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Dream Interpretation / Re: Lunar eclipse
« on: June 20, 2017, 08:24:23 PM »
Thankyou so much Tony.
I am reading the links and I'm reflecting..
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Healing Dreams / Healer
« on: June 18, 2017, 12:21:08 PM »
I have booked shakira to sing at a venue. Then it turns out I'm shakira but I don't remember any of the songs and they are all in Spanish so I could hardly learn in time. I panic and look for advice as I'm really scared I'll get a bad reputation of being unprofessional. I run and ask this guy there, he calls another guy, they chat, it's all about 'being mates' and it's sorted out. I feel completely at sea and fear the boys-club network, but glad I've used it instead of making myself vulnerable, for once.
(The alternative was to struggle on alone and likely be shamed and ostracised for messing up, by the venue owners and local cultural network mostly made of men, who will be kind to you if they find you attractive or sexually available and nasty otherwise..)
Now I'm sitting in the audience, a huge ballroom where I recently attended a literary event. I'm watching a woman do some kind of hands healing on another woman lying in a table on the stage. I'm really effected by how powerfully the woman's hands are effecting the woman being healed, her flesh is moving really strongly in response to the energy pull. (When I wake later I think how interesting that both these are about the stage, I suffer badly from stage fright) As the woman continues, someone in the audience in front of me blocks my view by 'joining in' the healing waving her hand around, its clear she hasn't a clue and is just attention seeking, it's really annoying and I feel exhausted by how many idiots there are in the world that never get disciplined or called to account. I don't bother saying anything, because if I do, my pattern as yet unbroken despite the healing I've done to date, is that everyone sides with the idiot against me,
Then I'm peeing a lot. Two children mock me, then I'm in their home, their mother is in a wheelchair and also has some speech device. She tells me her two older children died or killed themselves. I start to cry I feel so sorry for her 'that must have caused you a great deal of pain' I say. She starts to weep very subtly, I can see my compassion for her has brought up emotion she doesn't let surface.
I feel this dream is exploring my inability to present myself well on stage without huge shame and fear debilitating me (and therefore make any career progress whatsoever).
Maybe I'm being healed in some way in the dream. For once men are helping me, instead of assaulting me.
The wheelchair bound woman, is barely a living soul, has had children who've died, doesn't care about the ones she has now. The room is airless, dry, deathly. She's got a terminal illness of some kind. But I feel she could be healed and the tears are the start.
Emm actually thinking back now.. I'm a bit suspicious of this woman. Maybe she actually killed the kids? Maybe she's the perpetrator and not the victim. Maybe I was falling into my old trap of immediately believing people, of being manipulated into caring for them.. On reflection there was nothing particularly warm about this woman at all..
(The alternative was to struggle on alone and likely be shamed and ostracised for messing up, by the venue owners and local cultural network mostly made of men, who will be kind to you if they find you attractive or sexually available and nasty otherwise..)
Now I'm sitting in the audience, a huge ballroom where I recently attended a literary event. I'm watching a woman do some kind of hands healing on another woman lying in a table on the stage. I'm really effected by how powerfully the woman's hands are effecting the woman being healed, her flesh is moving really strongly in response to the energy pull. (When I wake later I think how interesting that both these are about the stage, I suffer badly from stage fright) As the woman continues, someone in the audience in front of me blocks my view by 'joining in' the healing waving her hand around, its clear she hasn't a clue and is just attention seeking, it's really annoying and I feel exhausted by how many idiots there are in the world that never get disciplined or called to account. I don't bother saying anything, because if I do, my pattern as yet unbroken despite the healing I've done to date, is that everyone sides with the idiot against me,
Then I'm peeing a lot. Two children mock me, then I'm in their home, their mother is in a wheelchair and also has some speech device. She tells me her two older children died or killed themselves. I start to cry I feel so sorry for her 'that must have caused you a great deal of pain' I say. She starts to weep very subtly, I can see my compassion for her has brought up emotion she doesn't let surface.
