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General Discussion / The appreciation of a good site!
« on: June 22, 2016, 02:35:27 PM »
I never found a site where the owner and responder is the guru itself, until I found this site. And I am amazed to the engagement in the answers the respect of us questioning and the time it must be to make this effort. Thank you so much!!

So you others lets continue this thread  ;)

love from ToBeAware

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Questions about dreams / Flash dream? a special kind?
« on: October 17, 2013, 06:26:35 PM »
I haven't often had Flash Dream but I am curious about them.

For me they have happened just as a fall asleep, or I am not really asleep but almost there, but I have a strong feeling, a feeling I cannot really tell in Words, I need to have time to learn to know it. The two times I've had this kind of dream the feeling has been not positive.

The first was when I was into my divorce some years ago, in the bed just Before sleeping we hug, and my flashdream appear. it is a rat running out a slightly open door, inside from where it comes is Bright light.

The next was some Days ago. I had a bad feeling and couldn't understand why it was in the way it was. So actually I thought, well, let's sleep I might Dream to understanding. And very much more quickly than I expected, a flashdream showed a spider on a rotten Woodblock, moving quickly. I reacted physically direct, my reflection was very hard, like when I see snakes and jumps Three meter in real, but this in bed without body-control since I was recently asleep.

read the dictionary about spider and can find my feeling fit to - to eat or be eaten.

But just this flashes, they are like not really a Dream,I have been very awake directly after them, they like hit me. is their kind some typical Quick-fix for make my feeling more visible to me. And how they appear? Are they typical, is there more to know/understand about them??

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Dream Interpretation / Same person falling down stairs again and again
« on: October 17, 2013, 06:02:26 PM »
Long time since last time, I've had simple Dreams I've understand for a while, this anyhow, gives me some questions. A short memory from the Dream this night.

In my Dream I am seeing this as I see a Movie: on the stairs into a/my home, it is outside, is a person, I recognize her from past time not friend not enemy, it was just the same place where we educated. She was a bit slow in her mind and her body was a bit wrinkled, but she could manage Life with a Little help. As she comes up the not very high stairs, she falls down from them and she links up again and fall down again. I'm not sure whether she is falling herself or if "the house" doesn't let her in.

Why falling many times? I she a part of me? or, as she is outside, could she be someone I try, to let in to my "home"/,myself?

She doesn't fit to be my boyfriend from how she were when we educated, but his ache is able to be long-time body-trouble , and that is a worry.

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On the upper floor of my house (me?) on the writing desk in a cup among a few pencils, is the back of a lizard (perhaps a salamander) with its nose down, it is struggling to come up with not very good success. I really don't like this lizard, I feel disgusted and run downstairs to find something to get rid of it.

There I meet what seems to be good friends to me, a wasp and something else I can't remember. We discuss whether the wasp is big enough to fight the lizard out of the house. The wasp turn and sure, it is big, almost as big as the lizard.

So together the wasp and this other creature goes to the lizard and while it is struggling they get it down to first floor, and drops him before they manage to get him out. The lizard seems to be light-shy and is directly going towards closest pile of stuff, there he finds plastic things with similar surface as his skin, and seems to find comfort among them. During this situation I change my feeling from disgusted to "what a sad creature".

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Dream Interpretation / Advice from a centaur?
« on: January 13, 2012, 10:27:55 PM »
It's far between me remember my dreams now, but this I am Happy y I remember parts of.

First I ask, howcome the dream created a centaur?

And the dream

I am according to my surrounding situation asking for advice. My searching let me now I will go to that "person" a small walk from my situation. There I meet a handsome centaur (horse and human), he understand my need without asking, carry me in his arms for a while towards what I suppose he wants me to see. After a while he gets me up on his back, a really tempting feeling while riding further to the place occurs in me.

The place might have been by this shore where we stop, the tempting feeling is away, but I am more safe with the centaur now. A big bay,  the thing we look at far over the water is a velodroom-formed competition arena. There is white cars, all similar, on their way to start a competition between each other. Behind them big lorries for the same reason. The centaur drops me off, and leave me for joining this competition, it is a long distance  to that place, but he went there for a competition between centaurs.

I have some kind of view of the meaning, but I'm so curious why it was a centaur?


