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Dream Interpretation / Ages ago?
« on: March 17, 2019, 11:20:40 AM »
Hi Tony (and others feel welcome as well).

Yesterday i had the following dream, as well as 3 others but this one makes me very curious. The 'picture' seems simple, but how much is really in it?

In the dream i'm sitting at a table with 4 other women. At first we're just talking about nothing but then we start remembering. First the woman next to me and i start talking about remembering each other. I say her name and tell her we were in the same class for one year; she remembers it too. Then i talk to the woman sitting at her right. I ask her what she does in every day life. She starts talking but i don't hear all she's saying. In order to hear better, it is then like my face is above the table just in front of hers. She tells she cuts chalk. I hear her now, but don't understand it. What is cutting chalk, what does it mean? I say that i don't believe that she literally cuts chalk in half. She then tries to explain. While she explains i see a metal plate and then a metal thing with plants starts moving unto the metal plate. Then another metal thing starts moving unto the plate. I then understand that she does this with magnets behind the metal plate. But still her profession is not really clear. I try to understand and ask her if she maybe organizes events. She doesn't say much. Then i think i know what she does and ask her if the chalk cutting means that she has to take important decisions. But still i get no clear answer.

Then I talk to the woman sitting at my left side. Beside her is another woman, but she keeps quiet. This woman on my left side then tells that long ago she played in a movie. I see a piece of the movie. In this piece she is in bikini walking into the sea. She is looking beautiful. The movie is about a large wind organ. While she's telling about her life i then am suddenly on a strange kind of boat on a water, which feels like the sea she just walked into. The strange looking boat is made of 4 pieces of wood that are bound together at the top just like a tent/tepee, only without the fabric. I am standing on one of them and on each piece of wood someone is standing. We're making certain movements which make the strange boat move over the water. We're heading somewhere....to the wind organ mountain. We're getting closer to the mountain and when i look up i see huge organ pipes against the mountain...really huge. It feels magical, mysterious. Then the boy on my right sight screams: "A stingray!!" I look in the water and see something. At first i think he's right, but then i see it is a body in foetal position lying in a canoe. The dream stops...

I have been thinking and searching google already...Did some funny finds: cutting chalk leads to a town in Idaho (Chalk Cut), but also to cutting chalk. Cutting chalk is what people did in (if i remember well) England (?). Land was being cut away till the chalk layer showed and they cut figures in the landscape this way.

The wind organ mountain. In New Mexico there are the Organ Mountains. (in these mountains there's even a place that has my initials...funny). Further digging brought me to organ pipes on mountains...formed during the ages...they are made of granite.

Chalk period...Granite period...millions of years ago.

I think the 'movie'...is about earlier life(s)...

The class i was in with that woman...we call it (translated)...bridge-class...is this about a transition?

Have a nice Sunday!

Dream Interpretation / Re: (Omnis cellula) e cellula?
« on: March 10, 2019, 02:15:43 PM »
"But my feeling is that you keep avoiding meeting the reality of yourself by diving into more symbols."

Maybe this is what i am doing...you could be very well right with this thought, because the first time i read your answer it made me angry. I've read it several times, again today. I had to laugh this time, because today was the first time i read the sentence following the above words, where you give the possibilty to enter the body of the boy. So i will do this later today.
I tried this a few weeks ago after another dream; in fact 2 dreams that (i think) were connected.

In the first one i walked on a path in a park. I was walking into the park, when suddenly i couldn't walk any further. Before my feet there was an open plastic box in the path. There was a large snake in it and a few small ones. The large snake crawls out of the box onto the path i'm standing on. "Of course." i think (i've had so many dreams of snakes already) The snake passes me, moving in the other direction. I am not afraid of it. It only makes me think that i've to do something. I turn around and look into the direction the snake is moving (in that direction i would go to the house i grew up in). But here also my the path is blocked. A large (sort of) cage is standing on the path. Right in front of my eyes i see a little soft rabbit in the cage. The cage is made of barbed wire. I see that the pins of the wire have even been made shorter and thus sharper by human hands. During the time the cage is standing there branches with lots of green leaves have grown around the barbed wire. I have to free the little rabbit…

During another night i dreamed i was in the livingroom of my (deceased grandparents house). My parents were also there. They just caught a large snake. My father had its tail and my mother held its head above her own head. Its head is really big. They carry it into the backroom. I follow them, afraid...i need to see what they will do with the snake. Where will they put it? In the backroom or outside? Why? Because my little rabbit is walking in the backroom...and i'm afraid it will be caught and eaten by the snake. They put the snake outside, just behind the door which i find stupid....i know the snake will be back in the house real soon...

