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General Discussion / I almost feel like I am loosing my mind
« on: May 24, 2015, 07:17:49 AM »
When I was in high school  I had an innocent crush on a boy.  I never got to know him I'd just smile at him in the hall way in passing. Once he randomly hugged me and his wool coat scratched my chin. He passed shortly after we graduated. I did not know till a few months after the funeral, because honestly I did not know him.

 Nine years have passed and periodically he appears in my dreams. The fist time he was a brief appearance. He said "I know now" as he hugged me. He was wearing that wool coat that scratched my chin. When I woke up I felt happy.

 Hes made random appearance since. Sometimes I can speak to him, others I can see him but can't reach him.
I often feel like I am living two lives when these dreams happen. They get more frequent closer to the anniversary  of his death.

 I once read that a dead person can't rest if your dreaming of them and since Ive seen that I have heavy guilt when he appears.

I guess I am just looking to tell my story to any one they maybe able to give me some insight on this.

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