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Dream Interpretation / Week-end, time for good sleep and dreams.
« on: September 24, 2011, 02:11:45 PM »
I really looked forward for a long morning and time to sleep, just to be able to dream and this I got.

Dream 1. I had the feeling we were outside a house just by the wall of it, sitting close to the ground. There was me and a few children, and this children seemed to be brothers and sisters, They had a baby, sister or brother, sleeping in a ground pit of sand, by the wall of the house. The baby was a bit covered by the sand and the head was almost covered that too. I felt this was not what it should be, but the children around meant this was how the child use to sleep. The sand seemed to partly cover both eyes and mouth, almost to the amount it would bury the child. I almost stretched my arms to grab the child to sweep off the sand, but as the children told me that this was how it was used to be when their sister/brother slept, I felt I perhaps shouldn't do it.

My own interpretation of no1. Hm, I need to check a bit in the dream-dictionary, I'm a bit confused over the content. But in a way, one thing I know about myself is that I often prevent myself to do what I feel to do, because I think it is not what someone else (mostly someone close) expect me to do. And I have no children.

Dream 2. very simple, I remember just a pair of rubberboots in a house hallway, almost empty but the rubberboots.

My own interpret of no 2. I like rubberboots, I have some practical things i need to do before I feel home where I live. I often use rubberboots, for sure, when I do practical things outside,  I think it was something about my "need" to start those small projects I have in front of me.

Dream no 3. me and a guy I can't replace in real life, come with a bus to a simple busstation building. By there is plenty of young people. We will go further soon, by bike out in a landscape of agricultural land and forest land mixed the roads are mostly gravel. But not the one we came from with the bus. I (this is quite usual in my former dreams) walk a bit stressed around in the waiting-room-area of the busstation-building, trying to find what we need for our travel. While this the young people walk around among me. I go out and ahead of me, behind a hill/ (small long hill, like a loudbarrier), there is a typical Swedish red villa with white corners. High up in the sky I see a big big bird, flying in a strange way, I cry out, "look there is an eagle". When focused the eagle we see it it stuck in a kite, where the end of the rope is in the eagles body, and the kite itself hanging down. The kite goes stuck into a mess of powerline, mostly into the one closest to the villa, witch leads into the house. Suddenly a yellow-green smoke comes up from the villa, it coveres the sight so we can't see the eagle, it disappear quick and we see flames from both the chimney and the rooftop of the villa, enough to be a huge emergency.

My own interpretation of no 3. It´ll take some effort, many questions, quite interesting..

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Dream Interpretation / Why the house with the oldies, the narrow road etc?
« on: September 11, 2011, 10:27:48 AM »
This dream I want to keep, to compare with according what is happening to me in future:
 
I think the parts I remember in the dream started with me and a guy I have a good eye on, and have thought of for a while, though we have no contact. We went off something, perhaps a bus, we were then in the middle of a street party with joyful people of all ages. We did not know what they celebrated. The place was where my parents had their house until my mother died five years ago. It is a nice quite idyllic village and the surroundings around where they lived was old with nice old villas and big green gardens. In this dream the area was a bit different. Me and my friend, we where close friends in the dream, passed the celebrating people and went in to a white typical old Swedish villa, and there we ended up on the upper floor. We sat concentrated in a bed watching TV, I have the feeling the program was about something who concerned everyone and that was why we could go in to this unknown house and sit down on a bed. When the program was finished, we stood up. In the bed we had sat on the edge, behind us laid an old man, not particularly weak, instead just part of the interest of the program and the bed was his so he lay down among us to watch the program. Also his wife appeared old and strong her too. I tried to tell who I was according that they were neighbour to my parents. I'm not sure I succeed to make them understand. There was no harm that we had been there, we just thanked that we could be there and on the way out again just outside the house I saw my parents house.

Howcome I don't know. Instead of walking to my parents house, we walked a bit, we were close to each other and I made some invitations to have sex while walking, the place was not good for that, but I was not refused we just saved the occasion for later. Suddenly we had jumped on a bus (again?). The bus took us directly out in a strange green altough nice landscape. There were cozy houses and gardens on one side of the very narrow road, and forest on the other side. The road was too narrow for the bus, in reality, and for some parts built with big flat stones. We went over a bridge also with this flat stones to drive on, in reality the bus' wheels would get stuck on each side of this bridge. The bus seemed to drive over to very nice calm cats laying on the bridge, they made no attempt to move and seemed pleased even when this big bus drove over them. The road had also very sharp curves, and the bus could make them, some of them more than 90 degrees, without destroying the surroundings, fences to the gardens etc.

