Hello!
I had a dream that i was trying to write a letter to my ex step-son (whom i am no longer in contact with, not by my choice, but raised him as my own for 6 years) but i couldn't write it. Either my pen didn't write well, the paper wasnt flat enough or i couldn't be still. I had gone through several pieces of paper trying to write him (that i missed him and loved him and that i was always there for him no matter what and that i love him unconditionally - the UN was capitalized too). I had lost the original piece of paper that had my initial thoughts on it and i was frantic trying to find it.
Every month or so i have dreams about him. About seeing him, crying, hugging him or finally re-connecting with him. This is the first time i have had a dream that i couldn't do something. His father wont allow us to communicate. His father and i have a daughter together and she always asks me why i cant talk to him. SO i hear about him through my daughter, but thats it.
I just want some insight to this as i have been struggling with these vivid dreams for years
Is there something more i can be doing in my dream to help heal