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Dream Interpretation / Aquarium Dream
« on: November 04, 2021, 12:53:06 PM »
I’m walking through an aquarium. I’m aware that I’m in a moment in time when what is coming through my senses is filling me with joy. It’s such a relief to be present in this moment - such a relief when life feels like this. The light shining through the glass is blue and shimmery and I’m so porous that it’s like I absorb it. I perceive a sparkle on my skin and around me.
I softly realise that the magic of the moment is not just within me - I become aware of an almost imperceptible presence like a whisper - I feel myself being perceived by something else. My interaction with this something is just to allow it to perceive me - I never turn back to try and see what or who this is. This presence somehow only increases the joy and the magic as I move through watching the fish and stingray swim above me. This just is for a long while - moving together but removed. Suddenly, a feel a whoosh and a body is up against my back, a face presses gently into the back of my neck and takes a big deep breath in. I stand still allowing this moment. I’m smiling. I realise I want to turn around and see what sees me. I want to see who. I want to interact. I turn around and see a man. I try to look into his eyes, he glances up briefly but looks away and I know from his body language that he doesn’t want to be known, that we won’t walk together. He steps back and I know that he only wants to see me from a distance. I look away, I don’t push. I know and understand that this was a moment in time. As I walk away, I feel a confusion rising as I try to make sense of the depth of the intimacy felt, the ecstasy from the physical sensation of his face so close to my body, the complete satisfaction in an act so simple feels like it could sustain me sexually and emotionally for a lifetime. I keep walking - not knowing what I should be hoping for, what I should be waiting for.

General Discussion / Workshop - Peer Dreaming
« on: July 21, 2020, 09:32:29 AM »
Hi Tony,
Do you hold workshops to teach the principles in your Peer Dreaming book?

Dream Interpretation / Water Floor
« on: July 21, 2020, 09:28:08 AM »
I dreamt I was building a new home with my ex-partner (in the dream I'm not sure what r/ship he was to me). He thought it would be cool to have floors made of flowing water so you could float/swim from one space to the next. My young nephews came to visit and the water was picking up momentum, flowing too fast for them to step into. I held them back and then wondered if it was a good idea to begin with...

Dream Interpretation / Marrying Myself
« on: February 19, 2018, 10:43:30 PM »
I know that this dream is really important but I can't quite unlock the meaning. Tony, your interpretations always help so much with my personal growth.

*It was the day of my wedding. The venue was stunning, it was the afternoon and the sun was shining. I was dressed and ready and waiting for my groom, I felt really at one within myself. The guests started to arrive and there was a real party vibe, I wasn't hidden away as is traditional I was with my guests mingling and talking. As the time passed, I had a sense that the groom was running late. I didn't worry too much at first but then I had a knowing that he wasn't going to show up. I called him, and I could tell from the tone of just the way he said 'hello' that he wasn't coming. At first, I felt so much sadness and I wanted to cry. Then I started worrying about what I was going to do. The emotion passed through me really quickly and I felt this resolve to turn it around. I knew that I was going to be ok. I knew what I was going to do. I didn't want to waste this beautiful occasion and all the effort that everyone had put in so I decided to marry myself!
I was waiting for the right moment to tell the guests. Meanwhile, the party was ramping up, the sun was going down and people were dancing. The vibe was so beautiful, people didn't seem worried that there was no groom but I thought: 'they must be wondering what is happening'. I was rehearsing my vows to myself in my head - trying to work out what I might say. That's where the dream ended.

Dream Interpretation / Hot Air Balloon
« on: December 27, 2017, 07:25:27 AM »
I was using a hot air balloon to get around town. Short trips from A to B. It occurred to me every so often that it was out of the ordinary and I would question how it was working - it didn't appear to need gas, it just moved magically when I stepped in and it knew where I wanted to go. I was taking my two sons to school in it. I saw that we were about to collide with a tree, at first I felt alarmed, I didn't have any controls, no ropes or steering mechanism to correct course. Then, it washed over me, I felt impervious - I knew that nothing would hurt me and the tree moved through us like we were liquid. After we landed on the street - I stepped out - I felt my mind fighting between feelings of trust and thoughts about wanting to know more about how to fly it. I thought: I should know how this machine works because if something goes wrong I need a safety exit - what if the magic stopped working? How could I steer it? I thought of calling a man I'm dating - I thought - 'he'll know - I need to ask him'.

Dream Interpretation / Same heart
« on: July 22, 2016, 11:50:49 PM »
I was carrying my child on my front. We were looking for his father. I looked everywhere. I had a feeling that he was aboard a certain boat...we climbed aboard and I found him at the bottom level. He was sitting with another man and they were taking drugs. He was sad. He was turning away from us. I was alarmed and screamed out his name but he kept his head down and he wouldn't look at me. I felt panicked and I felt my son's heart starting to beat quickly as he was still on my front. I woke up and I still felt my son's heart beating on my chest...but I slowly realised that it was my own heart beating quickly...as if we had the same heart!