I feel this dream is exploring my inability to present myself well on stage without huge shame and fear debilitating me (and therefore make any career progress whatsoever).
Maybe I'm being healed in some way in the dream. For once men are helping me, instead of assaulting me.
The wheelchair bound woman, is barely a living soul, has had children who've died, doesn't care about the ones she has now. The room is airless, dry, deathly. She's got a terminal illness of some kind. But I feel she could be healed and the tears are the start.
Emm actually thinking back now.. I'm a bit suspicious of this woman. Maybe she actually killed the kids? Maybe she's the perpetrator and not the victim. Maybe I was falling into my old trap of immediately believing people, of being manipulated into caring for them.. On reflection there was nothing particularly warm about this woman at all..
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Dream Interpretation / Lunar eclipse
« on: June 18, 2017, 12:00:59 PM »
Hi Tony, I hope you are well. 
I have a lot of trauma dreams, so when I have a dream that's neither stress nor trauma it stands out, but this one actually had awe and wonder.
I met yet again this same guy who has been entering my dreams for three years now, he is always either leading me somewhere or trying to connect with me and I keep him at arms length as I don't know if he is trustworthy. Also I feel I'm not pretty enough for him and he's successful and I'm not. I just can't believe he would want me.
This dream he is incredibly warm and chatty, we are sitting at a hotel bar, it feels safe and not too flirtatious. (This is the first dream I've actually had such close intimate engagement with him that lasted more than a minute) I feel attracted to him but insecure. To protect myself I get up to leave 'oh no you're not leaving?' He says 'I have to go home' I say. 'I have no home, he says, they won't even give me the keys to my hotel room' I don't reply. A woman comes excitedly calling my name and says I really should go to a backtoback play that's on. I go, its in the location of a literary festival I attended recently, a huge estate house, but instead of a play, it's two courts taking place simultaneously, the high court and the Supreme Court, I go into a huge hall with lots of wood to watch the supreme first.
Then I'm back walking out of the hotel where I'd been leaving the guy, outside its moonlight clear, bright. A small old man is walking in front of me. I look up and I'm awestruck by what I see, I can't understand it at first.. but then I shout 'it's an eclipse!' The old man doesn't even look up just carries on walking in front of me. Above me there is a lunar eclipse just passing, at the point of eclipse it's like a dark grey smoke is emitting from it, inside the smoke/across the eclipse rainbow colours shimmer. Then a coloured disc flies out from it and dissipates in the air near me, it's exactly like a piece of art work I had done to promote my last major creative work seven years ago. I look up then and the moon is huge and really bright and the eclipse slowly slips across it. I think 'oh I wish x (the guy I'd been chatting with) was here to see this with me.. but I feel elated to have seen something so surprising. I feel the energy of the rainbow colours as something deeply magical. The whole thing like I'd just witnessed some sort of cosmic ritual being used perhaps to cleanse and create. The happiness stays with me for a few days when I think back on seeing the eclipse.
I have a lot of trauma dreams, so when I have a dream that's neither stress nor trauma it stands out, but this one actually had awe and wonder.
I met yet again this same guy who has been entering my dreams for three years now, he is always either leading me somewhere or trying to connect with me and I keep him at arms length as I don't know if he is trustworthy. Also I feel I'm not pretty enough for him and he's successful and I'm not. I just can't believe he would want me.
This dream he is incredibly warm and chatty, we are sitting at a hotel bar, it feels safe and not too flirtatious. (This is the first dream I've actually had such close intimate engagement with him that lasted more than a minute) I feel attracted to him but insecure. To protect myself I get up to leave 'oh no you're not leaving?' He says 'I have to go home' I say. 'I have no home, he says, they won't even give me the keys to my hotel room' I don't reply. A woman comes excitedly calling my name and says I really should go to a backtoback play that's on. I go, its in the location of a literary festival I attended recently, a huge estate house, but instead of a play, it's two courts taking place simultaneously, the high court and the Supreme Court, I go into a huge hall with lots of wood to watch the supreme first.