Days after these dreams i was thinking what the snake could be about. Of course fear, kundalini, healing. Thinking about that second dream it made me feel restless...what if the snake was about some kind of secret? Then i had to think about what you wrote about...trying to get into the body/object. So i got into my mothers body while she was carrying the snake. Wow...that was (in an instant) a very heavy experience and something i wouldn't have discovered in my (old/normal) way of trying to interpret my dreams. As soon as i 'was' my mother, carrying the snake and looking at me, her little daughter, i felt so much restlessness, fear worries....she was trying very hard to make me feel and be safe....it made me cry. I almost felt shocked about the intensity of her feelings...

I think that second dream is about how my parents raised me. The one where i see the caged rabbit and the barbed wire surrounded by green branches...I think this one is how i take care of myself now...my parents way has 'grown' into something that feels like being natural (normal), though it is not...i keeping myself cages and small...while i should be 'out there'...

Haha, while typing the last words a dream from a few nights ago comes to my mind.

In this dream i am walking in the street where i grew up. I look at the bushes, which still have no leaves (like in real life now). Something caught my eye. A snake had the end of a wooden branch in its mouth. But somehow didn't know if it was right what i saw. Was it really a snake or was it also a branch? I ended with the concusion that it was a snake looking like a branch. Then i saw a seal (animal) between the bushes. It was black brown. It tried to move to the water. It worried me. What was that seal doing here? This is not its territory. I helped it out of the bushes and put it on a parking place. I was going to call animal reascue, so they could pick up the seal and take care of it...

I don't recall, but i know after this dream i read/saw something that gave me a clear picture of that wooden snake...maybe it was in one of you blogs...i must search for it again...

I must say, i am very impressed about your whole 'dream' work. It's really interesting and beautiful. It inspires me to dive into my own history of dreams again. It's such a wonderful thing... :D

Dream Interpretation / Re: Crystal balls
« on: March 06, 2019, 09:15:25 AM »
Hi Dreamy,

what a beautiful dream! I love dreams like this.

To me this dream seems to be about 'the power of creation' (crystal balls out of vagina), a power that you possess. The earlier carved wooden blocks, the stamps...you carved them yourself….'who you are'...your own creation...your identity...Look at yourself as a wooden block...You also can choose the stamp-colour yourself.
The science institution or scientist i think could be about 'how to get to that power and once found how to use it'. Investigating yourself...
The deities/gods...could be about faith...choose your own belief(system)...or look up who or what stands for the power of creation. Who is your God?

Then about the part you wrote about your sailing experience: it's an experience but can also be seen as a metaphor. Wanting to sail your own boat...be your own captain. To take it even further: i believe that if one really follows his/her heart, is able to find and use that power of creation, then owning ones own big fancy boat, is one of the many possibilities...


Dream Interpretation / Re: A visit from a female alien
« on: December 17, 2018, 08:41:08 PM »
Hi Tony,

i would like to thank you for started this topic about that female alien visiting you...funny, but even more very interesting where your female alien lead to..

The Reptilian brain....the dreamexperience was very special. It was not all. Against some of those highest mountains there was a school and before i experienced those reptilians coming from under the rocks i walked past that school. It was on fire, while children were attending class. When i come back later i see they solved the problem with putting wooden plates against the windows...while fire was still burning. I didn't understand...this must have let the children choke, though i knew they survived.
After having seen the reptilians i went to a swimming. It had several pools inside, specially made for seals. This was going to be my first time to see seals and i was very excited...

Back to the retilian brain...the fight, flight reaction. For some time now i'm going through a process which teaches me that for years (lots and lots of years) i've been in the surviving mode. Sometimes i already said that some things in life felt like survival, but i've never known how far i am in this...it's a painful proces, but i wouldn't want to miss it. To me, right now, this is a bit what life is about...i hope more clearity will come though... ;D

Dream Interpretation / Re: (Omnis cellula) e cellula?
« on: December 17, 2018, 08:25:00 PM »
Hi Tony,

still want to thank you for your reply. I understand what you are saying there.
I have the feeling the dream can go that way, but before the dream (and already for a while) i'm asking myself if maybe i'm one of twins (where the other possibly died in the womb)...several older dreams seem to point in that direction. According to this questioning there is also a dividing of cells.

