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General Discussion / Re: Money and being on a path of discovery
« on: March 11, 2014, 01:15:20 PM »
 I used to shout at the heavens. What the hell is going on. You wait till I get up there, I'll tell you lot. I now kind of know I know that what I am going through is growth. I just wish I could remember the small print on the contract.
On a more serious note I can categorically state that if you do ever fall because you just cant work out what to do....you will be caught. I feel we are children and sometimes one imagines that this planet is a training ground. The constant being of isness continues to expand and we are part of it. I would sometimes like more answers to my questions but I think I will just watch and see where I get carried.

I enjoyed your previous replies and have been through all the links. The book on the holographic universe gives me more questions. When I have finished reading the book I'll let you know. Lifestream is fascinating and to me is obviously true....... my observer is just watching everything as my awareness develops. Strange really. Things are answered and the body heals without my help. Is there also a spiritual homeostasis. There must be. But surely this can only be in the dualistic universe that we seem keen to explore....sometimes forgetting that this onion has a lot of layers. These ideas remind of some of the writings of Robert Anton Wilson. He seemed to be trying to help people get out of their boxes.

The lifestyream is very strong and I never before realised I had been resisting it so much. About 16 years ago I gave up on my spiritual quests thinking to live a normal life. Funny how things come around. Here I am. Just jumped of the fence. Look its true you can fly.
PS. Perhaps we are all becoming fawcets for the universal energy. Its just that we are very good at turning the tap off.

General Discussion / Money and being on a path of discovery
« on: March 07, 2014, 05:09:46 PM »
Tony. Everyone. Has any one else struggled with this one. You are on a path and you are aware of a lot of what is not exactly mainstream. You have a job, partner, kids, house,bills etc, and sometimes its tough. We know there are lots of people worse of than ourselves, but it can get quite wearisome keeping our heads above water. Its nice to sometimes get a break which gives us some time to follow are own individual callings.

If you look on the internet there is a billion dollar industry based on the law of attraction which has been around for millennia; many traditions have methods for the law of attraction and it appears to be part of the human heritage. Some of the books and courses available seem to really feed the ego in its fear of lack. We all know that we are not are possessions but we do need money to barter with whilst here during our experiences on this planet. Has any body come across or can point towards a system that really works....and I don't mean 'the secret'. Is it through an awareness of our own being that we can get the answers for this, or maybe by the grace of the universe we are capable of being in a flow of abundance where all our needs are taken care of. Does anyone have a take on this. I just wondered what else lies underneath this mountain of information on the LOA........or maybe its just your own belief which when strong enough will help out in the material parts of our lives. I hope you can see where I'm going with this. I would be very grateful of everyones views on this.
Love and light
I talk better than I write. Hopefully this makes sense.

Tony. Thanks again. Your an oasis for us wandering souls. Your answers are extremely helpful and I am looking forward to reading the book you recommended.

I will try very hard to not go back to old ways of thinking. My motto for knowledge has always been,'only a wiseman can be a fool, and only a fool can be a wiseman'. This always help me stay wide open to learning.
I am lucky at present as I am off work for another week which leaves me time to get my affairs in some state so that when I go back to the full immersion in this world it doesn't swallow me up(in some ways the matrix film has some good points). Sometimes its hard to keep the inner observer aware. It can be easy to fall back into the automatic reacting of the ego. Does anybody have any tips on this one....and here's a big one. This one has been with me for a long time......I'll post this one separately as I think its a big subject and any pointers would be most welcome.
Its nice to wake up...so many questions......I think I need a major download of data....I know, I already know. Just be still. Ant

General Discussion / A couple of events I have never quite understood
« on: March 06, 2014, 01:53:26 PM »
Hi Tony
Here's that tale i promised to tell. Before I do though. If you have been unwell or still unwell I have access to a lot of information on natural help which I'll gladly e-mail to you.

Ok. Got your cup of tea and a packet of biscuits. Here's one of the events I would love to hear your understanding of. I've never quite got a handle on it.