Questions about dreams / Rape
« on: May 23, 2016, 12:34:26 PM »
Are there any links for understanding dreams about rape? I feel traumatised by it. In my dream I watched it happening to someone else but I felt everything as if it were me.

Dream Interpretation / Dancing with my grandmother
« on: May 23, 2016, 12:23:35 PM »
My maternal grandmother appeared in my dream. She was joyful and playful. She ran over to a swing that had been tied to a branch of a tree. She climbed onto the seat and giggled as she swung. I was so touched by the moment that I wanted to take a photo. When I tried to look at her through the lens her image appeared miniature and I couldn't focus the lens, it was all blurry. As I switched my gaze from looking at her with my bare eye and looking at her through the camera lens, I became confused about whether she was actually there or if I was imagining her.
After she had finished swinging we started dancing together. We were completely joyful and free. I was laughing.

I approached a familiar street where acquaintances of mine lived. They were proud of renovations they had done to their house. Out the front of the house I was struck and dumbfounded by the appearance of a huge undulating sail or wing-like piece of cloth - grey and silver in colour. It was gigantic and moving overhead in a soothing wave-like way. I felt like I was being emotionally carried by the sail....lifted by its upward swing and blissed out by the downward fall. I felt overcome with beautiful feelings and started crying in awe. I noticed that on the wall they had collected lots of figurines of Australian native animals, I was admiring them when I noticed that my beloved was naked on a mattress under the sails. I approached her and we kissed. She felt totally open - but then there was a feeling that came and went that she was holding back a little.

Dream Interpretation / Newborn turns out to be a bunny
« on: April 25, 2016, 01:55:57 PM »
I think I was packing to leave after being away with my family. Things felt disorganised and frantic. I didn't know where our things were and I was worried about time. My Aunt and Uncle approached me to show me their newborn baby, only it turned out to be a black bunny rabbit. They asked me to massage the baby (rabbit) with my essential oils as they thought their baby wasn't quite right - they wanted me to heal it. I agreed that I would as I felt that I could not say not but in my head I was thinking that I was too busy to do it and I didn't know how to massage / heal bunny rabbits! The children were thrilled to see the bunny and we decided to take it for a walk. I held it close to me, it seemed vulnerable, it's fur was very, very soft. As we were walking it jumped out of my arms and ran away. I didn't know how I was going to explain this to my Aunt and Uncle.

Dream Interpretation / No wedding dress
« on: January 27, 2016, 08:58:00 PM »
I have been having dreams with a reoccurring theme - it's my wedding day but I don't have a dress or I'm not organised in some way. My mother has been a strong character in the dream each time.

In the first dream we were at a beautiful property on many acres where the wedding would take place the next day. There were multiple building on the property. The one in which we were to sleep that night was breathtaking, it was a modern design, mainly made of glass. It had many levels and many interesting flights of stairs. Another dwelling was for sale and we were inspecting it as if we might buy it. The foundations were made of concrete but the lower layers hadn't set properly - they were mushy - this really concerned me and I felt doubt and confusion arise but I tried to reassure myself that the upper layers were set properly so it would be ok. We went to the building where the ceremony would happen - it was a barn-like building with very high ceilings and the walls were made of rammed earth. I thought it was so beautiful but I was so detached - I kept getting a shock when I realised that this was my wedding about to happen - I was aware of how apathetic I was feeling and it concerned me. The guests started to arrive and I felt my heart opening up, I felt like crying. I suddenly felt touched that people would make the effort to come and I turned to my mother and my sister and remarked at my emotion. I said: "Oh, I'm actually feeling emotional!" as if it was a surprise to me, as if it was a rare thing.

In another dream - again, it was my wedding day the following day. I was with my mother and my sister in a bus. I became aware that I was wearing my wedding dress. It was white, knee-length, with long-sleeves. I had no shoes on. I was being driven to a hotel where I would spend the night to relax and prepare for the next day. I had absolutely nothing except the dress I was wearing. My mother was in disbelief at my lack of organisation and lack of fuss. I just laughed it off. I felt disengaged, it was like I was in a psychotic state - almost as if I didn't really know what was going on - if the thought came to my mind that I should worry that I had no shoes or no make-up I just started laughing. I felt free to not care but I could glimpse the worry that it caused my mother.