Then I'm back walking out of the hotel where I'd been leaving the guy, outside its moonlight clear, bright. A small old man is walking in front of me. I look up and I'm awestruck by what I see, I can't understand it at first.. but then I shout 'it's an eclipse!' The old man doesn't even look up just carries on walking in front of me. Above me there is a lunar eclipse just passing, at the point of eclipse it's like a dark grey smoke is emitting from it, inside the smoke/across the eclipse rainbow colours shimmer. Then a coloured disc flies out from it and dissipates in the air near me, it's exactly like a piece of art work I had done to promote my last major creative work seven years ago. I look up then and the moon is huge and really bright and the eclipse slowly slips across it. I think 'oh I wish x (the guy I'd been chatting with) was here to see this with me.. but I feel elated to have seen something so surprising. I feel the energy of the rainbow colours as something deeply magical. The whole thing like I'd just witnessed some sort of cosmic ritual being used perhaps to cleanse and create. The happiness stays with me for a few days when I think back on seeing the eclipse.
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Dream Interpretation / The Rock Kingdom
« on: February 12, 2017, 12:47:36 PM »
I would just like to ask a general question about rocks and crystals in dreams. Last night I dreamt I was being flown through the sky on large rock from a beautiful rugged mountain, but I was tricked into descending by a call for help from the ground and that person then stole the rock. Stone, rock and crystals regularly appear in my dreams. Normally the crystals appear like gifts and the rocks usually have a message either carved words, sculpted images or even once they spoke.
Where could I learn more about this dimension? Thankyou.
Where could I learn more about this dimension? Thankyou.
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Dream Interpretation / Re: Same guy
« on: February 12, 2017, 12:40:51 PM »
Thankyou Tony and thanks for all the generous sharing you have been doing on this site. Very Much appreciated!
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Dream Interpretation / Same guy
« on: January 02, 2017, 10:22:27 AM »
Greetings and a very happy 2017 and thanks so much for all your guidance last year.
I've been absent for a while as my dreams haven't had the same intense emotional impact, so I've been able to focus on daily life for a change. Phew.
However I do want to ask about this.
For two years now the same guy has been entering my dreams fairly regularly, usually there is a light-hearted element to him, like he's amused by me but also wants to connect with me. It's got to the stage that when I saw him in my dream last night, diving in to a busy swimming pool that I was swimming in, that even in the dream I thought 'what's with this guy, why does he keep coming into my dreams? What does he want and is he to be trusted ?' I've only seen him on stage twice and I've never met him. I don't consciously have a thing for him either. I don't follow his work. But again and again he appears. My previous dream was that I was sitting outside on a wall writing in my diary and he called me into a Coffey shop, I went as it had just started to rain, he starting joking teasing me, I ordered myself a coffey trying to ignore him, but I was handed two and told that one was for him. In the dreams he's always trying to get my attention. I assumed he was my animus, but is it unusual that the same person over two years represents an individuals animus?
I've been absent for a while as my dreams haven't had the same intense emotional impact, so I've been able to focus on daily life for a change. Phew.
However I do want to ask about this.
For two years now the same guy has been entering my dreams fairly regularly, usually there is a light-hearted element to him, like he's amused by me but also wants to connect with me. It's got to the stage that when I saw him in my dream last night, diving in to a busy swimming pool that I was swimming in, that even in the dream I thought 'what's with this guy, why does he keep coming into my dreams? What does he want and is he to be trusted ?' I've only seen him on stage twice and I've never met him. I don't consciously have a thing for him either. I don't follow his work. But again and again he appears. My previous dream was that I was sitting outside on a wall writing in my diary and he called me into a Coffey shop, I went as it had just started to rain, he starting joking teasing me, I ordered myself a coffey trying to ignore him, but I was handed two and told that one was for him. In the dreams he's always trying to get my attention. I assumed he was my animus, but is it unusual that the same person over two years represents an individuals animus?
