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Dream Interpretation / Re: Pregnant and two after-births... before even giving birth!

« on: January 28, 2012, 06:46:06 AM »

Thank you Tony - feels wonderful to be told this interpretation!  I feel somehow energetically in contact with my ancestors lately, like I'm trying to be open to and summon the strengths and knowledge previously experienced. It certainly feels like there is a change coming, something wonderful growing inside - the saying 'I feel it in my waters' comes to mind and is terribly apt! 

I've also recently had two dreams about doing the laundry - one in which I was folding clean clothes up on the bed at a friends house (who I feel like her season has run its course in my life, there was some disagreement in the dream) and in the other dream I was hanging out clean clothes on the line - it felt fresh and breezy.  I wonder if these signify organising and tidying my attitudes internally, and then airing them for the external environment/people?

I'm a little confused about your suggestions of my sisters dream though - can you clarify? Why is the toilet crumbling 'sacrilege' - does it mean she is focusing on something else being the fault of her inability to acknowledge her own inner wonder?

Thanks again Tony.

Sara

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Dream Interpretation / Pregnant and two after-births... before even giving birth!

« on: January 20, 2012, 04:03:24 AM »

Hi Tony,

I dreamt early this morning that I was heavily pregnant and had just gone into labour.  My water had broken and there was a tense, but not painful feeling.  However labour didn't seem to eventuate and instead, I found in the large house I was wondering around (mansion-like, tall ceilings and entry ways, but very bare furnishings) two after-births.  They looked like livers.  My husband was very worried "why would you have two after births, when you haven't even given birth yet?" etc.  I just felt a serene sense of bliss like my baby was still safe inside me and it didn't matter whether it ever came out or not.

I spoke (in my waking life) to my sister this morning who also had a dream that she was pregnant. In the dream  she needed to pee - but when she finally got to sit on the toilet, the toilet bowl broke and crumbled underneath her.  We're both rather shocked/curious that we both dreamed of being pregnant in the same morning.  She is a mother in real life (and the younger of us two).

I'm not sure how relevant it is, but we heard from our father last night that he suffered a vasovagal reaction (loss of blood pressure and consciousness) at the doctors.  After losing our mother 7 months ago, it was traumatic for us all to hear that dad had 'had a funny turn'. There seems to be a strange connection between us (dad and daughters) with psoriasis/allergy/infections occuring lately... hoping the dream means we're about to give birth to a new lease on life?? or something?

Would love to hear your thoughts.

Brightest blessings,
Sara

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Moving house (again!) and many coloured buckets

« on: January 01, 2012, 06:53:44 AM »

Thanks for your interpretation on this one Tony.  However the buckets did not have water in them - they were empty.  Perhaps they are waiting to be filled... or need to be filled in order to grow. Or there is opportunity to fill them with whatever I want/need.  I hope the lack of water is not a (negatively) ominous symbol...?

Love the idea of making this into an actual ritual.  Thank you so much for your suggestion.

And happy new year!

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Dream Interpretation / Moving house (again!) and many coloured buckets

« on: December 04, 2011, 03:35:47 AM »

HI Tony,

Another dream about houses.  This time I think I was moving into what appeared to be 3 different units/flats, or perhaps setting them up for some purpose....  but the crux of the dream involved me putting many different coloured buckets at each place (some went inside, some outside) and placing a single flower (gerbera or daisy I think) or a bare-rooted plant into each bucket.  The units were part of a group where I have lived in one once before.  In fact that unit was the first place I lived in by myself at age 22.  Each unit I had to place these buckets in were quite bare and small - I don't recall moving any furniture in.  There was something ritualistic about the bucket placement.  The buckets were in primary and secondary solid colours. My sister and best friend were present as well.  The dream seemed to go on for quite some time like the buckets were very important. 

Would love to hear your thoughts on this one.

Sara

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Mum became re-alive and I had to take a driving test...

« on: November 08, 2011, 08:18:42 AM »

Thanks Tony.  A large part of me feels like I have 'finished' my grieving for her as I know that she has gone back to the Spirit world to assess her life.  She's also now out of pain.  I feel like her teaching has actually only just begun for myself (and my sister) with so many realisations since her passing... bloody/wonderful hindsight.

Vitali is still alive, but estranged from the family.  He did not attend her funeral and has made no contact with any of the family.  He did however call me up about a month ago to tell me abotu how disappointed he was with her not quitting smoking and also (among other things) how everyone else (the women actually) are responsible for how terrible his life is now.  It was a strange phone call - I felt like I was giving him psychotherapy!  He sounds like he's given up on life and I had been torn about whether to write to him to try to get the proverbial leopard to change his spots. I'd put him out of my mind since.  Uncle Fred passed on quite a number of years ago.  I think they were both alive in the dream, but had more of an ethereal, floaty quality to them.

