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Title: Warning, Sexual Body Ogans Mentioned. I Mean No Offense!
Post by: Dawn on October 19, 2016, 05:15:37 PM
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-Dawn
2016-10-18 15:31:54
Mr. Tony,
I am hoping you can help me. I’ve searched my dream books and over the inet trying to find the meaning of my dream. It’s really disturbing,bothering me emotionally. Currently i am seperated from my husband for who knows how long and its been just over a year of separation caused by a wrongful conviction.. Last night I had a very vivid dream of lying on a table that was of surgical type only I was in a room of brown hues and kitchen like,with a huge spotlight on my pelvis region. I was upset and crying “NO!” as I layed there fully clothed except.waist down covered by a sheet. There was an old female boss of mine I never trusted, a psch-trist/surgeon and my ex husband all staring at my open pelvis saying it was for the best when the surgeon stuck something in me and caused alot of pain and rippedd out a sexual organ. Then I also remember seeing my clitori s in what looked like vice grips and they began painfully ripping it and I screamed and was combative. The next thing I remember is walking along a beach and then my ex guiding me to bed and I was drugged. I woke this morning and nothingout of ordinary with me physically. As you can see, I’m very disturbed by this and have tried simply to forget it and redirect my thoughts. Can you help me please make sense of this?
Thank You
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-Dawn
2016-10-19 1:54:42
P.S.- I just realized my explicitnesd and I apologize. I just couldn’t find the right words for description. I also hope this comment to you is in the right place. I thank you again for taking the time for me.
Sincerely,
Dawn
Title: Re: Warning, Sexual Body Ogans Mentioned. I Mean No Offense!
Post by: Tony Crisp on October 20, 2016, 11:31:45 AM
Dawn – As I said in the Greetings section, “Life is about living and living is experiencing – you shared your experience.”

Your dream exposes both your vulnerable internal organs, and also the pain you feel about being thus exposed sexually.

But the two characters in the dream need explaining a bit. When you think about a friend or a person you meet or lived with, you are only taking in your thoughts, impressions and feelings about them. So many people do not realise that they have an inner person equally as powerful as the external person you know. You have taken in millions of bits of memory, lessons learnt, life experiences along with all the feelings or problems met by meeting or living with them, and they are what makes you the person you are.  The memories and experience we gather unconsciously change us and are not lost. It is part of you and is symbolised in dreams as a person or event. Such an inner person can appear in dreams because you still carry the memories or impressions of them, and so they influenced what you hold within you.

So, it sounds as if your experiences of your ex and the old female boss and the memories you hold of them are torturous. It seems they put you through the rack and then your ex led you about while you were in no fit state of mind.

The dream is a mirror - whether we realise it or not, each time we sleep we create on apparently real world out of our remembered impressions, habits and emotions. As the stage managers of our inner theatre, we have the most abundant props, costumes and backdrops imaginable. Yet, because a dream is our own creation, no part of it, no emotion contained in it, no flight of fancy portrayed, is other than oneself. Even when we dream vividly of another person, such as the man in our life, the dream personality is made up of our own impressions, hopes and feelings.

So, you dream is showing you the state of your inner feelings at the time of the dream – the feelings that two characters, built out of your experiences with them, are torturing you and tearing your sexual responses to bits.

It is an awful picture, but dreams are made out of your feelings, your imagination and past experience. We can alter that in many ways, but for now I will suggest two. You said you were combative in one part of the dream, and you can let that part of you win the day – remember that your dream is not a prophecy of your future but a snapshot of your feelings at a particular moment. So please read http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/secrets-power-dreaming/ and http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/opening-to-life/

Tony