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Dream Interpretation / Re: Black swan
« on: October 03, 2016, 06:09:22 PM »
Thanks Tony.
Black swan - this is what comes..
I am power, anger.. 'What are you doing down there on the ground? You being so soft and vague and unprotected.. Wake up! Fly! Fly! Stop being asleep, stop being soft.'
The day before I had that dream I'd been walking by a river and a swan (white) was eating in what struck me as an usually energetic way at the bank, I really noticed as I've never seen a swan eat river grass like that so I stopped. The swan really seems to look me in the eye and was quite a powerful strong presence, not particularly serene, dark intense eyes.'
Now I've done that 'being the thing' I'm thinking back to the rest of the day..
Moments before or after meeting the swan I had an experience of someone being unnecessarily aggressive in their interaction with me, in fact friends have pointed out on occasions how strangers treat me, my friends love and treat me with respect because they are kind people, but I have had it validated by comments from them that an unusual amount of unwarranted attacks come my way.
There is something very powerful in my energy that keeps recreating this pattern. childhood abuse.
After the swan scene, I was holding a dear friend who fainted in my arms, I found a place for us to sit on the grass, I was in a bit of a hollow, so I looked beneath me, there was a small tunnel with an earth worm which I removed. I then put a stone over the hole/tunnel is case more worms emerged while I sat there. It was nice to be sitting outdoors on the ground.
Black swan - this is what comes..
I am power, anger.. 'What are you doing down there on the ground? You being so soft and vague and unprotected.. Wake up! Fly! Fly! Stop being asleep, stop being soft.'
The day before I had that dream I'd been walking by a river and a swan (white) was eating in what struck me as an usually energetic way at the bank, I really noticed as I've never seen a swan eat river grass like that so I stopped. The swan really seems to look me in the eye and was quite a powerful strong presence, not particularly serene, dark intense eyes.'
Now I've done that 'being the thing' I'm thinking back to the rest of the day..
Moments before or after meeting the swan I had an experience of someone being unnecessarily aggressive in their interaction with me, in fact friends have pointed out on occasions how strangers treat me, my friends love and treat me with respect because they are kind people, but I have had it validated by comments from them that an unusual amount of unwarranted attacks come my way.
There is something very powerful in my energy that keeps recreating this pattern. childhood abuse.
After the swan scene, I was holding a dear friend who fainted in my arms, I found a place for us to sit on the grass, I was in a bit of a hollow, so I looked beneath me, there was a small tunnel with an earth worm which I removed. I then put a stone over the hole/tunnel is case more worms emerged while I sat there. It was nice to be sitting outdoors on the ground.
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Dream Interpretation / Black swan
« on: October 03, 2016, 06:38:19 AM »
I am walking outside, perhaps in front of a large old estate house. I see a black swan flying, initially I expect it to be elusive, but it flies right to me and starts pecking me, for such a large bird it's very agile more than it would be in real life, I pick up a piece of wood to protect myself and when it continues to fly at me and peck me I put the wood between us so it pecks that instead, then I think it flies off.
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Dream Interpretation / Re: The Face of Death
« on: September 15, 2016, 07:56:54 AM »
Thankyou Tony, this is great.
Not a dream: yesterday I had been for a swim and was standing admiring the view.. When a bat came and landed on the togs I was holding in my hand and as I had them raised to shoulder level to avoid any drips I was pretty much face to face with the bat. He/she had very kind eyes and was completely unafraid of me. Though it looked pretty dirty and dusty from wherever it sleeps, I felt a surge of love and gratefulness for the visit, the kindness.
(I just felt some connection with the death dream..they being creatures associated with darkness.)