Interesting interpretation of the driving test - thanks.  I was quite confused about it as it didn't make sense in the context, but your explanation does shed a lot of light.

I find a lot of comfort in talking to mum and asking for her strength/guidance regularly since her passing.  Maybe its just another lesson in loving/appreciating people whilst they are still around so that I don't have any regrets should it change.

xo S

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Dream Interpretation / Mum became re-alive and I had to take a driving test...

« on: November 03, 2011, 02:25:28 AM »

Hi Tony,

Wondering if you could please give me some feedback on this dream.  Mum passed away suddenly in June this year and I'm (obviously!) still grieving....  The driving test seems odd, but might reflect some challenges I'm facing.

Mum was in a hospital and my sister and I had been informed that she had passed away.  We went to spend some final moments with her and I carefully took her hand.  As I held it I thought about wishing she was still alive and not in pain and still full of life.  She started to breath gently and squeezed my hand and suddenly was alive again. It was as though she was in such a deep sleep with such shallow breathing that she had been incorrectly pronounced dead.  Suddenly Lisa and I were so happy but so confused about why she had been pronounced dead.  Within minutes mum was up and looking more alive as the seconds passed.  She almost seemed to get younger and healthier looking.  She wanted to go out and talk to all the people that were waiting in the waiting room grieving for her passing to talk to them all and show them that she was ok.  In fact she wanted to just go outside for a smoke.  As I followed her out, still feeling stunned that she was re-alive, we were on the roof of a building and could see far and wide off in all directions.  Vitali (mum’s brother) was on the roof, and maybe Uncle Fred (mum’s uncle) and she spoke to them for a bit.  I still could not shake the surprise I felt at her being alive again.  I remember crying so much and talking to her and trying to tell her all the things that I wished I had said before.  It felt like such a release to be about to say all the things (I don’t know what they were now) and she totally understood and was very accepting and open.  I do remember talking to her about the problems with my husband and how hard I was finding it.  Go with the flow, is all I can remember.

Then I was suddenly having to go and do a basic driving test as part of the regular tests drivers were meant to have.  ??!  It involved just driving a car along some sort of designated roads through cities etc with someone in the passenger seat.  This was a young man who was clearly very interested in me more so than just because I was taking the driving test.  In fact he seemed to be leading me down a ‘special’ path/road that he thought I would enjoy driving on more.  The test involved some defensive driving and speed driving, and it felt a bit like Fast and the Furious movie.  I really enjoyed the fast driving – manual and powerful car which seemed to hug the road really well.  But all through this I still was feeling the loss of mum and felt like I couldn’t believe I had to do something as silly as a driving test when I had just lost then re-gained my mother.  There was an overwhelming sadness that i knew mum’s re-living wasn’t for forever and that it was just a grace period or something.  I felt very conflicted about the man in the car and wanted to let him in emotionally but kept playing hard ball.  I remember the rush of the car and the adrenalin of being in control of this fast and powerful machine.  I know I drove the car back to where the test had started but that seems to be where the dream finished.


Thanks Tony.

Cheers, Sara

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Questions about dreams / Re: I understand the message... how do I translate to waking life?

« on: August 22, 2011, 11:10:30 AM »

Thanks again Tony.  Funny how when you are getting the message in your dreams... something changes in your waking life and suddenly (just like that!) you're not getting those dreams anymore and you're getting what you needed in your waking life.  Someone should patent it... or bottle it.  Best seller stuff 

Habits are something I'm certainly noticing and giving time to breathe so that they no longer have such a grip.  The slowness of growth is frustrating but in time you're able to look back at where you've come from, and it has been worth the wait.

Will give your suggestions and heartfelt go.

Brightest blessings
Sara

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Questions about dreams / I understand the message... how do I translate to waking life?

« on: August 09, 2011, 12:10:03 AM »

Hi Tony,

I'm noticing recurring themes in my dreams - mainly visiting other houses and now noticing who's house it belongs to in the dream, and recognising that the actions taking place in my dreams are trying to provide me with the support I feel I am missing in my waking life. 

My question is, now that I'm aware of what my dreams are telling me, and hence what they are providing me whilst sleeping, how do I translate that across to the waking life?  I'm getting a lot of emotional support and release in the dream, but want it in my real life (and particularly from my partner, who I feel I'm not getting what I think I need from him).  Or should I just be content that my subconscious is providing that for me in a different arena because I'm not getting it whilst awake? 