In the dream i wrote the note also for the boy who was with me...in the dream he couldn't write, maybe even not speak. He felt silent and fragile. Somewhere in your blogs you also wrote about fresh ploughed furrows that could symbolize the womb.
For a little while now i'm also studying my birth chart. I have the moon in the 3rd house in sagittarius. The teepee was the housing for the indians...they carried bow and arrows just like sagittarius. The moon in the 3rd house is about siblings. The big round lightbulb in the tent could symbolize the moon.

Well...i think this will be continued... ;)

General Discussion / Re: Water - in waking life
« on: December 17, 2018, 08:10:54 PM »
Hello Helenmelon,

my opinion is that it is possible to look at the real life 'water' the same way as in a dream.
Just like with dreams one has the choice to do something with it or just leave it...maybe people could find it bizar to take the interpretations into the daily life, but i think one can use daily life as a mirror.
The water 'spoke' to you and you 'heard' it, sort of...otherwise you wouldn't have thought about what has happened to you lately...

Wish you all the best!



Dream Interpretation / Re: A visit from a female alien
« on: November 28, 2018, 11:28:01 AM »
Again: Wow!! The Subconscious: Level 432... ;)

Lots of food for thought!

Makes me want to take a look at old dreams again...

I remember 2 dreams that left me with the feeling i was entering sort of a next level.
In one of them i was walking 'some place i'd never been before'. For a short while there was a guide with me. After some talking he left me, had to do something else. I saw a signpost. Instead of citynames it showed the way to 'Adjective', 'Noun'...i was in the land of 'Grammar'...

In the other again i was in a 'foreign' place. There were floating rocks with trees on them and wet stone underneath. From under these rocks suddenly lizards appeared. They crawled from under the rocks, still normal forms...then they stood up and started walking like human beings, were then even much taller than me. They walked away through an opening in a large green hedge. They were with four...the most important one was wearing a king's mantle...
This foreign/unknown place was close to the 'highest' existing mountains..

Happy dreaming,

Dream Interpretation / (Omnis cellula) e cellula?
« on: November 22, 2018, 02:05:41 PM »
Hi Tony,

it has been a very long time that i've been on this forum....i simply wasn't remembering such inspiring dreams. Since weeks this changed. My body started to let me down a few years ago. This year also my brain started complaining. So, finally i choose to take a step back. It seems 'something important wants to be remembered', because a few months ago i asked a therapist something i had read about, something still not seriously investigated. While asking the therapist this question the answer seemed to emerge from deep inside...like a massive fountain heavy emotions suddenly came out. Finally lots of pieces of a puzzle seemed to fall in place. It even felt like the life i'd lived till then suddenly seemed 'finished'...like i solved a quest.

But it still is hard, because the only evidence possible is what comes to my mind in therapy and in dreams.
Years ago i tried meditating a few times...this resulted in having many and very special dreams, visions, poems...though i'd never been/done something in this direction. I explained this to myself as a spiritual awakening, but often kept asking myself why this had happened to me. After this fountain of emotions this year while asking a certain question i am asking (myself) if it would be possible that all this happened to me maybe because i once had very special connection to someone...still in the womb...a (i think) little brother that died in there...without anyone ever having known about his (little) existence...except me...I discovered a few books about womb-twin-survivor and recognized so much...But still...no real evidence then what my dreams show...

Until a few days ago, when i had the next dream:

With a young boy (my age, though i am older now) i am standing in a field in the middle of the night. Clear black sky….fresh ploughed black soil...we are looking at the furrows. At a distance there's is a man standing...older...like he keeps an eye on us...sort of guide.

Then the boy and i turn around and walk into a tent...a tepee. There's a few others in there...most girls. In the top of the tepee hangs a large round light bulb spreading white light. Someone hands me a little yellow piece of paper...like a memo-note. I know i have to write something on it for our parents...something that feels like sort of reassuring them of where we are going. I also write for the boy...he clearly belongs to me but isn't in a state to write. I write with a grey pencil and still remember the last word...it was "cellula"...It felt like this meant the place/city we were heading for. Then i woke up.

