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« on: November 17, 2014, 05:13:51 PM »
Hi Tony,
I feel your answer is full of meaning. I do find myself a little cut of from the outside world. I often find not compatible my knowledge and experience of dreams and my professional field as a teacher advisor. I feel I have to built some kind of bridge. To connect my outside world with my inner world is quite difficult , it means a wider awareness and to make connections which don't always seem available.
The difficulty is that I live in a foreign society, : African with different values , and I tend to feel that it is like having different ways of relating to the world, mine and the ones of the people I share my environment with, it gives me a feeling of being unstable.
I need to find ways of being more at ease and less frighten by heights.
This come as well from my childhood, I use to live in the Alps and I was taught from a very young age to be careful with heights, it is an inner feeling connected with living as well with unstable psychological surroundings as a child . These feelings are activated again here.I feel it could be as well an inner warning of situations I put myself into which could bring some kind of danger to my soul.