Or is there something else that I should be focusing on (like, am I providing him with enough emotional support...!!)

Thanks,
sara

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Sexual dreams disturbing... due to family involvement

« on: July 27, 2011, 10:47:28 AM »

Wow!  Thanks Tony.  Its amazing how just the act of writing out a dream can help you process it.  As I typed it out, I got the distinct feeling the dream was about letting me safely experience something with my sister (especially since we've been through a lot together over the last few months/years) and that there was something sweet, nectar-like, about the act.

Fortunately, the drought was broken over the weekend (with my husband! and it was surprising I think for both of us just how sporadic and suddenly 'in the mood' we both were at that time.  Thank goodness!

Thank you for your thoughts on this one.  I'm certainly continuing to be surprised at how much I continue to uncover about myself the more I awaken, the more there seems to be to awaken.  Fantastic! This learning thing is great!

Ta,
Sara

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Dream Interpretation / Sexual dreams disturbing... due to family involvement

« on: July 20, 2011, 11:14:44 AM »

Hi Tony,

Ok, so along with dreaming about houses, the other idea/concept that keeps appearing is sexually based.  One recently that has me disturbed is where my younger sister is actually giving me oral sex - its very vivid, but creeps me out to think about it.  It wasn't like we were engaging for pleasure though, more like there was some other benefit to be had that was important for our safety or survival.  There were moments also where I seemed to be viewing what was happening not just from the 1st person, but also from her point of view and also like I was watching from above.

I'm quite disturbed by it.. can you help me see it in a different light?!  There is no intimacy between my husband and I at the moment due to chronic illness (neither of our libidos are firing) so whilst when I was in the dream it felt comforting, in my waking life I've no interest and feel rather perturbed!!

Thanx !!

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Dream about being given many free pairs of jeans ?!

« on: July 12, 2011, 08:06:58 AM »

Thanks for your interpretation Tony.  I think I need to let some of it sink in a bit.

I certainly feel like the more recent past has been very challenging, yet illuminating, in who I am and who I want to be. Trying to sense out the familiar in the unfamiliar and find what feels 'homely'.  I also feel like I've been making 'mature' decisions in how to behave and what to say to certain people close to me.  And these 'mature' decisions feel right because they are kind behaviours, rather than being 'right' or ego based.  Whilst I might not always have said how I truly feel (perhaps becos I couldn't word it in a non-harsh manner) I do feel that I've communicated something meaningful and not worried about trying to change or fix others.

Having now lost my mother at the age of 30, I feel this strange sense of feeling like my world has been turned on its head, but also like I'm suddenly free and can be what I want to (not that she ever discouraged me to be myself, in fact to the contrary).  Its like a shackle has come off and I want to fly... just not sure where to yet

Thank you again and blessed be xo

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Dream Interpretation / Dream about being given many free pairs of jeans ?!

« on: July 01, 2011, 01:24:44 AM »

Hi Tony,

This a fantastic forum ... so great that there is an opportunity to post dreams - hope you can shed some light on this one.

I'm not sure if I live or are temporarily staying at this house in the countryside... it has three or four separate dwellings on it, with one being very large almost akin to a mansion with many rooms and an old castle feel to the decor inside (tall ceilings, maroon rugs down the hallways, cornicing and much other detail).  But the dream skips from being in one of the smaller houses in the kitchen or living room with a family member (possibly male) to being in the large house where there is a party or gathering - almost like a university frat party (I am at uni, but had to postpone this yr due to a death).  I feel a bit out of place in the large house (lots of people I don't know), but like I belong there at the same time (because I want to get to know more people).  I walk into one of the large 'drawing' rooms which has around 5 or 6 doors to other rooms - some of which I recall going into at different points in the dream - but in the drawing room there is a girl/young woman giving out free pairs of jeans.  She gives me about 4 or 5 pairs, different colours but similar styles, and tells me to try them on.  I don't remember going to try them on but know that they will fit anyway.

Its the jeans part that I woke up feeling quite curious about as there seemed to be so many, and not many other people taking interest in them even though they were piled up on a table.

In my waking life I'm currently struggling to fall asleep at night as my mother passed away a few weeks ago after a very short battle with illness and my aunt (her sister) has caused problems making her death all about herself.  I'm sleeping very heavily and waking up exhausted in the morning.  I'm also feeling like I'm not ready to go back to my uni studies despite wishing my mother would pass so the pain we were all feeling woul go quickly.  Clearly there is much going on my mind!!!

Thanks for any advice you can provide.