Again, it was my wedding day the following day. I had no dress and I rushed around to find something to wear in my closet with my mother. Nothing seemed suitable but then I found a short white dress that would do and my mother agreed. I put the dress on and I felt comfortable in it. I walk to a popular place on the edge of a cliff where there was a rope swing. It was very high, only for real daredevils as the swing involved a lot of free-fall. There was a rope that you attach yourself to, this rope is attached to a very tall rock formation in the middle of the valley. The idea is that you free-fall for a time but then swing out to this rock. I jumped without much thought or fear. A time later, I woke up and I am clinging to the rock formation with no rope. It's like I have survived the night on the rock. I have no idea how to get back to the cliff - to safety. I am positive that I can somehow, but I am also very aware of the life-threatening danger of the situation. The rock formation starts to sway and I am sure that I am going to die - I lose grip and with no rope I am sure I will free-fall to my death but then there is this knowing in my mind that comes and I know that I'm going to be ok - I know that I'm going to find a way to survive and somehow I find a grip onto the rock. Then I am invincible. I don't know how I do it but I swing back to the cliff with no rope. It's my wedding day and my mother meets me there on the edge of the cliff.

Dream Interpretation / Drowned baby girl
« on: January 19, 2016, 10:48:19 PM »
I dreamt that I let a baby drown. It was a girl. She wasn't mine but I was minding her and I ended up leaving her with her older sister. It was a small pool on the top level of a mansion. It was medium depth, like a big bath and there were lots of children in there at one point. I went away, I remember doubting my decision to leave her but I reassured myself that it would be ok because she was with her big sister and she was responsible. I went down the high staircase to the downstairs part. I kept looking up at the top level as I had this niggling feeling that something wasn't right. I ignored that feeling for a long time, I didn't want to believe that my worst fear could come true. I finally went upstairs....the baby and her older sister were dead at the bottom of the bath. I went numb. I didn't cry or jump or run. I just turned to concrete. I got in to lift them out and even though I knew that they'd been dead for a long time I could feel some breath coming out of their nostrils. I started doing CPR but they were both slipping back into the water and despite the breath that I could feel I knew that they weren't coming back. The breath was like an illusion

Dream Interpretation / Broken key
« on: March 20, 2015, 11:58:29 PM »
I was driving a large white van. My children were in the back of the car. I parked the car and as I turned the ignition off the key broke in the hole. I looked at my hand and expected to see the other half of the key but I had another whole key in my hand. I thought it was strange - but I thought - 'oh well, there is no problem here I have another key!' I tried to get the broken off half of the key out of the ignition but I couldn't. I tried to get out of the van but there were things piled up high around me and I felt jammed into my seat.

Dream Interpretation / Are some dreams more literal than others?
« on: March 12, 2015, 11:29:06 PM »
I know that it is important not to be so literal when we work with our dreams but sometimes I have a dream where it just seems so close to real-life and the meaning seems so literal that I can't help but think that way.

In my real life I am juggling full-time study with motherhood to realise my career dreams. I feel that I'm steering my life in a very positive direction. It's a time of great change and challenge as I am currently on my practicum and I deal with feelings of not being 'good enough'.
In my dream, my clinical educator views a recording of me doing therapy in order to give me feedback. She is playing the tape in a room where my fellow students are, and they are half-watching too. The tape keeps rolling once the session has finished and there is footage of my partner, fully naked, shaking his penis in front of the camera. I am seen laughing on the footage. My heart absolutely sinks as I realise that I will be discredited and I see the look on my clinical educators face and I realise how serious the implications of this will be.

I try to talk to her about it but she starts to cry and says "On top of this disgrace, I received your letter yesterday". My heart sinks even further as I realise that I have accidentally sent her my journal entry which reveals my unflattering feelings about her instead of my clinical reflection document.

I feel so disappointed in myself. I feel that I have blown all my chances at succeeding at my practicum and I almost can't bear the shame. I go outside and just lose it, I feel that all is lost and I just lie on the ground crying. My classmates are all around me discussing my fate with my clinical educator. I don't want to talk to anyone.

I can't get the image of my partner's naked body out of my mind and it makes me feel sick with shame. I also keep thinking "what if" I didn't mail the wrong letter.

OK, the events in the dream are not so literal as I doubt my partner would ever strip off in my workplace and have fun with the CCTV cameras. But, the meaning feels so literal. I feel like it is highlighting that part of myself that is deeply fearful of ruining everything, and not being good enough, and letting people down.

Any thoughts appreciated.

Questions about dreams / Snooze dreaming
« on: March 12, 2015, 10:39:03 PM »
I have a question about my dreams in the morning. Sometimes in the mornings when I'm hitting 'snooze' on my alarm which goes off every ten minutes (I have trouble getting out of bed), I have this sensation that I am going in and out of the same dream exactly where I left it off. I am waking up fully and even sometimes lying there fully awake and thinking about my dream and then I fall back to sleep and seem to pick up the action and it continues on. Am I touching on a lucid dream experience here and perhaps could learn to enter into this experience with more awareness? 

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