While awake i still saw this last word and suddenly was surprised because i had been writing in another language. Cellula...I searched in Google and the first thing i found was: 'Omnis cellula e cellula...'All cells come from cells'...The dividing of cells...It felt so special.

Well, wish you nice dreaming! :)


Dream Interpretation / Re: A visit from a female alien
« on: November 22, 2018, 01:36:40 PM »
Wow, what a beautiful dream...moving, making speechless…

Feels like: total acceptance, 'next-level', sort of reaching the ultimate...maybe sounds weird, but that's what comes to my mind (with even a little teardrop)... ;)


Dream Interpretation / Miniature
« on: December 15, 2012, 10:59:23 PM »
A dream i had during a daytime nap:

The dream starts with me being in a known environment somewhere close to home. I seem to be just walking around for a bit, without aim or thoughts.
Then it is like some time has past, like i've been away for a short while and i'm back. I want to go to that know environment to get to my hometown from there. I look around to see which direction i need to take and think it must be very easy to head home. When looking around i notice that all of this is like a miniature of the land/country/livingspace i live in. Once taken, what i thought was the right direction, i was riding a beautiful shiny brown horse (like this was mine). I held the reins in my hands and was riding it like i had been riding a horse for ages. I followed a small path which led me over small hills, passing people left and right. The whole picture somehow felt serene. Every once in a while in the back of my mind there was the thought: "I hope i will stay able to master the horse without the horse running away with me." After a while i looked at the environment again and found out i didn't recognize it any longer and realized i must have taken the wrong direction. I looked at the canal a little further away. The canal had been there also in the beginning of the dream; and seeing the canal now i just didn't understand that this wasn't the direction. I looked behind me over my shoulder, being sure that i just had taken the exact opposite direction...thinking that behind me i definitely would see things (like a bridge, churchtower) i would recognize, but no...Still i decided to take the path back; just take that path, having the feeling i will end up there where i wanted to go.
After some riding i start feeling a little better, being a bit more sure that this is the right direction. But then i end up at a very large 'building', which i recognize from daily life, being the football-arena in our capital city. I just don't understand it: how could i have end up here?! I try to see 'the whole picture' of the land...it feels like all directions just have changed?! I decide to go on and enter the building on my horse. I see people walking around, kind of music halls and other large rooms. I ride to huge hallways. I'm getting confused: should i really continu?! I get of the horse and then walk into a large room. I see that i'm walking on a wall of boxes. I decide i shouldn't be in this (storage?) room. I'm surely not allowed here. But, like something has changed, i then find myself looking down from the high wall of boxes and jumping of of them.

I then am suddenly on a hill with my best friend. We've just been looking around in some shops. It feels like the shops were placed in that football-arena. My best friend wants to head home, but i tell her i first like to drink a cup of tea with my mother (who seemed to have been shopping with us), wishing my best friend is polite enough to come with us. And yes...a little later the 3 of us are sitting on a terrace on the hilltop, having tea.
The last thing i remember from the dream is me thinking that my friend wanted to leave the tea-drinking a little to soon according to me.

Hmm, when writing the dream down the picture seemed to make itself pretty clear....direction, direction, direction...But, maybe some of you have other ideas? I'd love to read them!


Dream Interpretation / Re: Low Tide
« on: December 12, 2012, 11:25:15 PM »
Hello Tony,

again, after such a long time, thank you for your thoughts on my dream.
Back then i've been thinking about the meaning of this dream over and over again but nothing came up.

Right now it still doesn't make a lot of sense, but..

You wrote:
"You managed to get out of that stare of mind." I think (or know) this is where i need to go...to get out of a certain stare of mind. I've been ill (nothing serious) the last few days, which brought me to a slower pace and a quieter mind. (this afternoon a new idea even came to mind) I think this peace of mind can be linked with the 'low tide'. It gives a clearer vision.