Not a dream: yesterday I had been for a swim and was standing admiring the view.. When a bat came and landed on the togs I was holding in my hand and as I had them raised to shoulder level to avoid any drips I was pretty much face to face with the bat. He/she had very kind eyes and was completely unafraid of me. Though it looked pretty dirty and dusty from wherever it sleeps, I felt a surge of love and gratefulness for the visit, the kindness.
(I just felt some connection with the death dream..they being creatures associated with darkness.)
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Dream Interpretation / Re: Rainbows
« on: September 11, 2016, 10:39:01 AM »
Thanks Tony. These two jumped out at me.
the more we fight or struggle with something the stronger it gets
And
With no stress conditions do not oppose.
I've been controlled by other people a great deal - how they would do this, would be to shame any resistance I had to their will. So I had to find a way of not succumbing completely to their control, which involved some form of inner resistance, because outer resistance was futile.
Later in the healing process I had to cease resisting the feelings around these experiences in order to heal, which was difficult, as it was the initial stance of resistance that kept my soul whole.
And yes 'time to appear' I think I'm healing perfectly and the very thing I needed most to heal, was rest and time. So to ask why I'm not healing quicker is a bit funny, but understandable.
Thankyou
the more we fight or struggle with something the stronger it gets
And
With no stress conditions do not oppose.
I've been controlled by other people a great deal - how they would do this, would be to shame any resistance I had to their will. So I had to find a way of not succumbing completely to their control, which involved some form of inner resistance, because outer resistance was futile.
Later in the healing process I had to cease resisting the feelings around these experiences in order to heal, which was difficult, as it was the initial stance of resistance that kept my soul whole.
And yes 'time to appear' I think I'm healing perfectly and the very thing I needed most to heal, was rest and time. So to ask why I'm not healing quicker is a bit funny, but understandable.
Thankyou
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Dream Interpretation / The Face of Death
« on: September 09, 2016, 11:08:47 AM »
I've recently bought a car which I really love. ... Dream: In the dream I wake up and look out my bedroom window and I see the man who abused me as a child - he is outside with the engine bonnet open, tampering with the engine, doing something to damage it. I'm a child now even though the car relates to my current adult life. I scream out the window with all my strength, leave it alone, leave my car alone. As usual he is incredibly confident and doesn't bat an eye, so I run downstairs and scream again. Now however my father has taken my car and put it in the shed to keep it safe and the abuser has disappeared.
I am sitting in a sunny backyard talking to Alexander Jodorowsky a film director. *
It's getting hotter and I'm a bit concerned too hot for an older gentleman, then I notice he's shrinking a bit and the rocking chair he's in has either grown or looks huge now in comparison, it's like a deckchair with one sheet of material a soft white linen. So I say to someone with me, he needs shade.
They take over in a very experienced way, before I know it, they have him lying down beneath what appears to be a table but also of linen, perfect for shading him, but then they continue and wrap white cloth around his head and then but a cloth over his face. I'm worried he won't be able to breath, so I remove it, then I see why, he has died. I'm not ready for this, I touch his face unafraid, then I see his eyes flicker and happily I call out 'he's still alive' but then his face transforms and a deep blackness takes over his eyes and his now opening mouth and he moves, extends his head and gives out a death cry - his face and skin look like a living skeleton and its deeply, deeply frightening. There is a thick darkness now too and a sense of being in outer space and only me and this clear vision of his death-face. It's so intense, so powerful, Infinite..I am transfixed unable to look away and feel I have witnessed the very Face of Death. The archetype maybe?
I wake up gasping. I feel a few tears on my face but I can't move I'm numb, in shock, when I can I put my hand on my heart and its racing at a frightening speed, but incredibly fast and light rather than pounding. (I associate having pounding heart with fear dreams.) I'm shaken to the core. But it does not last the day only a short time into waking.
