was typing and then I got logged off a few times when I did not request it. At the end I did complete the reply and I hit post, but it did not show up on the thread. I will try and post it again tomorrow but thought you might want to know. :)
Christine
P.S. My computer is new...if anyone else has problems with replies there might be a glitch somewhere.
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Tony, Thank you for your effort on this one...it was very helpful. It would be painful for me to disclose any more as to how the interpretation applies to my life so I iwll leave it at that. Many belessings, Christine