I tried to tell the busdriver and another women that we had taken the wrong bus, or the wrong direction. They did not stop the bus anyway and there the dream finished. All the time in the bus my friend was sitting back in the bus, and did not take much notice of my talking to the others.

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Dream Interpretation / The host/teacher disappeared in a hole of ice
« on: September 10, 2011, 03:12:41 PM »
This dream makes me a bit uncomfortable:

We, a not big not small group, are in a room similar to a classroom, the building though is feeling more like a conference-building. The door from the room goes directly to the outside, where a wooden-deck is following all the building, and outside this deck is a big water, in this dream covered by ice.

We have recently gathered and someone who seems to be the leader of us, a small happy and forward women (I recognize myself in that behaviour), starts to say hello and gather us for telling what we are there to do. I don't know what it is but all of us had something in common. But just as she started to talk, she turns, goes out on the deck. We/I followed, stunned by why she made so, I just see her hand reach for help up from an ice-hole not bigger than the hole after an ice-drill for fishing. I get really stressed and try to grasp the hand but she drops down out of reach into the hole, I then go after something, and find a long stick to put into the hole to her to fetch. But before I put the stick into the hole, I see the hand disappear in free water under the ice, very thick ice, about 2 meter thick.  And i feel I can't help her anymore.

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Dream Interpretation / Abnormal cat and me in a pit on a field
« on: July 20, 2011, 06:50:43 PM »
I am on a nice grassy field, there is a cat around me, on the behind of me I see another cat coming, I suppose it is the shy one I happened to lock in the basement for a couple of days (in reality), yes it was that cat, it passed me quickly running. On the other side of the field I see my own cat, and I feel both the I like him and the worrying feeling, because he can be bothered from other cats, and friends with some (in reality). I take some steps and am suddenly in a pit in the field. Around the pit walks an abnormal male cat, big, very muscular also in his face, and his fur has bright varying colours like floated spread around. I try to take control of him to make sure he doesn't bother the other cats, especially not mine who (in reality) is used to be chased from bigger cats. I am lucky with my attempt directly, the big cat seems to make no harm, but instead I am physically bothered because the big male cat wants to be too close too me.

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Dream Interpretation / Port, crowd, containers, forward
« on: July 01, 2011, 10:15:25 AM »
Hello, I haven't dreamt so i had remember for a while. But now I've had holiday for a while and things is still changing in life, and it gives me interesting dreams.

This is what i remember from my dream this night and i wonder a bit about parts of it, especially the landscape.

We are a huge crowd walking with quite determined direction, I cannot see towards what, but we are among big dark containers in a big huge port, there is anyway daylight and good atmosphere. There is a calm big (boring but fresh) water surrounded by this port, all very exploited, no nature. I see no ships. We are a happy crowd and some of us is searching to find a quicker way forward, running in between the containers looking for better passages.

What I'm most concerned about in this dream is the very exploited landscape, I am a person who loves nature, I see the green parts of the world as provided for the survival of human living and engage in environmental causes. And have most of my adult years lived close to nature.

Well. I also want to mention a development from another dream I sent you some months ago. The former dream was about a stream, waterfall in a big wild landscape, I tried to cross the stream but by half I stopped, and the stream almost took me towards the waterfall, but I kept holding to the bottom.

The development: I dreamt yesterday about a very similar landscape and river, there where though a bit more people around, and there was a simple bridge over the stream. I was still though on the same side as I started.

and my dreams reflects my life and feelings and thinking, like it.  :)

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Questions about dreams / Waters, rivers and to feel the bottom
« on: March 19, 2011, 10:10:25 PM »
Hello Tony, I have had a dream about av strong vivid water river, in a wild typical Nordic forest landscape. I crossed this water half, always holding myself safe to the bottom cliffs. By the middle the other side was more vivid, like a stormy water and the stream/direction was directly before a hash waterfall. I lost for a second my contact with the bottom and felt me nearly taken by the stream towards the waterfall. But I grasped again the bottom, it ended there: I understood my dream from your book, I am still in that position, i.e before the big trouble to make a difference. But in your book there was nothing said about bottoms of lakes and rivers. I suppose my strong holding to the bottom has some meaning, am I a chicken (hm my bad English skills lost the real word..) or is this dangerous water something to consider before big life decisions?