* (I don't know his film work much, bu know other areas andin my late 20's read his biography and was very effected by the freedom of expression he lived in his life, but also aware I felt a bit invisible as a female in the work, I didn't get a huge 'understanding' of the female experience. It's a long time ago, but I think that's what I remember..But 'Death' would be something he would actively engage in in his work.) Other associations.. erudite, emotionally courageous, someone who has confronted their shadow, successful artist, happy, living a vital life I admire/something I would like to emulate.
(I've never been particularly afraid of death, I don't really fear letting go of life, I just think it's natural and I'll be reconnecting to the universe, though maybe subconsciously I do fear that loss of the self I know. I feel this encounter may be partly that subconscious fear, the coldness, the lack of human warmth..)
* I just looked him up tonight - and he has a new trailer for a film he is bringing out and the opening scene is a crowd of people dressed as skeletons walking towards the camera!
I am sitting in a sunny backyard talking to Alexander Jodorowsky a film director. *
It's getting hotter and I'm a bit concerned too hot for an older gentleman, then I notice he's shrinking a bit and the rocking chair he's in has either grown or looks huge now in comparison, it's like a deckchair with one sheet of material a soft white linen. So I say to someone with me, he needs shade.
They take over in a very experienced way, before I know it, they have him lying down beneath what appears to be a table but also of linen, perfect for shading him, but then they continue and wrap white cloth around his head and then but a cloth over his face. I'm worried he won't be able to breath, so I remove it, then I see why, he has died. I'm not ready for this, I touch his face unafraid, then I see his eyes flicker and happily I call out 'he's still alive' but then his face transforms and a deep blackness takes over his eyes and his now opening mouth and he moves, extends his head and gives out a death cry - his face and skin look like a living skeleton and its deeply, deeply frightening. There is a thick darkness now too and a sense of being in outer space and only me and this clear vision of his death-face. It's so intense, so powerful, Infinite..I am transfixed unable to look away and feel I have witnessed the very Face of Death. The archetype maybe?
I wake up gasping. I feel a few tears on my face but I can't move I'm numb, in shock, when I can I put my hand on my heart and its racing at a frightening speed, but incredibly fast and light rather than pounding. (I associate having pounding heart with fear dreams.) I'm shaken to the core. But it does not last the day only a short time into waking.
* (I don't know his film work much, bu know other areas andin my late 20's read his biography and was very effected by the freedom of expression he lived in his life, but also aware I felt a bit invisible as a female in the work, I didn't get a huge 'understanding' of the female experience. It's a long time ago, but I think that's what I remember..But 'Death' would be something he would actively engage in in his work.) Other associations.. erudite, emotionally courageous, someone who has confronted their shadow, successful artist, happy, living a vital life I admire/something I would like to emulate.
(I've never been particularly afraid of death, I don't really fear letting go of life, I just think it's natural and I'll be reconnecting to the universe, though maybe subconsciously I do fear that loss of the self I know. I feel this encounter may be partly that subconscious fear, the coldness, the lack of human warmth..)
* I just looked him up tonight - and he has a new trailer for a film he is bringing out and the opening scene is a crowd of people dressed as skeletons walking towards the camera!
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Dream Interpretation / Re: Rainbows
« on: August 18, 2016, 10:17:20 AM »
Thanks Tony.
( I just remembered another part to the dream, after I became blind, I was very scared, but then I opened the door and went out and I could see again, now it was day light, there was a large group of musicians putting equipment in a taxi and the man who had knocked on my door was apparently the second taxi, his name was Sergei..they started asking me questions about their performance and I said 'I don't know, you'll have to ask the owner of the house' as in the dream I was only staying there.. The next scene was the rainbow scene)
I am starting to realise that the vast majority of my dreams, are about me being controlled by and being at the mercy of others, and of behaviour and desires they have that are detrimental to me. This reflects my childhood.
A spectrum of approaches are used in the dreams, from the obvious physical violence, to the harder to confront manipulation styles, using in particular 'Love'. Like that dream I had where a man was kissing the woman telling her she needed to love more, meanwhile he was allowing her to bleed to death.
