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Dream Interpretation / Re: fitting things in

« on: June 15, 2015, 07:45:15 PM »

Tony, yes; I am trying to fit things together to gather  who I am , putting some order into my life .
Integrating experiences and skills from the past which enables  me to feel more spacious in my self.
In real life ,I regularly go for walks and have inner talks  in a very ancient animist site well known here in Mayotte " la mosquée de Polé" but feared as well by locals because of its supposed magical rituals.
A local man,  who knows about the old rituals  ,  told me that this animist place was for "grannies". I understand more now ! I feel I am contacting something ancient connected with  mainly women flow of energy, mothers and grandmothers,it is  to do with gathered experiences. but it is  as well  my inner process manifesting itself in my inner life;I do connect as well with something more personal which is to do with my own experience gathered with my own grandmother.

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Dream Interpretation / fitting things in

« on: June 12, 2015, 05:09:07 PM »

At first I am in a small flat, there are designers who live in  the flat and they seem to fit things into precise little places, it is quite well organised  but relaxed at the same time . I get the feeling that I need to contact my grandmother.Then I wake up , and  I go back to sleep just after.  I have a  very similar dream afterwards but the flat is more spacious. It reminds me of places where I use to live when I was younger . I  keep having the feeling that I had to ring up or contact my grandmother to tell her where I was.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Not ready to perform that type of dance

« on: May 25, 2015, 05:31:11 PM »

I feel that it relates again with exposure which is something difficult for me. I was an unwanted child and I don't know my father.I wasn't brought up by my mother .A lot of my life I have hidden myself although I love being in the open and exist fully. I do have a strong need to exist. I live in a small island Petite Terre in Mayotte. It is a  natural environment although the French government is imposing rules which here are stupid to follow ( I work in education). .The traditional way of life of locals here has very little to do with European lifestyle.I tend to feel familiar with traditional rituals which connect with animism.

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Dream Interpretation / Not ready to perform that type of dance

« on: May 24, 2015, 11:51:31 AM »

 I work as some kind of advicer in primary education.
I have to perform one or two dances. But I don't know the steps and I have to perform in front of some kind of public audience. It is an impossible task because I haven't got enough time to rehearse and remember  the steps. Personally I feel the dances are  of no real interest.I ask my colleague for advice . He agrees with me ,  the best for me is  to run away.Because the problem is that there is a certain amount of protocol in the event  :the wife of  president Hollande is  there for the event.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Grandfather

« on: April 08, 2015, 07:46:46 PM »

Hi Tony! That  really makes sense.
 I tend to talk to my grandfather , and look for his strength.
Feeling his presence inside me  is very important , because in real life  I live far away from my family, far away from Europe  and its culture. I' m finding myself having like  inner discussions with my grandfather.
 He helps me  understanding people  better , like some kind of inner wisdom I can refer to.

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Dream Interpretation / Grandfather

« on: April 01, 2015, 07:12:43 PM »

I am with my grandmother in my grandparents house where I used to live with them years ago.(they brought me up) I am with my grandmother looking for my grandfather. We seem to be looking in one area of the village where we use to live and I can't find him. I think that he is dead. Then we decide to look in the other part of the village where we used to live. We are looking for him , hoping he is still alive.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Phoning my grandmother

« on: February 25, 2015, 05:50:43 PM »

Irina - I  just don't agree with your interpretation 

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Phoning my grandmother

« on: February 25, 2015, 09:34:36 AM »

Tony- Your feedback makes a lot of sense.
Because I was mainly brought up by my Italian grandparents, I look back now years after their death  and cherish their influence.
Although some of this influence  was difficult for me to adjust to. But they gave me love . I now live in an environment which is sometimes complicated: in Mayotte where I live there is  a lot of tension as well as friendliness. I feel love is the answer to a lot of problems . I look at love because I wonder if I know how to love . Sometimes I can seem cold and I feel I need to learn to express warmth and not to be afraid to share it with other people.

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Dream Interpretation / Phoning my grandmother

« on: February 24, 2015, 08:12:47 PM »

I dreamt I was phoning my grandmother. I was telling her that I was going to move back nearer to where she lives.That I had manage to get my mutation from work to be nearer .I was telling her tat I knew that life was difficult for her because I knew she was feeling alone ,and not so well at time . She was happy and reliefed by the idea of my return . She was looking after my grandfather who was not that well.On the phone she told me : "God is love".

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Adolescent boys not complying with the rules

« on: February 17, 2015, 05:19:28 PM »

Yes Anna , I feel    as well ,that we are saying the same thing  in using slightly different association.
I thank you  for your feedback  which was most helpful!

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Adolescent boys not complying with the rules

« on: February 17, 2015, 11:32:44 AM »

 (I' ve read the book of Stanislav Grof  )
I find my dream is about learning,because anyway ,there is a healer inside each one of us . Learning is an internal cognitive and soul process. We are learning all the time..So I am in the process of learning something new and the energy is still non verbal. It is the playful quality, and  non verbal dancing challenging attitude of the 2 adolescents. It is a source of creativity  . But I am still afraid of it; I  need to let it emerge and allow its expression.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Adolescent boys not complying with the rules

« on: February 16, 2015, 05:45:24 PM »

Anna, what is Zeigeist ?

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Dream Interpretation / Adolescent boys not complying with the rules

« on: February 16, 2015, 04:59:35 PM »

In the dream I am a teacher. And I deal with 2 adolescent boys. I kind of tell them off because they don't comply to the expected behavior, they take strange postures together like rappers, postures that don't fit in with the school environment. One of the boy is my son's best friend Colin .A doctor comes in, he is the father of one of the boys and he doesn't think the behaviour of the boys  is a problem. He seems not to give it much importance at all. He seems to think that it is quite natural.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Too much to carry and threatening to swear in French

« on: February 01, 2015, 10:13:18 AM »

Hi Tony!
I took part in Lifestream with you from 198O , and  what I've  learnt is still very present . I can very much tune in.
And what you say about religion is very  important . I' ve lived for the past 5 years in Muslim countries and there  was and still  alot to learn , specially because there is, where I live in Mayotte a lot of animism. That means that people tend to tune in in the unseen world in a very cultural way as part of their everydaylife .
Furthermore in Muslim beliefs, dreams are very important.And when I say I work on dreams, people show a lot of respect and it opens doors . But I find as well that a lot of people live in some kind of straightjacket because of the weight of religious beliefs, this is true for me ; but  I have seen it very much at work with other people here.As for me because I was born unwanted, and without an official father in an Italian background it had an enormous implication. I had no name.And I felt guilty.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Too much to carry and threatening to swear in French

« on: January 30, 2015, 01:16:01 PM »

True  Tony , at the moment it feels good  swearing at all the stuff I  have been carrying for years; at the moment I am looking at the notion of what is right or wrong and questioning it.