Well the question is mostly about bottoms of waters, what do they represent?

Thanks

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Greetings / This about me
« on: March 04, 2011, 11:04:20 PM »
It was in a bookshelf 22 years ago, by my sister, a black and purple pocketbook. "Can I borrow this?" I had had a dream about me and my classmates in a bus seeing a nuclear-bomb. This was a few days before I would finish school, next semester would be a new school, new classmates, different subjects and harder studies. The book explained why I had dreamt about this.

Once it told me that I on my way towards a depression would find a happy life soon again. It took about two weeks after the dream. That dream was a lively light water and the path along it easy, but while I walked along the path the water started to became a green calm smelly water and finally, surrounding the path, was snakes and rough forest, I turned and walked back.

I've used the book ever since, sometimes forgotten in a box, and happily found when the box is emptied.

Only a few weeks ago, I thought of searching of the name Tony Crisp, actually since my life has been filled with feelings who affects my dreams since some moths ago (I also has forgot them a lot for some years). And this forum is, yes, i think I lôve it, thanks for help Tony.

ToBeAware, from Sweden
 

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Hello Tony, I will first tell about a dream long ago. It was a kitten, it wanted to come to it's mum, but the mum was on another side of a boxwall, she also tried to reach her kitten. I know both of this cats was me.
The situation in life was then an occasion on my work. I had made a decision for acting which made medial news and list from activists against the decision, it was in order with law, but could be seen unethical. The thing is that my bosses didn't support me, and I felt really alone and sad. After that the kitten/mum-cat dream came. I suppose it said I tried to find support from my adult me.

Now I have the feeling the cats in this dream is also me, but it could be different. I just don't understand from what feelings/occasion they come.

I am in a basement, it feels like ours but looks different, I see my cat, a male, chasing another female cat, he has hurt her a bit, and she is trying to be apart from him. I try to separate them and suddenly sees a kitten, also wounded on its stomach, I take it up to save it from my angry cat.

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Dream Interpretation / restaurant, sallad buffee, eating directly, african
« on: February 15, 2011, 09:44:46 PM »
I am at a quite big restaurant serving perhaps lunch buffet, it's on the second level of a big building. I'm taking food directly from the pots into only a spoon (like I do with a spoon when I'm eating from a plate), and finish by going to the sauce which is served far away from all the other food, there I have trouble getting the full dripping spoon into my mouth, but it comes there anyway with some effort. I go once again and make another spoon of the same kind, like it is the way I eat my meal there.

suddenly i stand by a fantastic salad buffet, i have a quite small plate, the table is round and in the opposite of me is two or three African women behind the salads, it is all lovely green, I have the feeling the salad ingredients origin from African vegetables. I'm not really tall enough for the table, I reach just to see all the nice salads in height of my head and I stretch to reach the things I want. Beside me is a tall man, and also like me a small woman, all three of us see a huge lovely bowl with beans, green and shaped with three corners, the bowl is overfilled. The man put his head down the bowl and eat directly, I start to laugh loudly and reach for some beans and put inside his shirt by his neck, and I'm very amused by the situation.

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Dream Interpretation / Hands cut off, buckled weddingrings
« on: February 14, 2011, 08:43:36 PM »
I walk on the local street were I´m raised, it is a grey feeling and also an empty feeling, but it is still the "normal" surroundings. I walk toward my old home where I was raised until older teen-age. In front of the entrance, just outside on the street, there is gravel and earth brusched together to form a softer edge to the trottoar. I here see a buckled ring, the same kind me and my husband has, as I look deeper in the gravel I see more buckled rings and I know it is weddingrings. There is also hands, pale and they are cut off, and all are shaped calm lame, but not bloody. I stand up, worried, look at the front of my old home, it looks really empty. I wonder if I should phone a friend or the police, I have the feeling this is something bad to report, I decide to phone the police. - End

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