Last night I dreamt I was on a dark street and approached by a woman who was crying, saying she had just buried someone and could I give her money, I was suspicious so I got her to show me the headstone, but it was only a public monument. I walked away she followed me and assaulted me, beating me up to mug me. I tried to defend myself fighting back but she was too strong. I woke heart pounding.
The same question in my dreams over and over. If I fight back physically - then they come and trick me emotionally - or vice versa.
I guess what's unusual about the rainbow dream as you say is the contrasts, normally a dream with awe and beauty like the rainbow dream, would stand alone, be a resolution, and not go back into a fear dream. But maybe it is a step towards integration, the infinite self, with the earthly bound self.
I wonder when I can get my physical health back. Someday soon I hope.
( I just remembered another part to the dream, after I became blind, I was very scared, but then I opened the door and went out and I could see again, now it was day light, there was a large group of musicians putting equipment in a taxi and the man who had knocked on my door was apparently the second taxi, his name was Sergei..they started asking me questions about their performance and I said 'I don't know, you'll have to ask the owner of the house' as in the dream I was only staying there.. The next scene was the rainbow scene)
I am starting to realise that the vast majority of my dreams, are about me being controlled by and being at the mercy of others, and of behaviour and desires they have that are detrimental to me. This reflects my childhood.
A spectrum of approaches are used in the dreams, from the obvious physical violence, to the harder to confront manipulation styles, using in particular 'Love'. Like that dream I had where a man was kissing the woman telling her she needed to love more, meanwhile he was allowing her to bleed to death.
Last night I dreamt I was on a dark street and approached by a woman who was crying, saying she had just buried someone and could I give her money, I was suspicious so I got her to show me the headstone, but it was only a public monument. I walked away she followed me and assaulted me, beating me up to mug me. I tried to defend myself fighting back but she was too strong. I woke heart pounding.
The same question in my dreams over and over. If I fight back physically - then they come and trick me emotionally - or vice versa.
I guess what's unusual about the rainbow dream as you say is the contrasts, normally a dream with awe and beauty like the rainbow dream, would stand alone, be a resolution, and not go back into a fear dream. But maybe it is a step towards integration, the infinite self, with the earthly bound self.
I wonder when I can get my physical health back. Someday soon I hope.
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Dream Interpretation / Rainbows
« on: August 16, 2016, 06:35:04 PM »
I have dreamt of rainbows a number of times in the past six months..I always feel their appearance is very 'special' in some way.. In the dream I'm usually pointing them out to myself or others.. Going look! Look!
Last night I dreamt several dreams of being threatened by men driving cars, the first called to my door at night, I had a sense he was dangerous and up to no good, when I decided to confront him, I put on my glasses only to discover I had gone blind..Next I was being driven by a delinquent male cousin who was wrecking my dads car driving crazily, I was in the front passenger seat.
Then I had an amazing experience, outside a building, a deep grey sky, it's almost night fall and I see three huge rainbows arcing in different directions. Then they multiplied and I turned 360 degrees and they surrounded me on every side, I was with someone now and we were both saying 'wow' and 'look!' to each other.. There were also colours on their own as if they had escaped from the rainbows.. And a brilliant torquoise blue crescent on one rainbow. Then a woman came and wished me 'happy birthday' and left again.
Then I am in the back seat of a car I tell them they can drop me off soon as I'm nearly st my dads house, I'm with a pretty girl in her 20's in the back and two men in their 60's in the front. (The driver is a man I met recently, very accomplished and successful, who kept pressurising me to get physical with him and I had to use a great deal of self-assertion to make him take no for an answer, it was not easy). The man driving starts injecting cannabis, I'm calling out to him to watch the road as he's not paying attention and a turn is coming. Very like the previous driver, makes me feel I am unsafe and in danger.
Last night I dreamt several dreams of being threatened by men driving cars, the first called to my door at night, I had a sense he was dangerous and up to no good, when I decided to confront him, I put on my glasses only to discover I had gone blind..Next I was being driven by a delinquent male cousin who was wrecking my dads car driving crazily, I was in the front passenger seat.