About 2 years ago I had a lot of upheaval in my life and had looked into the abyss a few times. I was driving home when I suddenly realised how much I loved someone....but the strange thing is that the love loved everything and everybody. I love everybody. Felt fantastic........heres the part that I dont quite understand. I had such an ache in my heart that grew and grew until it literally exploded and it felt as though the centre of my chest was on fire...I felt I could do anything. This left such a massive ache that took a couple of weeks to subside. I have noticed that as I reach another tower moment, abyss etc I get this huge ache which reminds me of the original fire I experienced. I searched for information but never quite understand what it was. Any ideas Tony.

Since then with lifes upheavals I have finally started to tap into beingness/love. It seems to be pushed forwards by my ability to handle major crisis like job loss, debt and relationship issues. This leads into the second link to all this.

Whilst awake I sometime seem to be accompanied by a figure. If you imagine something you can kind of see it but you know its not actually physical. Its your imagination. Well I wasn't wishing to see or imagine this figure which always seemed to be in front of me. It always felt like a woman as she was wearing some kind of long gown with a cover over her head. Never saw a face. I always remember the beuatiful blue of her head covering. Now she seems to have gone away and a couple of days ago I am sometimes aware of a little group of them hanging around to my rear on the right.

Any idea whats going on with all this Tony. Is it linked with my material struggles? Lots of questions really. It feels like help but unless someone tells you something or its written down its sometimes hard to interpret.

I must be at some type of crossroad........Warmest regards. Ant. There is another query which I think concerns everyone. I'll post this later. Looking forward to all replies.

General Discussion / Catching up with myself
« on: March 05, 2014, 02:52:25 PM »
Hi Everyone
First of all an introduction. At coming across Tony's site I launched into a question. Almost out of relief as I was getting a bit tangled up with my experiences....and in respect for Tony for running this amazing site ( have ordered one of your books), I would like to introduce myself.
My name is Ant and I reside in the east midlands in England. My body is 56 years old this Saturday and still going strong. I have been on a sort of path ever since I can remember and it is only now starting to make a little sense.....its amazing what a few threads from Tony can sort out in a short space of time. Thanks for your reply again Tony. As I am having my first trips into beingness the world seems to be suddenly giving me all the answers. You know. You just know you know.. and my smile can get the ducks of the pond....and I dont even know why I'm smiling and laughing so much. Wont have it any other way though. Tony. I'll post that little story in a bit. I'd be glad of your views please and anyone else.
Thanks again

Greetings / Re: Beingness
« on: March 04, 2014, 10:27:48 PM »
I've got to be honest here. The replies I have just read are going to take a little time to digest. One part of me already understands your answers but the other part of me is struggling. We don't really need words do we.

I am looking forward to replying and I feel quite humbled by your replies. I was getting a little worried that the things I am interested in were out there with hardly ever a soul to talk to about them....and up pops your site.

I'll tell you a tale of something that happened to me later. I would be happy to hear about your understanding of it.....and very grateful. It sometimes feels as though people are forgetting the truths. that old inscription 'Know Thyself', is more relevant today than at any other time I believe.

Warm and sincerest regards

Greetings / Beingness
« on: February 28, 2014, 10:46:23 PM »
Hi everyone
I am having a problem in which I am hoping someone out there might be able to help me find an answer.
Here is my problem and question.
Throughout the past and now people have achieved an awareness of just being. I believe this is an experience of the one force/beingness which is the universe. This is an experience which does not have words to describe it as it is a total immersion in being. This is the oneness before dualism came into being. Here is my question. Is there a name for this? Has it been given the name of a god or goddess or a form of deity?Were there ancient practices which attained this? Its difficult to put into words and I will try to explain this further if i am able. Finally could this one force ultimately be a form of universal love? I would be glad of any pointers to help me with my queries.
Warmest regards,
Its 22.45 here at the moment so I'll get back to anyone who answers my queries tomorrow morning.

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