Last night, again i dreamt of a body of water. I was cycling home after a nightshift. When having left the city a cycled a long road across a little lake. Between the lake and the road there was a beach. As early in the morning as it was, several people were laying on the beach and people were even swimming. I saw how someone found her little kid in the water, like she had lost the kid out of sight before. Shortly after this i heard another young woman yelling the name of what (what i thought) her little son. I looked over the water to see if maybe i saw a kid in trouble but everyone seemed fine. Then the young woman saw her "child" in the water and jumped into the water and then was reunited with her kid. But i was very surprised. It was not a kid, but a dolphin. After this i got myself cycling again. I thought about so many youngsters on that beach so early in the morning and then knew that they always did this before they went to school.

Thanks again!

Greetings / Re: Saying hi..
« on: December 12, 2012, 10:58:00 PM »
Hello Tony,

finally a reply several months later...Thank you still for your reply back then!

Well...so much for needing a strong, very strong ego to get behind fears...even to get myself only started.

But...do we need a strong ego to get over our fears or is it that strong/big ego we need to leave behind in order to get over those fears etc.?


Dream Interpretation / Re: Animal Like People and Going Downtown
« on: August 28, 2012, 12:49:09 PM »
Hi Christine,

i could be totally wrong, but like to give it a try (trying to get back my passion for dreaming and interpreting them)...

Going downtown...going to the center...going to your center...the one you really are.
The wanting to have a drink and socialize to me feels like wanting to get to know every part of you. To get to the bar you have to cross a baseball field. Base-ball-field...back to the basics (the animal like people could symbolize the primitive)...baseball makes me think of attack and defence...isn't that what it takes to survive for an animal? I think the animal-like people can also symbolize the shadowpart.
You don't look at anyone's face, which sounds like 'not facing the shadowparts (?)'.
Yelling: "I just wanted to go to a bar"...almost feels like: "I just want to really live", like you are saying sorry for that wish.

You leave in a bus with lots of other woman...light coloured clothing. The women...emotions...Light coloured...no heavy emotins. On a bus...not behind the steering wheel...and reading a book...sorry, this might not sound very nice...but feels like being passive...In the bus reading a book opposite to the wish of having a drink and socialize, which then could be like 'writing a book'...Living your own book/story instead of watching it go by.

Hmm, i hope this makes some sense, but on the other hand...
i hope it doesn't sound to negative.


Dream Interpretation / Re: Dream became reality the next day
« on: August 28, 2012, 12:19:49 PM »
Hi NightOwl,

thought i would give it a try..

Maybe there are 2 ways of interpreting your dream. On one hand as being predictive. On the other hand your dream could have been telling you how to 'behave'.
You kissed the guy who works next door to where you work. I'm guessing you are a female? So, female works next door to male or: emotions working next door to the rational. You kissing him then, to me, feels like: trying to form a bond, working together. Linking this to what happened to you the next irl: you didn't let your feelings lead you, but used common sense. So in this way i think you shouldn't feel too bad about yourself.  ;)


Dream Interpretation / Low Tide
« on: August 28, 2012, 09:09:12 AM »
In a dream from last night i'm walking on a muddy, not very wide beach. I'm all alone there. Daylight. The sea is quiet. Every 20 metres or so there's a tunnel. While walking through the first tunnel at my left i see a bowl and i know this bowl is the place for baby-turtles. It appeared that every tunnel i walked through there was an identical bowl. I then remembered the existence of beaches where parts of it were protected, the turtle beaches...in order to let them breed.
Walking there was kind of peaceful. It somehow felt special, seeing these bowl and knowing about the turtles-to-be. I tried to take a closer look at a bowl, wanting to know what the turtles-to-be would look like. I saw that the bowl was full of clear, fresh water and in it were little 'parts' that reminded me of frog-spawn. When then looking at the muddy sand under my feet, while walking through yet another tunnel i suddenly saw something that looked like a little yellyfish. I looked around and saw more of them. There were all pretty small, though different sizes and all coloured white or light-blue. Knowing these jellyfish could sting, but also because i just didn't want to step on them i decided to go back.
I didn't turn around but starting walking back backwards. At one point i saw the water on my left and the shore on my right. The shore was pretty high up. I then understood that it was low tide. When i came out of the tunnel i looked up the shore. A f. collegue of mine was standing there. She moved her hand out to grab mine to pull me up. I knew the part of the shore where she was standing was also muddy and yes...she sank in the mud and ended up on the beach. I then tried it myself, trying to climb up the shore and succeeded.

I'm pretty curious about the meaning of these turtles-to-be. It felt like i had seen something here, that one normally wouldn't see..


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