Then I had an amazing experience, outside a building, a deep grey sky, it's almost night fall and I see three huge rainbows arcing in different directions. Then they multiplied and I turned 360 degrees and they surrounded me on every side, I was with someone now and we were both saying 'wow' and 'look!' to each other.. There were also colours on their own as if they had escaped from the rainbows.. And a brilliant torquoise blue crescent on one rainbow. Then a woman came and wished me 'happy birthday' and left again.
Then I am in the back seat of a car I tell them they can drop me off soon as I'm nearly st my dads house, I'm with a pretty girl in her 20's in the back and two men in their 60's in the front. (The driver is a man I met recently, very accomplished and successful, who kept pressurising me to get physical with him and I had to use a great deal of self-assertion to make him take no for an answer, it was not easy). The man driving starts injecting cannabis, I'm calling out to him to watch the road as he's not paying attention and a turn is coming. Very like the previous driver, makes me feel I am unsafe and in danger.
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Dream Interpretation / A guide?
« on: July 20, 2016, 11:16:25 PM »
I am facing a tall dark wooden unit of drawers. I'm speaking to a 'guide' asking for help dealing with people who are set against me and what appears to be an imminent battle. It seems to be set in the past, perhaps around 1200.. Era is vague. As I'm listening to the guide speak I'm eating cured ham from the cupboard, perhaps to conceal that I'm speaking to a spirit. The guide gives me some phrases/invocations to say and they involve calling disease and terrible events upon my 'enemies' I'm not comfortable with this, but before I can argue the guide has gone. I then go about arming myself, perhaps I've just decided to battle it out as I don't like the idea of what the guide suggested. I gather a sword and an ornate brass hook weapon.. I'm a bit nervous, I don't know how the fighting will begin. I really don't have much to protect myself.
I am in a modern bar, I meet two girls I used to know, that were always very selfish & superior towards me, but viewed themselves as magnanimous.. (I recently drew a boundary when they tried to get close to me again, I didn't do any small talk, I didn't try to smooth feathers. It was just an I've nothing more to say, you had your chance and I'm done.) So I just complement them on their fashionable clothes and squeeze past.
I am in a modern bar, I meet two girls I used to know, that were always very selfish & superior towards me, but viewed themselves as magnanimous.. (I recently drew a boundary when they tried to get close to me again, I didn't do any small talk, I didn't try to smooth feathers. It was just an I've nothing more to say, you had your chance and I'm done.) So I just complement them on their fashionable clothes and squeeze past.
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Dream Interpretation / Re: Damaged Father's Car
« on: July 14, 2016, 04:44:56 PM »
Thankyou both.
My current reflection - the woman is me and also an empowered female artist I recently connected with. It's me realising I am that. The destruction of the car, to some degree a loss of respect for my father, as I see he is not a source of emotional support and never has been. The loss of my idealisation is painful.
The pen was somehow related to a writers retreat centre, as well as an individual I can't remember. Perhaps not a specific person. The road was pretty, romantic, soulful. Stopping to get the pen was a change of my usual time is scarce attitude. The action was 'I will make choices based on my values, not on perceived outside forces'.. Yet the only time I see that type of pen is at a bank counter.. So there is some connection with money
My current reflection - the woman is me and also an empowered female artist I recently connected with. It's me realising I am that. The destruction of the car, to some degree a loss of respect for my father, as I see he is not a source of emotional support and never has been. The loss of my idealisation is painful.
The pen was somehow related to a writers retreat centre, as well as an individual I can't remember. Perhaps not a specific person. The road was pretty, romantic, soulful. Stopping to get the pen was a change of my usual time is scarce attitude. The action was 'I will make choices based on my values, not on perceived outside forces'.. Yet the only time I see that type of pen is at a bank counter.. So there is some connection with money